The clock reaches 3:30 as bey rushes to leave out the door before jay came home at 4..she has less than 30 minutes to make it to her doctors appointment and still has to drop junior to jays mom..
(In Beys Car she's on the phone with mama Gloria)
Bey: hey mama I was just calling to let you know I'm on the way!
MamaG: okay baby..jays here too!
Bey: oh he is?
MamaG: yeah he stopped by to talk..he say he left work early..he was about to leave though to meet you!
Bey: okay well I'm almost there..
MamaG: okay baby see you when you arrive!
Bey hangs up with mama Gloria
Bey: *thinking out loud*..Shit! I did not want him to be there!
Bey knew that if jay saw her dropping junior he would wanna know where she was going and would wanna come along with her to the appointment...she couldn't lie to him about it...bey arrives to mama Glorias house...and as soon as she pulled in jay was pulling out but stopped when he saw her..
Jay: *lowering his window down*..hey baby I was just on my way home! What you doing here?!
Bey: I came to drop junior..I had something to go do really quick!
Jay: oh lil man back there!
Jay turns off his car and steps out..
Jay: *walking to juniors side*..let me see him!
Bey: *getting out the car* why don't you take him that way I don't have to come back this way when I'm done!?
Jay: alright...where you going?
Bey: *hesitantly*..I have an appointment..
Jay: for what? Why didn't you tell me?
Bey: It's just a check up..I haven't been feeling well that's all!
Jay: well bey I should come with you...I wanna make sure everything is okay!
Bey: you don't have to jay really..
Jay: no bey ima come..let me take junior inside...I'll come back and get him later so you don't have to!
Bey: okay..just hurry I'm late already!
So jay takes junior inside to mama Gloria and follows bey to the doctors....as bey waits for her results to come back she's nervous knowing jay was there with her..she didn't know how he'd react to whatever the doctor was about to tell her.....Dr. Hawthorne walks in...
Dr.H: okay Beyonce um..you want me to tell you this in private..or can your husband join in?
Bey: *hesitantly/nervously*..in private please!
Jay looks at bey like..."seriously..what's so private?" .....bey didn't even look at jay who was upset...she knew what was running through his mind already, and she was prepared to deal with his fussing when they got back home, but she needed to hear her results privately...that way she could come up with a better way to explain things to jay....without him being all distracted by his assumptions from the results..
Jay: bey can i talk to you "Privately?"
Dr. H steps outside and jay looks at bey...bey can't even look at jay because she knows she was wrong for playing him..but it was for a very good reason......she looks at the floor..
Jay: Bey?
Bey: *rolls her eyes*..what is it jay?!
Jay: Beyonce look at me!
Bey picks her head up and looks off to the side....
Jay: what's all this about bey?...why you being all secretive, wantin to do shit in private now?!
Bey: jay this is exactly why I didn't want you to come!
Jay: bey I'm always at all of your doctors appointments just like you're at all of mines..why in the hell cant i listen in NOW all of a sudden!!?
Bey: *sighs* just let me see what the doctor says jay!
Before jay could get another word in bey had walked out to meet dr. Hawthorne in her office..she walks up to the door takes a deep breathe and knocks....
Dr. H: Come in!
Bey: *closing the door behind her*..I'm ready for the results dr.*sits down*
Dr. H: well Bey.... you're not pregnant!
Bey: *sighs*..I really don't understand why not though! I mean jay and i have sex all the time...I even missed my period!
Dr. H: well missed periods are common bey....did you ever miss one before?..
Bey: yeah a few times...but the last time was when I found out I was pregnant with junior!
Dr. H: well any emotional stress can cause you to miss..I know you travel a lot, even that can cause you to miss periods!
Bey: really?!
Dr. H: sure can!....so don't worry too much...we'll run some test on your blood work just in case, but I'm quite sure you're fine!
Bey: okay thanks dr. Hawthorne!
Bey picks up her purse and is heading out the door...
Dr.H: bey one more question!
Bey: yes doctor!?
Dr. H: has um...Shawn ever had any problems down you know where? *points down*
Bey: oh no!..*chuckles*..he's perfect down ther-..*dr. H interrupts*
Dr. H: bey I meant health wise! You know....are his sperm still good? is he able to reproduce again?!
Bey: *sitting back down*..I don't even know doctor...I mean everything looked fine at his last check up! but that was last year..
Bey is kind of getting worried...if dr.h is trying to tell her that jay may be the reason she can't get pregnant...she doesn't know what or how she'll tell him that!...doctor Hawthorne pulls out a pamphlet from her desk drawer..
Dr. H: well *hands bey pamphlet*..maybe it's him that needs to see a doctor and not you! *gives bey serious look*..he IS a bit older bey, and men shawns age have just as much chance of not being able to reproduce as someone who's older than him!
Bey: *a bit shocked*.. okay um..thank you doctor Hawthorne!
Dr. H: look into that bey..it could be the problem!
Bey: most definitely dr.! Thank you again!
Bey gets up and walks out the door..she still can't process the fact that jay could be the cause of her not being able to get pregnant..she puts the pamphlet dr. H gave her in her purse and walked back to where she left jay.....when bey went into the room jay was gone...bey left out the doctors office and walked to her car...jays car was gone so she knew he had left....
(Mama Glorias house)
MamaG: well where's bey at?
Jay: she should be on her way home..I just came to get junior..
MamaG: okay well be careful going home..give bey a kiss for me.... (to junior) bye grandmamas baby!...I love you!
Junior: bye gwamma ..*waves his little hand*
Jay: aight mama see you later!
MamaG: bye baby!
After jay leaves his mothers house from getting junior he heads back home...jay feeds junior, and gives him a bath..they were on the floor in the living room playing when bey walked in..
Junior: *excitedly*..Mamaaa!! *Runs to bey*
Bey: Heeey baby!? *kisses all over juniors face*..how's my son huh?
Junior: mama I cook wit gwamma today!
Bey: oh did you now?!..tell mama all about it!
Bey sits on the love seat talking and playing with junior while jay is sitting on the floor just watching them...bey should've been tryna talk to jay about this situation but she had no clue of how she would confront him about it right now....jay loves bey so much and wasn't mad at her at all, but just felt very played about how she handled the doctors visit...
Jay: okay lil man..it's time to put you to bed!
Junior: Nooo daddy....I wanna tay up!
Jay: it's past your bedtime..mama already kept you up late
Bey: *side eyes jay*
Junior: Mamaa!!! *reaching for bey*
Jay: son No! It's time for bed..bey tellem goodnight!
Bey: night night baby...mommy loves you!
Shawn junior calms down and jay takes him upstairs...junior fell asleep almost immediately after jay laid him down in his crib...bey goes upstairs to her and jays bedroom and met jay at their door at the same time...jay opens it and allows bey to go in first..
Bey: thank you *walking to the bathroom*
Jay: bey!?
Bey: yes jay!
Jay: um come here I need to talk with you..please!
Bey: *sitting on the bed* yea wassup?
Jay: what happened today?! I felt real stupid after you left me hangin! That's why I just left!
Bey had gotten nervous all over again...she didn't know how to approach jay with this...her mind was going blank...she had to tell him though....bey sat down on the bed and let out a deep sigh...
Bey: baby can you sit down....I need to tell you something!
Jay: *sitting on the bed*..what is it?
Bey: it's about my doctors visit earlier *looks down*
Jay: *scooting closer to bey*..well baby what's wrong..tell me!
Bey went into everything...she told jay about her missed period and how she thought she was pregnant...she told him about doctor Hawthorne telling her everything was fine but that she wasn't pregnant...and then came the moment for her to tell jay about what the dr. Said about him....bey gulped and proceeded......
Bey: *hesitantly*..jay I think that you should go to the doctor and get a check up soon!
Jay: well mines coming up next month...but wait...what does my appointment have to do with anything?
Bey: jay...when I was talking to dr. Hawthorne she told me some things and..
Jay: *interrupting*..what things?!
Bey: well..*takes a deep breathe*..she said that maybe you should get checked because you could be the reason I'm not getting pregnant!
Jay: What! *stands up angry*..bey that's bullshit!...my soldiers is marchin!..I know for damn sure!
Bey: jay...baby please..let's talk about this...she could be wrong!
Jay: ch..hell yeah her ass wrong!..the fuck I look like not being able to reproduce...I gave you junior didn't I!?!
Bey: yes baby but it's been some time...anything could've happened between then and now!
Jay: bey that's craziness and I refuse to believe that shit!
Bey: jay can we just check everything out and make sure please babe?!
Bey sat in silence waiting on a response from jay...she looked at him and could tell this news made him feel some kind of way...
Bey: can you say something please jay?!
Jay was silent...he just got up grabbed his wallet and his keys a left...bey was calling after him but he was upset to the max...when jay slammed the front door behind him all bey could do was cry...she didn't know how jay felt or what he was thinking...but this type of news wouldn't have been pleasing to anyone...bey went upstairs and called jays cell but got no answer...some time has passed and the clock reaches 1a.m. Bey is worried sick not knowing where jay is...eventually she falls asleep..
(10a.m. The next morning)
Bey got up to check on junior but he was still sound asleep...she went downstairs to fix him a bottle for when he woke and when she walked past the living room there jay was...laid out on the floor...she noticed there was blood on his shirt and lip and he also had a black eye...he reeked of alcohol And the side door was wide opened...
TBC......
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Another One Maybe!
(First off I wanna say..Wow! The "IWH and "EOT" Roseland videos gave me so much life..just a few more days and we will all get to see it..Are y'all as excited as I am?)
.. on with the blog....
Bey walks around to where the steps were by the pool..she drops her robe and slowly walks down into the shallow end...
Jay: why you gettin in right there..I'm over here?!
Bey: I gotta get used to the water..i can't just get right in *chuckles*
Jay: *swimming over to bey*..come here I'll warm you up..
Jay helps bey down into the water and she wraps her legs around jays waist...with beys arms tight around his neck..jay holds bey and walks her around the pool....bey and jay had decided to take some time off work and spend more time with each other...with all the drama that had been happening lately they needed some quality time....jay had rented out one of the mansions in the Hamptons from a friend of his for the week....junior was back and forth between mama Gloria and mama tina..bey didn't wanna be to far from junior so the Hamptons was the perfect choice...
Jay: *kissing beys neck*..so what we doing tonight Hun?
Bey: I don't know...I heard there was a live band playing at "Madame Tongs" (Restaurant)
Jay: cool...let's check it out!
After the Carters swim a while longer they got out the pool showered and then got their clothes ready..they still had about an hour to be at the restaurant so bey and jay lounged around a little..........bey came out of her closet with a black dress on that had a silver stripe on each side..
Bey: ..baby how does this one look..*turns around to face jay*
Jay: *looking bey up and down*..it's sexy babe..but I'm wearing red and black not silver!
Bey: ugh..really jay!?
Jay: what?!
Bey: nothing..I'll just look for something else! *walks back into closet*
Jay: bey you have way too many clothes..to be having this much trouble finding something!
Bey: (from the closet)..I wanna look good for you baby! Plus I only brought 4 dresses with me!
Jay: bey you'll always look amazing to me..in whatever you put on!
Bey: that's sweet babe.. *chuckles*
Bey comes out of the closet in black and red strapless cocktail dress...with some black red bottom pumps you'd kill for...
Bey: what about this! *poses for jay*
Jay: *staring bey down*..bey....*licks his lips*..baby you look fucking amazing!!
Bey: *giggling*..hey watch your mouth!
Jay: I'm sorry baby...you just look...Wow! *blushes*
Bey: jay baby are you blushing *starts cheesing*
Jay: woman you better stop *laughs*
Bey: *kisses jay on the lips*..tonight's gonna be great!
Jay: *slaps beys ass*..mmh yes it will..*smirks*
Bey and jay get ready for their date at "Madame Tongs" jay has on dark denim jeans with a red sweater, a white button down collar shirt underneath...and a black blazer..and bey her red and black dress and heels...
Jay: baby once again you look beautiful!
Bey: thank you! You're looking very sexy yourself!
Jay: thank you love!
As bey and jay are chauffeured to the restaurant..jay steps out of the car and holds his hand out for bey to take...she takes jays hand and steps out of the car..as bey walks to the door jay watches as her hips sway from side to side being tightly covered by the fitted cocktail dress she wore..he snaps out of his zone and followers her...the waiter seats them in a VIP booth way in the back and jay orders a bottle of champagne..
Jay: *pouring their glasses*..you enjoying the night so far? *looks at bey*
Bey: *smiling*..yes it's perfect...*sipping her wine*
Jay: so what's on your mind!?
Bey: well right now *seductively stares at jay*..you're on my mind!
Jay: really! What you thinking bout then?!
Bey: mmh wouldn't you like to know?! *laughs flirtatiously*
The waiter comes and bey and jay snap out of their love trance for a second to order..
Jay: ima have the steak and potatoes..um can y'all put gravy with onions on my potatoes please?!
Waiter: sure that's not a problem..(looks at bey) and what would you like to order maam?
Bey: I think I'll go with the blackened fish and vegetables!
Waiter: okay *takes menus*..your orders will be placed shortly.. is there anything else i can get for you..while you're waiting?!
Bey: um another bottle of champagne please!
Jay: nothing for me I'm good..thank you!
The waiter walks away and comes back with more wine for bey and jay..as soon as she walks away..the Carters fall right back into their love trance..
Jay: so we plan on gettin tipsy tonight or somethin *holds up champagne bottle*
Bey: well we are on vacation...it's just the two of us..why not live free a little!
Jay: you right..I swear we haven't had alone time in a minute!..not that I'm complaining..I mean I love spending time with my son just as much!
Bey: yeah I know me too!
Bey starts thinking about junior all of a sudden and starts missing him..she takes out her phone and calls mama Tina to check on him..
(Phone Convo with MT)
Bey: hey mama how's my baby doin?
MT: oh he's with Gloria...I meant to tell you earlier..but I got swamped at the office and Gloria took him for me..
Bey: oh okay well I'll call her in a bit to check on him..you okay though huh mama?
MT: yeah I'm fine...just had a lot of orders today from the new fall line..it's really taking off!
Bey: that's great..I'll be there next week to help you out!
MT: chile I can't wait I need the extra help *chuckles*
Bey: okay well ima let you go..gotta check on my son!
MT: alright baby bye!
After bey hangs up with mama Tina she calls jays mother Gloria...
MamaG: hey bey..how you and my son?
Bey: we fine mama!..how's junior? My mother told me he was with you?
MamaG: yeah..he's such an angel! He don't give his grandmama no trouble *chuckles*.. He's asleep right now!
Bey: well I'm glad to hear he's being a good boy! Givem a kiss for me and jay okay!
MamaG: okay baby..love y'all
Bey: love you too mama bye!
Jay: what'd she say?
Bey: she said he's been good...he's asleep right now!
Jay: good..I'm proud of lil man..
Bey and jay finally get their food and enjoy it...jays mind has been on something for a while now..and he figured now would be a better time than any to let bey know what he was thinking...
Jay: *looks up at bey*..baby can I talk to you?!
Bey: of course jay..you know that!
Jay: *slightly smiles*..um well...I been thinking about some things and....ima just get straight to the point!
Bey: *looking up at jay*..well what is it babe?
Jay: *inhales & exhales*..how do you feel about another addition to the family?
Bey drops her fork and looks up at jay....she was clueless about what he was getting at and her mind thought something completely different..
Bey: oh my god jay!...is some other bitch pregnant?!
Jay: What!..Bey No!...*shakes his head*.....baby I'm talking about having another child! *laughs*
Bey let's out a deep sigh of relief and starts laughing with jay..
Bey: uuhh thank god! I thought something else was going on!
Jay: anyways...what you think?!
Bey: about what?
Jay: um..about having another baby bey!
Bey continues eating and thinks for a second..
Bey: junior is growing up pretty fast...and I always wanted a little girl!
Jay: *too excited*..well perfect! we can start trying for another one!
Bey: but jay wait! We have to consider a lot of other things first!
Jay: as far as what bey?
Bey: well like what about work? You know we'd both have to take more time off to raise two kids!
Jay: okay..I'm fine with that..I have no problem with that at all! What else?
Bey: well what about my upcoming projects jay...I have this movie to worry about..a baby will just postpone everything more!
Jay: bey you can still do whatever you wanna do love...if you have to work I'll take junior and our little girl or boy!
Bey: *thinks for a moment*.........*she looks up at jay and smiles*........okay!
Jay: what! Really bey!?
Bey: *laughs*..yess really! Let's do it!
Jay gets overly excited and starts Kissing bey in front of everyone...once he calmed down and sat back in his chair...he just stared at her..
Bey: *bashfully*..jay why are you looking at me like that?!
Jay: you're just beautiful bey! I'm so glad I'm married to you..and I can't wait for you to have my second child!
Bey: *blushes*..I'm excited too baby..and thank you *kisses jay on his lips*
Jay started flagging the waiter down and was ready to leave...all he wanted to do was pay for the check...get bey home...and start trying for this baby..
Bey: we leaving now!
Jay: yes..I'm ready!
Bey: okay..just let me go to the restroom and freshen up..
Before bey could walk off jay was grabbing her arm to stop her..
Jay: baby..you look fine..you don't need all that *seductively smiles at bey*
Bey: okay if you say so!
By this time bey could tell jay wanted her by his bedroom looks he was giving her....so just to tease him a bit bey was walking out of the restaurant in front of him with the sexiest walk ever...she made sure she gave him the "take my body now" look and when they got into the car they were all over each other..
Jay: *sucking on beys neck*..baby I want you so badly!
Bey: mmh..how bad baby?
Jay: this bad *bites beys neck hard*
The bite jay gave bey hurt but it wasn't a painful hurt...it turned bey on even more..she started tonguing jay down..
Jay: *pulling back from the kiss*..oh you liked that bite huh *smirks*
Bey looked at jay like she was just ready to ravish him....she wanted to eat him up right then and there...jay looking all sexy in his denim jeans and his blazer wasn't helping beys hormones to calm down any...but bey caught the driver glancing back at her and jay every other minute so she held herself until they made it back home..
(the Carters House)
Bey rushed inside to freshen herself up while jay talked to the driver for a second about the schedule for the next day...after about 10 minutes he was looking for her..
Jay: *closing the front door*..baby!?..bring your fine ass on girl!....Bey!?
Bey: I'm right here love!
Jay looked up to where he heard beys voice coming from...there she was...leaning against the staircase wearing a sheer gown..that fell open in the front revealing just enough of her breast for him to get turned on even more...her skin was still shimmering from her "Heat" lotion she had applied before they went to eat..and those heels!...they were made for a Queen < (Beyonce)..jay pulled off his jacket letting it hit the floor as he made his way upstairs to Beyonce..by the time he made it up he was stripped down to his jeans and shoes...bey placed her hands on his chest and stomach.. Jay: you okay baby!? Bey: yea..you just look so good to me *chuckles* Jay: baby this ain't nothing compared to how you lookin right now..*licks his big lips* Jay and bey stood in front of each other for a moment...they were both hot and bothered ready to put in work on each other...the sexual energy surrounding them was heavy and they felt it between them...jay moved closer to bey and bey moved closer to jay..until their bodies were pressing up against one another..... Bey: *gently biting jays bottom lip*..mmh I want you! Jay: *starts passionately kissing beys lips* While bey and jay French kissed he grabbed Beyonce's ass and lifted her up..trying to not break the sensual kisses jay took his time and slowly walked carrying bey to their bedroom.. Bey: *stops kissing*..do you love me? Jay: you know I do bey *looking in her eyes* Bey: *seductively*...show me you love me! Jay puts bey down by the bed and takes off his shoes...once his jeans come down..bey stares at his manhood standing at attention...she looks up at jay biting her lips and lays back on the bed signaling for him to take over...jay climbs on top opening up beys legs with his legs...he pins her arms down with his hands letting bey know she has no control over what's about to happen...bey wraps her legs around jays waist as they start making out heavily again.. Bey: *moans and whispers to jay*.. I'm so wet baby! Jay: *kiss*..I know..*kiss*..I can feel it *kisses and sucks her neck*.. Jay let's go of one of beys arms and play with her pussy a little while...he slips his big fingers inside her as bey lets out a gasp and a whimper...she was ready...her body couldn't wait any longer for jay to be inside it...the moment jays fingers slid inside her kitty her breathing became heavy and the sensations took over.. Bey: oooh jay...huuuhhhh gooddd! *moaning*.. Jay: I know baby...*sucking her breast while fingering her* Bey: j..jay..I-...*jay interrupting* Jay: just let me take care of you love! Jay releases beys other hand..he goes down and starts eating her out while still fingering her...beys squirming doesn't help him but he's a pro so jay keeps up with her (mmmh jay lol)..after jay stays south for 20 minutes and makes bey cum a few times..he backs up to let her breathe and catch herself for a second.... Bey: *catching her breathe*..god jay!..that felt amazing Jay: come here... Jay had gotten onto the bed and is sitting straight up..bey gets up sliding her robe off..she makes her way over to jay and climbs on top of him...bey kisses jays lips as he kisses her back while caressing her body...bey lifts herself up by her knees and puts all of jay inside her...as she slowly slides down jays dick her moans grow louder as bey hangs on to the headboard putting in work on jay... Jay: *holding her waist*..yeah just like that baby! Bey: mmmh jay..*riding him harder*..you feel so....uuuhhhh! *moans* Jay: *moans*..you wanna have my baby? Bey: mmhmm...yes *whimpers* Jay: you love me *syncing with beys thrusts* Bey: *riding harder & faster*..I love you jay! Bey starts feeling weak...she's about to cum again and her body is shaking...as she stops jay grabs her hips and pumps in and out of bey faster...they both climax and collapse..after he catches his breathe jay holds bey turns her around and flips her on her stomach...he pulls her up causing her back to arch so he can get in from behind...jay slips his dick inside bey.. Bey: *gasps*...shit babe! *looking back*.. Jay: I want my baby *grunts & moans* Jay can't help himself...he slaps beys ass watching it jiggle as his long strokes go in and out of her...bey tries crawling away from jay he's beatin it in so good..but jay doesn't allow that..he catches a tight hold around beys waist and pulls her back towards him..bey cries out.. Bey: uuuhhhh okay *moans* okaayy..*she cries out*...Jaayy!!! Jay finally busts his all inside of bey...there was so much cum it was going everywhere..jay couldn't even release the full amount inside Beyonce...he let the rest of it hit her back and then went to the bathroom to wipe himself down..after cleaning bey off who was limp just lying down on the bed unable to move...jay climbed back in bed and pulled her to him.. Jay: bey?! Bey: yes jay.. Jay: baby I want you to be pregnant now! Bey: *laughs*..well jay it takes some time you know! Jay: I know..I just can't wait though! Bey: well after what you just did to me..I should be having triplets soon *they laugh* (2 months later) Bey sits on the toilet and waits until the timer goes off for her to check the pregnancy test......her leg shakes from the nerves shooting through her body right now...beys period didn't come last month so she figured this could be the only reason why.......a few more minutes pass and the timer goes off...be picks up the pregnancy stick.. Bey: What! Not Pregnant! *let's out deep sigh* Bey was a bit disappointed and worried.......she was disappointed because her and jay had been having sex every chance they could...he would even call for her to drop by the studio and get some (smdh) and for her to not be pregnant was a joke!....bey was also worried because if she wasn't pregnant..then what was it stopping her period?!...junior starts crying... Bey: *running in Jr.'s room*..aww what's wrong lil man? Junior: I want daddy *sniff* Bey: aww pop daddy isn't home right now..he'll be back soon though! Junior starts crying and beys phone rings...it's jay... Bey: hey babe..how's work? Jay: aww man it's going great love!...you should hear these hot beats Kanye put his genius on *laughs*..why my lil man crying like that? Bey: ugh he wants his daddy! Here talk to him.. Bey puts the phone next to juniors ear...he takes the phone and holds it..(too cute) Bey: it's daddy say hey baby! Junior: *sniff*..daddy when you come home? Jay: hey lil man..daddy gone be home soon I promise okay? Junior: I mish you daddy.. Jay: daddy misses you too pop..I love you okay...put mommy back on the phone! Junior hands the phone to bey.. Bey: yeah bae!? Jay: I gotta get back baby..but you know I love you...and give my son a kiss for me! Bey: *smiling all big*..(to jay) I love you too baby..*kisses junior*..that's from daddy! Junior giggles and smiles at bey... Bey: okay baby well I won't keep you...hurry home! Jay: I will and you be ready *chuckles* Bey: oh I will..believe me.. Jay: aah yess...I love you woman *laughs* Bey: bye jay! Bey hangs up and puts junior in front of the tv on the bed...she still can't wrap her mind around her not being pregnant but missing her period..she figured maybe the test was must a bad one so bey calls up Dr. Hawthorne.. Receptionist: Dr. Hawthorns office Terri speaking! Bey: yes Terri! I'm calling to schedule an appointment with Dr. Hawthorne..if at all possible could you do it for tomorrow please?! Terri: okay who am I speaking to? Bey: Beyonce Carter! Bey hears the phone drop and what sounded like someone screaming...the receptionist picks the phone back up.. Terri: omg I cannot believe I'm actually talking to you Beyonce! Bey: *laughing*..yeah it's me..are you alright?! Terri: I'm sorry..I'm just an intern but I love you..and to have you here is just crazy *laughs* Bey: it's fine sweetie I understand! But are there any openings for tomorrow? Terri: oh I'm sorry I forgot lol...um we have one opening but it's not until 4pm Bey: *thinking*..shit! ...... Terri: is that okay Mrs. Carter? Bey: um yes it'll have to do..you can schedule it..thank you Terri so much! Terri: anytime Mrs. Carter! They hang up and bey sits on the bed thinking...she wanted the doctors appointment at a sooner time so shed miss jay coming in from work...she prepares herself cause she already knows he'll find out and that he'll wanna come...but if she really isn't pregnant this will be disappointing news for jay and her both.........bey sits with junior and waits for jay to come home so she can tell him what's going on... TBC....... BIG Shoutouts to >> @I_Bey_Me for throwing this blog idea my way! Thank You girl..your idea was a huge help!! Also I'm gonna always Shoutout my sister @4Beyonce1 for being just an awesome person! Make sure y'all follow them!! Shoutout to all the Beyfam that reads the blogs..thank y'all for all the love and support..Big kisses and bear hugs! Hope you all enjoyed this post leave your comments and let me know what you think!
.. on with the blog....
Bey walks around to where the steps were by the pool..she drops her robe and slowly walks down into the shallow end...
Jay: why you gettin in right there..I'm over here?!
Bey: I gotta get used to the water..i can't just get right in *chuckles*
Jay: *swimming over to bey*..come here I'll warm you up..
Jay helps bey down into the water and she wraps her legs around jays waist...with beys arms tight around his neck..jay holds bey and walks her around the pool....bey and jay had decided to take some time off work and spend more time with each other...with all the drama that had been happening lately they needed some quality time....jay had rented out one of the mansions in the Hamptons from a friend of his for the week....junior was back and forth between mama Gloria and mama tina..bey didn't wanna be to far from junior so the Hamptons was the perfect choice...
Jay: *kissing beys neck*..so what we doing tonight Hun?
Bey: I don't know...I heard there was a live band playing at "Madame Tongs" (Restaurant)
Jay: cool...let's check it out!
After the Carters swim a while longer they got out the pool showered and then got their clothes ready..they still had about an hour to be at the restaurant so bey and jay lounged around a little..........bey came out of her closet with a black dress on that had a silver stripe on each side..
Bey: ..baby how does this one look..*turns around to face jay*
Jay: *looking bey up and down*..it's sexy babe..but I'm wearing red and black not silver!
Bey: ugh..really jay!?
Jay: what?!
Bey: nothing..I'll just look for something else! *walks back into closet*
Jay: bey you have way too many clothes..to be having this much trouble finding something!
Bey: (from the closet)..I wanna look good for you baby! Plus I only brought 4 dresses with me!
Jay: bey you'll always look amazing to me..in whatever you put on!
Bey: that's sweet babe.. *chuckles*
Bey comes out of the closet in black and red strapless cocktail dress...with some black red bottom pumps you'd kill for...
Bey: what about this! *poses for jay*
Jay: *staring bey down*..bey....*licks his lips*..baby you look fucking amazing!!
Bey: *giggling*..hey watch your mouth!
Jay: I'm sorry baby...you just look...Wow! *blushes*
Bey: jay baby are you blushing *starts cheesing*
Jay: woman you better stop *laughs*
Bey: *kisses jay on the lips*..tonight's gonna be great!
Jay: *slaps beys ass*..mmh yes it will..*smirks*
Bey and jay get ready for their date at "Madame Tongs" jay has on dark denim jeans with a red sweater, a white button down collar shirt underneath...and a black blazer..and bey her red and black dress and heels...
Jay: baby once again you look beautiful!
Bey: thank you! You're looking very sexy yourself!
Jay: thank you love!
As bey and jay are chauffeured to the restaurant..jay steps out of the car and holds his hand out for bey to take...she takes jays hand and steps out of the car..as bey walks to the door jay watches as her hips sway from side to side being tightly covered by the fitted cocktail dress she wore..he snaps out of his zone and followers her...the waiter seats them in a VIP booth way in the back and jay orders a bottle of champagne..
Jay: *pouring their glasses*..you enjoying the night so far? *looks at bey*
Bey: *smiling*..yes it's perfect...*sipping her wine*
Jay: so what's on your mind!?
Bey: well right now *seductively stares at jay*..you're on my mind!
Jay: really! What you thinking bout then?!
Bey: mmh wouldn't you like to know?! *laughs flirtatiously*
The waiter comes and bey and jay snap out of their love trance for a second to order..
Jay: ima have the steak and potatoes..um can y'all put gravy with onions on my potatoes please?!
Waiter: sure that's not a problem..(looks at bey) and what would you like to order maam?
Bey: I think I'll go with the blackened fish and vegetables!
Waiter: okay *takes menus*..your orders will be placed shortly.. is there anything else i can get for you..while you're waiting?!
Bey: um another bottle of champagne please!
Jay: nothing for me I'm good..thank you!
The waiter walks away and comes back with more wine for bey and jay..as soon as she walks away..the Carters fall right back into their love trance..
Jay: so we plan on gettin tipsy tonight or somethin *holds up champagne bottle*
Bey: well we are on vacation...it's just the two of us..why not live free a little!
Jay: you right..I swear we haven't had alone time in a minute!..not that I'm complaining..I mean I love spending time with my son just as much!
Bey: yeah I know me too!
Bey starts thinking about junior all of a sudden and starts missing him..she takes out her phone and calls mama Tina to check on him..
(Phone Convo with MT)
Bey: hey mama how's my baby doin?
MT: oh he's with Gloria...I meant to tell you earlier..but I got swamped at the office and Gloria took him for me..
Bey: oh okay well I'll call her in a bit to check on him..you okay though huh mama?
MT: yeah I'm fine...just had a lot of orders today from the new fall line..it's really taking off!
Bey: that's great..I'll be there next week to help you out!
MT: chile I can't wait I need the extra help *chuckles*
Bey: okay well ima let you go..gotta check on my son!
MT: alright baby bye!
After bey hangs up with mama Tina she calls jays mother Gloria...
MamaG: hey bey..how you and my son?
Bey: we fine mama!..how's junior? My mother told me he was with you?
MamaG: yeah..he's such an angel! He don't give his grandmama no trouble *chuckles*.. He's asleep right now!
Bey: well I'm glad to hear he's being a good boy! Givem a kiss for me and jay okay!
MamaG: okay baby..love y'all
Bey: love you too mama bye!
Jay: what'd she say?
Bey: she said he's been good...he's asleep right now!
Jay: good..I'm proud of lil man..
Bey and jay finally get their food and enjoy it...jays mind has been on something for a while now..and he figured now would be a better time than any to let bey know what he was thinking...
Jay: *looks up at bey*..baby can I talk to you?!
Bey: of course jay..you know that!
Jay: *slightly smiles*..um well...I been thinking about some things and....ima just get straight to the point!
Bey: *looking up at jay*..well what is it babe?
Jay: *inhales & exhales*..how do you feel about another addition to the family?
Bey drops her fork and looks up at jay....she was clueless about what he was getting at and her mind thought something completely different..
Bey: oh my god jay!...is some other bitch pregnant?!
Jay: What!..Bey No!...*shakes his head*.....baby I'm talking about having another child! *laughs*
Bey let's out a deep sigh of relief and starts laughing with jay..
Bey: uuhh thank god! I thought something else was going on!
Jay: anyways...what you think?!
Bey: about what?
Jay: um..about having another baby bey!
Bey continues eating and thinks for a second..
Bey: junior is growing up pretty fast...and I always wanted a little girl!
Jay: *too excited*..well perfect! we can start trying for another one!
Bey: but jay wait! We have to consider a lot of other things first!
Jay: as far as what bey?
Bey: well like what about work? You know we'd both have to take more time off to raise two kids!
Jay: okay..I'm fine with that..I have no problem with that at all! What else?
Bey: well what about my upcoming projects jay...I have this movie to worry about..a baby will just postpone everything more!
Jay: bey you can still do whatever you wanna do love...if you have to work I'll take junior and our little girl or boy!
Bey: *thinks for a moment*.........*she looks up at jay and smiles*........okay!
Jay: what! Really bey!?
Bey: *laughs*..yess really! Let's do it!
Jay gets overly excited and starts Kissing bey in front of everyone...once he calmed down and sat back in his chair...he just stared at her..
Bey: *bashfully*..jay why are you looking at me like that?!
Jay: you're just beautiful bey! I'm so glad I'm married to you..and I can't wait for you to have my second child!
Bey: *blushes*..I'm excited too baby..and thank you *kisses jay on his lips*
Jay started flagging the waiter down and was ready to leave...all he wanted to do was pay for the check...get bey home...and start trying for this baby..
Bey: we leaving now!
Jay: yes..I'm ready!
Bey: okay..just let me go to the restroom and freshen up..
Before bey could walk off jay was grabbing her arm to stop her..
Jay: baby..you look fine..you don't need all that *seductively smiles at bey*
Bey: okay if you say so!
By this time bey could tell jay wanted her by his bedroom looks he was giving her....so just to tease him a bit bey was walking out of the restaurant in front of him with the sexiest walk ever...she made sure she gave him the "take my body now" look and when they got into the car they were all over each other..
Jay: *sucking on beys neck*..baby I want you so badly!
Bey: mmh..how bad baby?
Jay: this bad *bites beys neck hard*
The bite jay gave bey hurt but it wasn't a painful hurt...it turned bey on even more..she started tonguing jay down..
Jay: *pulling back from the kiss*..oh you liked that bite huh *smirks*
Bey looked at jay like she was just ready to ravish him....she wanted to eat him up right then and there...jay looking all sexy in his denim jeans and his blazer wasn't helping beys hormones to calm down any...but bey caught the driver glancing back at her and jay every other minute so she held herself until they made it back home..
(the Carters House)
Bey rushed inside to freshen herself up while jay talked to the driver for a second about the schedule for the next day...after about 10 minutes he was looking for her..
Jay: *closing the front door*..baby!?..bring your fine ass on girl!....Bey!?
Bey: I'm right here love!
Jay looked up to where he heard beys voice coming from...there she was...leaning against the staircase wearing a sheer gown..that fell open in the front revealing just enough of her breast for him to get turned on even more...her skin was still shimmering from her "Heat" lotion she had applied before they went to eat..and those heels!...they were made for a Queen < (Beyonce)..jay pulled off his jacket letting it hit the floor as he made his way upstairs to Beyonce..by the time he made it up he was stripped down to his jeans and shoes...bey placed her hands on his chest and stomach.. Jay: you okay baby!? Bey: yea..you just look so good to me *chuckles* Jay: baby this ain't nothing compared to how you lookin right now..*licks his big lips* Jay and bey stood in front of each other for a moment...they were both hot and bothered ready to put in work on each other...the sexual energy surrounding them was heavy and they felt it between them...jay moved closer to bey and bey moved closer to jay..until their bodies were pressing up against one another..... Bey: *gently biting jays bottom lip*..mmh I want you! Jay: *starts passionately kissing beys lips* While bey and jay French kissed he grabbed Beyonce's ass and lifted her up..trying to not break the sensual kisses jay took his time and slowly walked carrying bey to their bedroom.. Bey: *stops kissing*..do you love me? Jay: you know I do bey *looking in her eyes* Bey: *seductively*...show me you love me! Jay puts bey down by the bed and takes off his shoes...once his jeans come down..bey stares at his manhood standing at attention...she looks up at jay biting her lips and lays back on the bed signaling for him to take over...jay climbs on top opening up beys legs with his legs...he pins her arms down with his hands letting bey know she has no control over what's about to happen...bey wraps her legs around jays waist as they start making out heavily again.. Bey: *moans and whispers to jay*.. I'm so wet baby! Jay: *kiss*..I know..*kiss*..I can feel it *kisses and sucks her neck*.. Jay let's go of one of beys arms and play with her pussy a little while...he slips his big fingers inside her as bey lets out a gasp and a whimper...she was ready...her body couldn't wait any longer for jay to be inside it...the moment jays fingers slid inside her kitty her breathing became heavy and the sensations took over.. Bey: oooh jay...huuuhhhh gooddd! *moaning*.. Jay: I know baby...*sucking her breast while fingering her* Bey: j..jay..I-...*jay interrupting* Jay: just let me take care of you love! Jay releases beys other hand..he goes down and starts eating her out while still fingering her...beys squirming doesn't help him but he's a pro so jay keeps up with her (mmmh jay lol)..after jay stays south for 20 minutes and makes bey cum a few times..he backs up to let her breathe and catch herself for a second.... Bey: *catching her breathe*..god jay!..that felt amazing Jay: come here... Jay had gotten onto the bed and is sitting straight up..bey gets up sliding her robe off..she makes her way over to jay and climbs on top of him...bey kisses jays lips as he kisses her back while caressing her body...bey lifts herself up by her knees and puts all of jay inside her...as she slowly slides down jays dick her moans grow louder as bey hangs on to the headboard putting in work on jay... Jay: *holding her waist*..yeah just like that baby! Bey: mmmh jay..*riding him harder*..you feel so....uuuhhhh! *moans* Jay: *moans*..you wanna have my baby? Bey: mmhmm...yes *whimpers* Jay: you love me *syncing with beys thrusts* Bey: *riding harder & faster*..I love you jay! Bey starts feeling weak...she's about to cum again and her body is shaking...as she stops jay grabs her hips and pumps in and out of bey faster...they both climax and collapse..after he catches his breathe jay holds bey turns her around and flips her on her stomach...he pulls her up causing her back to arch so he can get in from behind...jay slips his dick inside bey.. Bey: *gasps*...shit babe! *looking back*.. Jay: I want my baby *grunts & moans* Jay can't help himself...he slaps beys ass watching it jiggle as his long strokes go in and out of her...bey tries crawling away from jay he's beatin it in so good..but jay doesn't allow that..he catches a tight hold around beys waist and pulls her back towards him..bey cries out.. Bey: uuuhhhh okay *moans* okaayy..*she cries out*...Jaayy!!! Jay finally busts his all inside of bey...there was so much cum it was going everywhere..jay couldn't even release the full amount inside Beyonce...he let the rest of it hit her back and then went to the bathroom to wipe himself down..after cleaning bey off who was limp just lying down on the bed unable to move...jay climbed back in bed and pulled her to him.. Jay: bey?! Bey: yes jay.. Jay: baby I want you to be pregnant now! Bey: *laughs*..well jay it takes some time you know! Jay: I know..I just can't wait though! Bey: well after what you just did to me..I should be having triplets soon *they laugh* (2 months later) Bey sits on the toilet and waits until the timer goes off for her to check the pregnancy test......her leg shakes from the nerves shooting through her body right now...beys period didn't come last month so she figured this could be the only reason why.......a few more minutes pass and the timer goes off...be picks up the pregnancy stick.. Bey: What! Not Pregnant! *let's out deep sigh* Bey was a bit disappointed and worried.......she was disappointed because her and jay had been having sex every chance they could...he would even call for her to drop by the studio and get some (smdh) and for her to not be pregnant was a joke!....bey was also worried because if she wasn't pregnant..then what was it stopping her period?!...junior starts crying... Bey: *running in Jr.'s room*..aww what's wrong lil man? Junior: I want daddy *sniff* Bey: aww pop daddy isn't home right now..he'll be back soon though! Junior starts crying and beys phone rings...it's jay... Bey: hey babe..how's work? Jay: aww man it's going great love!...you should hear these hot beats Kanye put his genius on *laughs*..why my lil man crying like that? Bey: ugh he wants his daddy! Here talk to him.. Bey puts the phone next to juniors ear...he takes the phone and holds it..(too cute) Bey: it's daddy say hey baby! Junior: *sniff*..daddy when you come home? Jay: hey lil man..daddy gone be home soon I promise okay? Junior: I mish you daddy.. Jay: daddy misses you too pop..I love you okay...put mommy back on the phone! Junior hands the phone to bey.. Bey: yeah bae!? Jay: I gotta get back baby..but you know I love you...and give my son a kiss for me! Bey: *smiling all big*..(to jay) I love you too baby..*kisses junior*..that's from daddy! Junior giggles and smiles at bey... Bey: okay baby well I won't keep you...hurry home! Jay: I will and you be ready *chuckles* Bey: oh I will..believe me.. Jay: aah yess...I love you woman *laughs* Bey: bye jay! Bey hangs up and puts junior in front of the tv on the bed...she still can't wrap her mind around her not being pregnant but missing her period..she figured maybe the test was must a bad one so bey calls up Dr. Hawthorne.. Receptionist: Dr. Hawthorns office Terri speaking! Bey: yes Terri! I'm calling to schedule an appointment with Dr. Hawthorne..if at all possible could you do it for tomorrow please?! Terri: okay who am I speaking to? Bey: Beyonce Carter! Bey hears the phone drop and what sounded like someone screaming...the receptionist picks the phone back up.. Terri: omg I cannot believe I'm actually talking to you Beyonce! Bey: *laughing*..yeah it's me..are you alright?! Terri: I'm sorry..I'm just an intern but I love you..and to have you here is just crazy *laughs* Bey: it's fine sweetie I understand! But are there any openings for tomorrow? Terri: oh I'm sorry I forgot lol...um we have one opening but it's not until 4pm Bey: *thinking*..shit! ...... Terri: is that okay Mrs. Carter? Bey: um yes it'll have to do..you can schedule it..thank you Terri so much! Terri: anytime Mrs. Carter! They hang up and bey sits on the bed thinking...she wanted the doctors appointment at a sooner time so shed miss jay coming in from work...she prepares herself cause she already knows he'll find out and that he'll wanna come...but if she really isn't pregnant this will be disappointing news for jay and her both.........bey sits with junior and waits for jay to come home so she can tell him what's going on... TBC....... BIG Shoutouts to >> @I_Bey_Me for throwing this blog idea my way! Thank You girl..your idea was a huge help!! Also I'm gonna always Shoutout my sister @4Beyonce1 for being just an awesome person! Make sure y'all follow them!! Shoutout to all the Beyfam that reads the blogs..thank y'all for all the love and support..Big kisses and bear hugs! Hope you all enjoyed this post leave your comments and let me know what you think!
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Eat, Pray, Love
(Thanksgiving Day at Mama Glorias house 9:30am....bey, jay, and junior are the first ones to show up)
MamaG: *greeting them at the door*..hey my babies..how was the trip here?!
Jay: it was good ma *kisses her*..they barely had traffic!
Bey: hey mama *kisses Gloria*..I've missed you!
MamaG: I missed y'all too!.....wheres my grand baby?!
Junior comes running from the car as soon as jay let's him out..
Junior: Gwamma Gwamma *runs to Gloria*
MamaG: heeeyy baby!! Grandma missed you!
Junior: I mished you to gwamma!
Mama Gloria brings junior into the house while bey and jay grab their bags and bring them upstairs...they finished unpacking and bey lays down on the bed tired...
Jay: bey you okay?!
Bey: I'm fine..just got to bed late last night and I'm still kind of sleepy!
Jay: you want me to leave so you can rest?
Bey: you don't have to leave if you don't want jay!
Jay: i know but I will...I'll come and get you when everybody gets here.
Bey: okay...thanks!
Jay walks out of him and beys room and heads downstairs by mama Gloria..shawn junior is playing in the living room...
Jay: ma can I talk to you for a second?
MamaG: sure son wassup!?
Jay: ma I need my wife back!
MamaG: aww that's bothering you I see!?
Jay: of course it bothers me ma...I can't deal with this anymore! I mean we acting like everything is okay now only because bey doesn't want the whole family knowing what's going on...but I'm ready to burst!!!
MamaG: Shawn calm down...she'll come around when she feels like you're ready and have proven yourself...now have you been doing that?
Jay: yes ma everyday since this all started!
MamaG: well just continue it and wait on her Shawn...be patient! Things like this take time!
Jay: you right *pecks mama Gloria on the cheek*..ima go play with junior!
MamaG: okay son..
Mama Gloria giggles at her son in the kitchen while jay goes to play with junior.........the doorbell rings it's mama Tina and by surprise Matthew......jay opens the door......
MamaT: hey Shawn *kisses him*..I didn't think you'd be here already!
Jay: yeah me and bey came early..she's upstairs resting..
MamaT: oh so beys here with you?
Jay: yes maam..and junior..he's over there *points to the living room*
MamaT: ooh my grand baby come here *runs to junior*
Matthew walks in with him and Tinas bags struggling and jay helps him out..
Jay: let me help you Mr.Knowles..*takes bag*..it's good to see you again!
Matthew: thank you jay...it's good to see you as well..
Jay: I'll show you yalls room!
As mama Tina and Gloria pre pare the food in the kitchen while watching junior..jay takes Matthew up to their room so he can put him and Tinas things away...while Matthew does that..jay sneaks off down the hallway to him and beys room...
Jay: *opening the door*..Bey!?......(no answer).......Beyonce!?........(still no answer)
Jay walks over to beys side and kneels down in front of her...she's sound asleep as jay watches her for a moment....he cant help but to bask in beys beauty as he thinks about how much he misses waking up to her gorgeous face every morning...he softly passes his hand over beys cheek trying to wake her up..
Jay: baby wake up..*grazing her cheek with his hand*
Bey: hmm...*sleepy voice*..what is it?
Jay: *smiles at bey*..everyone is starting to come!
Bey opens her eyes and sees jay kneeling before her touching her cheek...she smiles a bit and catches a chill from how gentle his touch is on her face...he's so handsome to her kneeling there...she thinks about how she woke up to him touching her every morning...bey missed this so much.....jay stops and gets up...bey sits up in bed...
Bey: *stretching*..who's all here jay?
Jay: just your mom and dad!
Bey: whoa wait!...my dads here?
Jay: yeah I was a bit shocked too! But yeah he's here with your mom...they seem to be doing good...i think they're back together!
Bey: what makes you say that?
Jay: well they're sharing a room...and they came together..I just assumed they were back with each other..
Bey: hmm...mama never told me about this!...ima have to talk to her!...
Jay: bey..you not gone start nothing are you?
Bey: no jay...I think it's great they're back together...I was actually missing dad...I just wanna know when all this happened and why she never said anything to me!
Jay: oh okay....well ima go back downstairs and check on junior..
Bey: okay babe!
Jay walks out of the room and starts down the hallway when he stops and thinks...
Jay: (thinking) wait..did she just call me babe again!?...I think she did!
Bey walks to the bathroom and realizes what she said while brushing her teeth..
Bey: (thinking)..shit did I call him babe!?..I hope he didn't catch that!...I miss calling him that so much!
As bey freshens up everybody is gathering downstairs and chatting away while sipping champagne and eating appetizers....the doorbell rings.....it's solo, Julez, and to everyone's surprise Daniel...jay opens the door..
Solo: hey bro.*hugs jay*..wassup ive missed you!
Jay: hey solo..I missed you too.......Wassup lil man (to Julez)..how you been?
Julez: I've been great uncle jay...where's Aunty?
Jay: oh she's upstairs..she'll be down in a minute!
Daniel: *walking in*.hey jay wassup?
Jay: wassup D *daps him up*..good seeing you again!
Daniel: yeah same here..I missed the family!....um where do we put the bags?
Jay: oh right up here..I'll show you y'all room!
Jay shows daniel their room and he puts their bags away...just as jay and Daniel were making their way back downstairs bey comes out the room and so does Matthew...it was a really awkward moment for everybody...
Bey: *hesitantly*..hey dad *hugs Matthew*...
Matthew: hey Beyonce! I missed you a lot!
Bey: I've missed you too....*looks at jay*
Daniel: um *nervously*..how you doing Mr. Knowles *puts his hand out for matty to shake*
Matthew: *shakes Daniels hand*...I'm fine Daniel...and yourself?!
Everyone was somewhat shocked that Matthew was acting this way...he's usually the one starting trouble and bringing the drama....but whatever happened between the last incident and now has him a changed man...and the family is loving the new Matthew..they all make their way downstairs to the living room...solo sees bey and runs to her..
Solo: thu thu....I missed you baby!..*gives bey a bear hug*
Bey: well nobody told you to run back to Houston and hide *chuckles*..I missed you too solo!
Solo: girl we have so much to catch up on!
Bey: tell me about it!
Solo: we'll catch up after dinner..right now I just wanna eat..grabs a spinach and bacon pinwheel and devours it (sorry I'm hungry and thats what I want lol)
Bey: greedy ass *laughs*
As the family sits around catching up on each others lives...jay just sits off to the side staring at bey the whole time...he's not paying any attention to what everyone else is doing...he just stares at bey....he smiles at her silly facial expressions and laughs at the corny jokes she makes....jay pays close attention at how happy bey is right now in this moment...all he can think about now is what it'll take to keep her this happy..Jay walks over to bey..
Jay: *whispering in beys ear*..can I talk to you for a second ma?!
Bey: sure *getting up*....excuse us y'all!
Jay takes beys hand and leads her upstairs to the balcony on the second floor...he slides open the door for her and closes it back behind him...as bey rest her body on the railing of the balcony...jay stands and leans on the wall beside her...
Jay: so um...how you feeling right now?!
Bey: I'm good...it's great to see all the family together and getting along.
Jay: yeah it is!....so..i wanted to talk to you about us bey!
Bey: *hesitantly*...okay..what is it you wanna talk about?!
Jay: Beyonce...I miss us!...I miss you..I miss my son!...what more do I have to do bey?..I don't know how much more I can take with this whole separation thing...I need my family back into my life!
Bey: jay..I- *jay interrupting*
Jay: just hear me out bey!.....baby before all this I was the most ignorant and selfish person there ever could be...I never stopped to think about my family or what it was doing to y'all! Bey I've learned my lesson...there's nothing in this world that means more to me than you and junior....it shouldn't have taken us separating for me to know that..but I'm glad you did what you did!...I found out a lot of things about myself that I need to change and I'm working on them right now!
Bey is trying to hold back tears right about now....
Jay: *takes beys hand*...baby take me back please! I promise you...for as long as there is breathe in my body I will never ever hurt you again Beyonce....never!!
Bey can barely speak from the emotions and tears taking her over so she grabs jays face and kisses him...whimpering out a yes in the midst of the kisses....jay is too excited to have bey back in his arms and can't stop hugging her...he starts to tear up..
Bey: baby you okay?
Jay: *holding back his tears*...I just missed you bey...I didn't know what I was gone do with myself if you would've said no!
Bey: *sniff*...I love you jay...and I'm proud of you!
Jay: for what? *still hugging bey*
Bey: just for finally realizing that family comes first and for cooperating with me on this! I wasn't doing this to be mean or anything...I just wanted you to understand where I was coming from..I wanted you to realize your mistakes and to grow from them..
Jay: well I definitely realized my mistakes...without you and junior being around I just felt this huge void...I was going crazy being in that house alone...*looks bey in her eyes*..I'll never hurt you or junior again...I'm here for yall bey..and from here on out I dedicate myself to you and junior completely 110% okay!
Bey: *shaking her head*..okay
As bey and jay stood on the balcony they held each other for a good 30 minutes before they went back to rejoin everyone...the table was set..and mama Tina was placing the last two dishes down...everyone was seated including junior and they were all waiting on bey and jay...when the couple walked around the corner they were all lovey dovey holding each other...mama Tina looked at mama Gloria who winked back at mama Tina...they were the only two who knew what was going on and were glad to see bey and jay had made up..
MamaG: it's about time..we were gone start without y'all.. *laughs*
Jay: oh na we just had to talk about something...we wouldn't have missed the prayer!
After everyone had their turn giving thanks to god...jay was the last one...as the room went silent jay let's out a small sigh and begins..
Jay: god...I'm thankful for you allowing me to stand here another day with life in my body and air in my lungs...I'm so very grateful for my family and all the love they posses...I'm thankful for my health and also my success god...I owe all this to you!...I'm thankful for all this great food that's here in front of us..and I ask that you bless the hands that have prepared this food...but god most of all what I'm thankful for is my wife and son *squeezes beys hand tighter*.. I couldn't have asked for a bigger and better blessing lord....lord thank you for all that you have done..all that you are doing..and all that you will do..in Jesus name I pray amen!
With that everyone sits down and starts digging in to thanksgiving dinner...
TBC...
(I wanna Shoutout @_jessica28_ for helping me out on my last post...follow her on twitter...and Shoutout to my lil Sis @4Beyonce1 Follow her!! Thank you for reading!)
MamaG: *greeting them at the door*..hey my babies..how was the trip here?!
Jay: it was good ma *kisses her*..they barely had traffic!
Bey: hey mama *kisses Gloria*..I've missed you!
MamaG: I missed y'all too!.....wheres my grand baby?!
Junior comes running from the car as soon as jay let's him out..
Junior: Gwamma Gwamma *runs to Gloria*
MamaG: heeeyy baby!! Grandma missed you!
Junior: I mished you to gwamma!
Mama Gloria brings junior into the house while bey and jay grab their bags and bring them upstairs...they finished unpacking and bey lays down on the bed tired...
Jay: bey you okay?!
Bey: I'm fine..just got to bed late last night and I'm still kind of sleepy!
Jay: you want me to leave so you can rest?
Bey: you don't have to leave if you don't want jay!
Jay: i know but I will...I'll come and get you when everybody gets here.
Bey: okay...thanks!
Jay walks out of him and beys room and heads downstairs by mama Gloria..shawn junior is playing in the living room...
Jay: ma can I talk to you for a second?
MamaG: sure son wassup!?
Jay: ma I need my wife back!
MamaG: aww that's bothering you I see!?
Jay: of course it bothers me ma...I can't deal with this anymore! I mean we acting like everything is okay now only because bey doesn't want the whole family knowing what's going on...but I'm ready to burst!!!
MamaG: Shawn calm down...she'll come around when she feels like you're ready and have proven yourself...now have you been doing that?
Jay: yes ma everyday since this all started!
MamaG: well just continue it and wait on her Shawn...be patient! Things like this take time!
Jay: you right *pecks mama Gloria on the cheek*..ima go play with junior!
MamaG: okay son..
Mama Gloria giggles at her son in the kitchen while jay goes to play with junior.........the doorbell rings it's mama Tina and by surprise Matthew......jay opens the door......
MamaT: hey Shawn *kisses him*..I didn't think you'd be here already!
Jay: yeah me and bey came early..she's upstairs resting..
MamaT: oh so beys here with you?
Jay: yes maam..and junior..he's over there *points to the living room*
MamaT: ooh my grand baby come here *runs to junior*
Matthew walks in with him and Tinas bags struggling and jay helps him out..
Jay: let me help you Mr.Knowles..*takes bag*..it's good to see you again!
Matthew: thank you jay...it's good to see you as well..
Jay: I'll show you yalls room!
As mama Tina and Gloria pre pare the food in the kitchen while watching junior..jay takes Matthew up to their room so he can put him and Tinas things away...while Matthew does that..jay sneaks off down the hallway to him and beys room...
Jay: *opening the door*..Bey!?......(no answer).......Beyonce!?........(still no answer)
Jay walks over to beys side and kneels down in front of her...she's sound asleep as jay watches her for a moment....he cant help but to bask in beys beauty as he thinks about how much he misses waking up to her gorgeous face every morning...he softly passes his hand over beys cheek trying to wake her up..
Jay: baby wake up..*grazing her cheek with his hand*
Bey: hmm...*sleepy voice*..what is it?
Jay: *smiles at bey*..everyone is starting to come!
Bey opens her eyes and sees jay kneeling before her touching her cheek...she smiles a bit and catches a chill from how gentle his touch is on her face...he's so handsome to her kneeling there...she thinks about how she woke up to him touching her every morning...bey missed this so much.....jay stops and gets up...bey sits up in bed...
Bey: *stretching*..who's all here jay?
Jay: just your mom and dad!
Bey: whoa wait!...my dads here?
Jay: yeah I was a bit shocked too! But yeah he's here with your mom...they seem to be doing good...i think they're back together!
Bey: what makes you say that?
Jay: well they're sharing a room...and they came together..I just assumed they were back with each other..
Bey: hmm...mama never told me about this!...ima have to talk to her!...
Jay: bey..you not gone start nothing are you?
Bey: no jay...I think it's great they're back together...I was actually missing dad...I just wanna know when all this happened and why she never said anything to me!
Jay: oh okay....well ima go back downstairs and check on junior..
Bey: okay babe!
Jay walks out of the room and starts down the hallway when he stops and thinks...
Jay: (thinking) wait..did she just call me babe again!?...I think she did!
Bey walks to the bathroom and realizes what she said while brushing her teeth..
Bey: (thinking)..shit did I call him babe!?..I hope he didn't catch that!...I miss calling him that so much!
As bey freshens up everybody is gathering downstairs and chatting away while sipping champagne and eating appetizers....the doorbell rings.....it's solo, Julez, and to everyone's surprise Daniel...jay opens the door..
Solo: hey bro.*hugs jay*..wassup ive missed you!
Jay: hey solo..I missed you too.......Wassup lil man (to Julez)..how you been?
Julez: I've been great uncle jay...where's Aunty?
Jay: oh she's upstairs..she'll be down in a minute!
Daniel: *walking in*.hey jay wassup?
Jay: wassup D *daps him up*..good seeing you again!
Daniel: yeah same here..I missed the family!....um where do we put the bags?
Jay: oh right up here..I'll show you y'all room!
Jay shows daniel their room and he puts their bags away...just as jay and Daniel were making their way back downstairs bey comes out the room and so does Matthew...it was a really awkward moment for everybody...
Bey: *hesitantly*..hey dad *hugs Matthew*...
Matthew: hey Beyonce! I missed you a lot!
Bey: I've missed you too....*looks at jay*
Daniel: um *nervously*..how you doing Mr. Knowles *puts his hand out for matty to shake*
Matthew: *shakes Daniels hand*...I'm fine Daniel...and yourself?!
Everyone was somewhat shocked that Matthew was acting this way...he's usually the one starting trouble and bringing the drama....but whatever happened between the last incident and now has him a changed man...and the family is loving the new Matthew..they all make their way downstairs to the living room...solo sees bey and runs to her..
Solo: thu thu....I missed you baby!..*gives bey a bear hug*
Bey: well nobody told you to run back to Houston and hide *chuckles*..I missed you too solo!
Solo: girl we have so much to catch up on!
Bey: tell me about it!
Solo: we'll catch up after dinner..right now I just wanna eat..grabs a spinach and bacon pinwheel and devours it (sorry I'm hungry and thats what I want lol)
Bey: greedy ass *laughs*
As the family sits around catching up on each others lives...jay just sits off to the side staring at bey the whole time...he's not paying any attention to what everyone else is doing...he just stares at bey....he smiles at her silly facial expressions and laughs at the corny jokes she makes....jay pays close attention at how happy bey is right now in this moment...all he can think about now is what it'll take to keep her this happy..Jay walks over to bey..
Jay: *whispering in beys ear*..can I talk to you for a second ma?!
Bey: sure *getting up*....excuse us y'all!
Jay takes beys hand and leads her upstairs to the balcony on the second floor...he slides open the door for her and closes it back behind him...as bey rest her body on the railing of the balcony...jay stands and leans on the wall beside her...
Jay: so um...how you feeling right now?!
Bey: I'm good...it's great to see all the family together and getting along.
Jay: yeah it is!....so..i wanted to talk to you about us bey!
Bey: *hesitantly*...okay..what is it you wanna talk about?!
Jay: Beyonce...I miss us!...I miss you..I miss my son!...what more do I have to do bey?..I don't know how much more I can take with this whole separation thing...I need my family back into my life!
Bey: jay..I- *jay interrupting*
Jay: just hear me out bey!.....baby before all this I was the most ignorant and selfish person there ever could be...I never stopped to think about my family or what it was doing to y'all! Bey I've learned my lesson...there's nothing in this world that means more to me than you and junior....it shouldn't have taken us separating for me to know that..but I'm glad you did what you did!...I found out a lot of things about myself that I need to change and I'm working on them right now!
Bey is trying to hold back tears right about now....
Jay: *takes beys hand*...baby take me back please! I promise you...for as long as there is breathe in my body I will never ever hurt you again Beyonce....never!!
Bey can barely speak from the emotions and tears taking her over so she grabs jays face and kisses him...whimpering out a yes in the midst of the kisses....jay is too excited to have bey back in his arms and can't stop hugging her...he starts to tear up..
Bey: baby you okay?
Jay: *holding back his tears*...I just missed you bey...I didn't know what I was gone do with myself if you would've said no!
Bey: *sniff*...I love you jay...and I'm proud of you!
Jay: for what? *still hugging bey*
Bey: just for finally realizing that family comes first and for cooperating with me on this! I wasn't doing this to be mean or anything...I just wanted you to understand where I was coming from..I wanted you to realize your mistakes and to grow from them..
Jay: well I definitely realized my mistakes...without you and junior being around I just felt this huge void...I was going crazy being in that house alone...*looks bey in her eyes*..I'll never hurt you or junior again...I'm here for yall bey..and from here on out I dedicate myself to you and junior completely 110% okay!
Bey: *shaking her head*..okay
As bey and jay stood on the balcony they held each other for a good 30 minutes before they went back to rejoin everyone...the table was set..and mama Tina was placing the last two dishes down...everyone was seated including junior and they were all waiting on bey and jay...when the couple walked around the corner they were all lovey dovey holding each other...mama Tina looked at mama Gloria who winked back at mama Tina...they were the only two who knew what was going on and were glad to see bey and jay had made up..
MamaG: it's about time..we were gone start without y'all.. *laughs*
Jay: oh na we just had to talk about something...we wouldn't have missed the prayer!
After everyone had their turn giving thanks to god...jay was the last one...as the room went silent jay let's out a small sigh and begins..
Jay: god...I'm thankful for you allowing me to stand here another day with life in my body and air in my lungs...I'm so very grateful for my family and all the love they posses...I'm thankful for my health and also my success god...I owe all this to you!...I'm thankful for all this great food that's here in front of us..and I ask that you bless the hands that have prepared this food...but god most of all what I'm thankful for is my wife and son *squeezes beys hand tighter*.. I couldn't have asked for a bigger and better blessing lord....lord thank you for all that you have done..all that you are doing..and all that you will do..in Jesus name I pray amen!
With that everyone sits down and starts digging in to thanksgiving dinner...
TBC...
(I wanna Shoutout @_jessica28_ for helping me out on my last post...follow her on twitter...and Shoutout to my lil Sis @4Beyonce1 Follow her!! Thank you for reading!)
Monday, November 14, 2011
I Miss You
We left off with Gwen staying the night with bey and them having a girls night...the next morning bey wakes up to the doorbell ringing and banging on the door..she goes to open it and it's jay..
Bey: What the hell are you doing here again jay?
Jay pulls a bouquet of roses from around his back and hands them to bey with a card...he takes her hand and places a kiss on it..
Jay: I hope you have a great day today bey...please give my son a kiss for me...I love y'all!
With that jay walks off and heads back to his car...bey stands there in the doorway watching jay walk off...she was somewhat shocked that he had just randomly brought her flowers..especially with everything that's going on right now...as he drives off bey closes the door and goes back upstairs smelling the roses...she puts them in a vase and reads the card jay gave her with them...it reads:
-Beyonce.. I think about you so much more since you left...I've especially been thinking about everything you said about me learning what being married means and growing up and becoming a man..it really got to me...I never knew how much I was hurting you and my son...I was being selfish and only thinking about myself...but all that is about to change..I can't stand waking up and you and my son are gone...I need you here with me..so I'm gonna prove to you both that I really care and that y'all mean more to me than life itself..I love you Beyonce..and I mean that....cant wait until we're together again..Jay-
Bey smiles and sits on the couch...Gwen starts to wake up and comes downstairs when she doesn't see bey still in bed with her and junior...when she gets down she sees bey sitting on the couch with the roses next to her and she was just cheesing at the card jay had given her...
Gwen thinking: "oh god I hope she's not letting him get to her already!"
Gwen walks over to bey and sits down...
Gwen: morning bey!
Bey: *looks up*..hey Gwen...you slept well?
Gwen: yes it was perfect... *looks at flowers*...so um...I'm assuming jay sent you these!?.
Bey: yeah it was crazy he came this morning and just handed them to me with this card and left!
Gwen: let me see...
Bey hands Gwen the card jay gave her along with the flowers and reads it...she just kind of stares at the card shaking her head.....when she's done, she places the card on the table..
Bey: what'd you think?
Gwen: it was great...I think he's really trying to be better...I just hope he sticks to his word!
Bey: Gwen you and I both know jay is good for it!
Gwen: yeah bey but he's also good for a lot of other things as well!
Bey: what's that mean?! o_O
Gwen: look bey *puts coffee mug down*..all I'm saying is that jays made a lot of promises and told you a lot of things that he didn't make good on in the end!...and honey I'm not being mean but the moment he starts showering you with gifts you fall for it all over again!
By this time bey is somewhat pressed....she knows that Gwen is speaking the god honest truth right now but she doesn't wanna be negative about the fact that jay could actually be trying...bey gets up and goes to the kitchen...Gwen follows her....
Gwen: bey are you mad at me?
Bey: *pouring her coffee*..I'm not mad..I just think jay IS really trying and I'm not gonna let you fill my head with negative thoughts!
Gwen: bey I'm not tryna be negative about anything at all! I'm just looking out for my best friend!..it happens this exact same way every time with you and jay...I'm just trying to get you to see that...
Bey: you know what..I'm sorry I even asked Gwen..can we just drop it please!?
(2 weeks later)
Bey and Gwen have kind of been at odds with each other ever since their little conversation about jay happened...so gwen hasn't come over much to see bey..but she checks on her every now and then...jay has been trying his hardest to prove to Beyonce and his son how much he loves them...and cares for them..he takes junior on weekends and bey visits randomly during the week...jay hadn't been going out or drinking...he even cut back his work schedule so that he could focus more on fixing his family...it's now November the 18th and bey is allowing jay to come over to the condo to visit with junior...
Bey: *opening the door*..hey
Jay: *stepping in*..hey bey.. *pecks her on the cheek*..where's my son?
Bey: he's right upstairs waiting on you...he's been hollering daddy all morning *chuckles*
Jay: aw lil man misses me!
Bey and jay head upstairs...jay watches beys backside as she walks up the stairs..
Jay: *thinking*..damn she's so sexy...I need her back badly!..can't wait until this is over!
They make it upstairs and jay goes over to start playing with junior while bey handles some work business in the other room..about an hour has passed and bey comes out to check on jay and junior...when she walks into the living room..jay is laying on the couch holding junior who is asleep...bey just watches them from afar..
Bey: *thinking*...look at my two men together...I miss jay so much!...
She walks over and starts picking up juniors toys and jay opens his eyes...
Jay: *whispering*..bey?
Bey: yeah?
Jay: where should I put him?!
Bey: bring him upstairs...his room is the first one on the right.
Jay brings junior to his room and comes back down...bey is standing in the kitchen drinking water when jay comes in and leans against the counter...
Jay: so um...how you been bey?
Bey: I've been good...thanks for asking...what about you?
Jay: well I could be better!...I miss my wife and son...*looks at bey*..
Bey: well we've missed you too jay...
Jay smiles big on the inside...hearing bey say the words "I miss you" ..let's him know that bey still has love for him...jay moves to the other counter closer to bey...he leans up against it..
Jay: so what's gonna happen for thanksgiving?
Bey: well...my family agreed to doing everything at mama glorias so...you can come here and we'll drive up there together!
Jay: aight..that sounds like a plan!....
Bey and jay are silent for a few seconds...jay speaks..
Jay: *hesitantly*...bey I've really been missing you a lot!
Bey: *looks down and sort of plays with her glass in silence*
Jay: I know you probably don't wanna hear this but-..*bey interrupting*
Bey: No..it's okay!..*looks up at jay*...I can't stop thinking about you!
Bey and jay glance at each other in silence for a bit and then finally jay gently grabs beys face and starts heavily kissing her...bey has been missing and wanting jay so badly she doesn't stop him at all...the sexual tension in the room was so thick you could cut it with a knife......jay lifts bey up and places her on the counter top....his hands caress her thighs as they make out like it's their last time..
Bey: *moans*...god ive missed you jay!
Jay: *kissing bey* ..i need you bey..*kisses her neck*
Jay unbuttons his shirt and takes off beys shirt...things are getting heated as bey feels her pussy getting more and more wet...jay is already hard and can't resist bey anymore...he puts two fingers down beys panties massaging her clit as she moans deeply...and breathes heavily..
Bey: *moaning*...hmmm jaaayy!
Just as they were about to take things a step further...junior starts crying....they both lets out big sighs because the moment had been ruined..but bey is kind of glad it was because they shouldn't be doing this right now...she stops and pushes jay back..
Bey: jay stop..*putting her shirt back on*
Jay: *steps back and starts buttoning his shirt*
Bey: we shouldn't be doing this!...*gets off counter*..I need to check on junior!
Jay: you're right! *backing up*.....um..I guess ima just go ahead and roll out then!
Bey: okay..I'll see you in a couple days!?
Jay: yeah I'll be here..*pecks bey on her cheek*
As bey watches as jay gets in his car she can't help but to think about how much she loves and misses him...bey can't wait for things between her and jay to get back to normal but jay still has a little more to prove even though he's doing way better...she closes the door when jay drives off and goes to see about junior...
(Jays Car)
Jay pulls over and parks in a gas station after leaving bey and junior...he sits back in his car a minute just thinking about his family...he misses and loves them so much!...he definitely cant wait for things between him and bey to get back to normal......jay sits and thinks a little while longer and then starts his car up and drives off....
TBC....
Bey: What the hell are you doing here again jay?
Jay pulls a bouquet of roses from around his back and hands them to bey with a card...he takes her hand and places a kiss on it..
Jay: I hope you have a great day today bey...please give my son a kiss for me...I love y'all!
With that jay walks off and heads back to his car...bey stands there in the doorway watching jay walk off...she was somewhat shocked that he had just randomly brought her flowers..especially with everything that's going on right now...as he drives off bey closes the door and goes back upstairs smelling the roses...she puts them in a vase and reads the card jay gave her with them...it reads:
-Beyonce.. I think about you so much more since you left...I've especially been thinking about everything you said about me learning what being married means and growing up and becoming a man..it really got to me...I never knew how much I was hurting you and my son...I was being selfish and only thinking about myself...but all that is about to change..I can't stand waking up and you and my son are gone...I need you here with me..so I'm gonna prove to you both that I really care and that y'all mean more to me than life itself..I love you Beyonce..and I mean that....cant wait until we're together again..Jay-
Bey smiles and sits on the couch...Gwen starts to wake up and comes downstairs when she doesn't see bey still in bed with her and junior...when she gets down she sees bey sitting on the couch with the roses next to her and she was just cheesing at the card jay had given her...
Gwen thinking: "oh god I hope she's not letting him get to her already!"
Gwen walks over to bey and sits down...
Gwen: morning bey!
Bey: *looks up*..hey Gwen...you slept well?
Gwen: yes it was perfect... *looks at flowers*...so um...I'm assuming jay sent you these!?.
Bey: yeah it was crazy he came this morning and just handed them to me with this card and left!
Gwen: let me see...
Bey hands Gwen the card jay gave her along with the flowers and reads it...she just kind of stares at the card shaking her head.....when she's done, she places the card on the table..
Bey: what'd you think?
Gwen: it was great...I think he's really trying to be better...I just hope he sticks to his word!
Bey: Gwen you and I both know jay is good for it!
Gwen: yeah bey but he's also good for a lot of other things as well!
Bey: what's that mean?! o_O
Gwen: look bey *puts coffee mug down*..all I'm saying is that jays made a lot of promises and told you a lot of things that he didn't make good on in the end!...and honey I'm not being mean but the moment he starts showering you with gifts you fall for it all over again!
By this time bey is somewhat pressed....she knows that Gwen is speaking the god honest truth right now but she doesn't wanna be negative about the fact that jay could actually be trying...bey gets up and goes to the kitchen...Gwen follows her....
Gwen: bey are you mad at me?
Bey: *pouring her coffee*..I'm not mad..I just think jay IS really trying and I'm not gonna let you fill my head with negative thoughts!
Gwen: bey I'm not tryna be negative about anything at all! I'm just looking out for my best friend!..it happens this exact same way every time with you and jay...I'm just trying to get you to see that...
Bey: you know what..I'm sorry I even asked Gwen..can we just drop it please!?
(2 weeks later)
Bey and Gwen have kind of been at odds with each other ever since their little conversation about jay happened...so gwen hasn't come over much to see bey..but she checks on her every now and then...jay has been trying his hardest to prove to Beyonce and his son how much he loves them...and cares for them..he takes junior on weekends and bey visits randomly during the week...jay hadn't been going out or drinking...he even cut back his work schedule so that he could focus more on fixing his family...it's now November the 18th and bey is allowing jay to come over to the condo to visit with junior...
Bey: *opening the door*..hey
Jay: *stepping in*..hey bey.. *pecks her on the cheek*..where's my son?
Bey: he's right upstairs waiting on you...he's been hollering daddy all morning *chuckles*
Jay: aw lil man misses me!
Bey and jay head upstairs...jay watches beys backside as she walks up the stairs..
Jay: *thinking*..damn she's so sexy...I need her back badly!..can't wait until this is over!
They make it upstairs and jay goes over to start playing with junior while bey handles some work business in the other room..about an hour has passed and bey comes out to check on jay and junior...when she walks into the living room..jay is laying on the couch holding junior who is asleep...bey just watches them from afar..
Bey: *thinking*...look at my two men together...I miss jay so much!...
She walks over and starts picking up juniors toys and jay opens his eyes...
Jay: *whispering*..bey?
Bey: yeah?
Jay: where should I put him?!
Bey: bring him upstairs...his room is the first one on the right.
Jay brings junior to his room and comes back down...bey is standing in the kitchen drinking water when jay comes in and leans against the counter...
Jay: so um...how you been bey?
Bey: I've been good...thanks for asking...what about you?
Jay: well I could be better!...I miss my wife and son...*looks at bey*..
Bey: well we've missed you too jay...
Jay smiles big on the inside...hearing bey say the words "I miss you" ..let's him know that bey still has love for him...jay moves to the other counter closer to bey...he leans up against it..
Jay: so what's gonna happen for thanksgiving?
Bey: well...my family agreed to doing everything at mama glorias so...you can come here and we'll drive up there together!
Jay: aight..that sounds like a plan!....
Bey and jay are silent for a few seconds...jay speaks..
Jay: *hesitantly*...bey I've really been missing you a lot!
Bey: *looks down and sort of plays with her glass in silence*
Jay: I know you probably don't wanna hear this but-..*bey interrupting*
Bey: No..it's okay!..*looks up at jay*...I can't stop thinking about you!
Bey and jay glance at each other in silence for a bit and then finally jay gently grabs beys face and starts heavily kissing her...bey has been missing and wanting jay so badly she doesn't stop him at all...the sexual tension in the room was so thick you could cut it with a knife......jay lifts bey up and places her on the counter top....his hands caress her thighs as they make out like it's their last time..
Bey: *moans*...god ive missed you jay!
Jay: *kissing bey* ..i need you bey..*kisses her neck*
Jay unbuttons his shirt and takes off beys shirt...things are getting heated as bey feels her pussy getting more and more wet...jay is already hard and can't resist bey anymore...he puts two fingers down beys panties massaging her clit as she moans deeply...and breathes heavily..
Bey: *moaning*...hmmm jaaayy!
Just as they were about to take things a step further...junior starts crying....they both lets out big sighs because the moment had been ruined..but bey is kind of glad it was because they shouldn't be doing this right now...she stops and pushes jay back..
Bey: jay stop..*putting her shirt back on*
Jay: *steps back and starts buttoning his shirt*
Bey: we shouldn't be doing this!...*gets off counter*..I need to check on junior!
Jay: you're right! *backing up*.....um..I guess ima just go ahead and roll out then!
Bey: okay..I'll see you in a couple days!?
Jay: yeah I'll be here..*pecks bey on her cheek*
As bey watches as jay gets in his car she can't help but to think about how much she loves and misses him...bey can't wait for things between her and jay to get back to normal but jay still has a little more to prove even though he's doing way better...she closes the door when jay drives off and goes to see about junior...
(Jays Car)
Jay pulls over and parks in a gas station after leaving bey and junior...he sits back in his car a minute just thinking about his family...he misses and loves them so much!...he definitely cant wait for things between him and bey to get back to normal......jay sits and thinks a little while longer and then starts his car up and drives off....
TBC....
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
I'm Serious!
In the last post bey had taken junior and was headed to her best friend Gwens condo 30 minutes away in melrose...she finally makes it and after putting all the bags inside the house she feeds junior and rocks him to sleep...bey goes back downstairs and finally decides to call jay..
(On the Phone with Jay)
Jay: hey i see y'all made it Huh!
Bey: Jay it's only 30 minutes away...it's not like I had to drive a hundred miles!
Jay: bey anything could happen...so when will you and junior come and visit me?!
Bey: jay I just came here today!
Jay: no I mean..since we apart..how often will I see y'all?
Beg: well depending on how long I'm here..I can bring him to see you every other day...and you can keep him on the weekends!
Jay: bey this is so stupid...please can you just come back home?! I'll never betray you again I promise!
Bey: you know jay...you said many times that you wouldn't betray me and you kept doing it..repeatedly...and I feel like you were taking advantage of me because you knew I loved and trusted you to death...actions speak louder than words...and unless you show me you're willing to grow up and stop playing games with me and your son..then I'll come back!
Jay: bey I just-..*bey interrupting*
Bey: jay I have to hang up now..I'll call you soon *hangs up*
Bey didn't want to stay on the phone with jay any longer...she knew he would just keep trying to beg her to come back and explain himself..she was tired of hearing excuses and she was tired of hearing false promises...bey was serious this time...unless jay changed himself he wouldn't have his family anymore.....
(Bey and Jays House)
Jay was upset that bey had hung up on him but he knew she was tired of hearing the "talking"..it was time for him to step up to the plate and stop tripping..it was time for him to stop playing his family and show them they really matter...jay calls up his mother
(on the phone with Mama Gloria)
MG: hey baby how you been?
Jay: hey mama...I'm not doing to well!
MG: what's wrong you sick?
Jay: na ma...it's me and bey...she took junior and left earlier...I don't know what to do mama!
MG: Shawn what'd you do to her?
Jay: it's a long story ma...all I know is that I need her and my son to be back here with me!
MG: did she say she wanted a divorce?
Jay: no..she just kept talking about how shes tired of me playing games with her and disrespecting her...she said she won't come back until I show her I'm ready to be a husband to her and a father to my child!
MG: well Shawn I may not know what happened with y'all..but I know bey wouldn't just do something like this without a good reason behind it...you need to listen! Pay attention to what your wife is telling you...if you keep doing whatever it is your doing..you're gonna lose your family! That's not what you want is it?
Jay: *sighs* no ma...of course not!
MG: well Shawn..get it together baby...I know you love Beyonce and I know she definitely loves you...don't let her and your son slip away!
Jay: I hear you mama...ima go now..thank you for listening and understanding!
MG: anytime baby..I love you...please fix this with bey Shawn..
Jay: love you too ma...and I will..
(Back at the Condo)
Gwen stopped by the condo to check on bey and junior and to make sure she was comfortable with everything...
Gwen: so everything in here okay?..we can always do some shopping if not *chuckles*
Bey: yeah it's perfect Gwen..thanks again for letting me and junior stay here...*hugs her* I just know the paps would've blown this out of proportion if I had stayed in a hotel..
Gwen: bey you know I'm here for you always!...besides I owe you a huge one from that time me and Chris were fighting...I put you through alot dealing with me and apple!
Bey: you know I didn't mind Gwen..I'm here for you just like you always are for me!
Bey and Gwen talk a little more and beys phone rings..it's mama Tina..bey picks up the phone and junior starts crying..
Gwen: I'll get him tall to your mom..
Bey: *covers the phone* thank you!
(on the phone with mama Tina)
Bey: hey mama!
MT: bey what's going on with you and shawn?!
Bey tries to act as if she doesn't know where mama Tina is coming from but jays mom..mama Gloria already called her up and explained everything to tina..
Bey: ma what you talkin about?
MT: Beyonce don't play me for some fool..Gloria told me you took Shawn junior and left! Now what's going on!?
Bey: *sighs*..mama some things are going on but it's between me and jay and we'll handle this...it's not for the family to be involved this time!
MT: hmmm...I understand..just know I'm here if you need to talk okay...but I'm not gone get into your business if you don't want me in it!
Bey: thank you mama..I'll tell you when the time is right..just not right now!
MT: I understand bey......well I was just calling to make sure everything was okay..I'm with Julez right now ima have to call and finish talking later..
Bey: okay..give Julez a kiss for me..I'll talk to you later ma bye..
Bey hangs up and Gwen comes back downstairs..
Bey: hey thanks for checking on him..my mama was tryna see what was going on..
Gwen: no problem..he just wanted his pacifier..
Bey and Gwen were talking for a bit and the doorbell rings...as bey heads down the stairs she's confused as to who it could be...Gwen and Chris are the only ones who know where the condo is located..bey opens the door..
Bey: jay what are you doing here?
Jay: *steps in the house*.. I needed to come and see you...*looks upstairs*..where's junior?!
Jay tries to go up the stairs but bey puts her hand on his chest pushing him back
Jay: oh so im not allowed to come in?
Bey: jay no! I didn't come here just so you can be here everyday!..that defeats the purpose of me leaving!
Jay: bey you really gone do me this way?!
Bey: Yes jay! You need to realize your mistakes and you need to change your ways! And how did you know how to get here anyways!?
Jay: Chris gave me the address! At least let me see my son..*tries to go upstairs again*
Bey: *blocking jay*..No! You'll see him when I bring him to you..now leave jay please!
Gwen: *yelling from the top of the stairs*..bey everything okay down there?
Bey: yeah Gwen it's cool..*lowers her voice*..jay can just leave here please and don't come back unless I ask you to!
Jay: ch..bey you foul...you mean to tell me I can't even come up to see my damn son!?..
Bey: *sighs*..jay if you don't leave now I'm calling the cops..I'm not playing!
Jay: *laughs*..the fuck!..seriously bey..you gone call the cops?! *shakes his head*..I can't even believe this shit right now! I'm just tryna come spend time with my family!
Bey: well jay if you had spent time with us before you wouldn't be in this situation! Now I'm sorry but for the last time I need you to leave this property!
Jay just stands there for a minute looking at bey in disbelief...he can't believe she's treating him this way...it's almost like they aren't even married anymore..it's like he's just her babies daddy now rather than her husband and juniors father...jay finally slowly turns around and walks off...bey goes back upstairs...
Gwen: hey you okay?
Bey: ugh Gwen I don't know how ima get through this...I love jay but he has to change...sometimes I feel myself giving in but then I have to think about the things he's done to keep me from giving in!
Gwen: I understand bey..you just have to be stronger babe...no matter how much you wanna go back to him you have to remember why you left! Use that as your fuel!
Bey: you're so right Gwen...I thank god for you being my best friend..you've been with me through a lot!
Gwen: same here...we gotta stick together girl.....I was thinking..you want me to stay here with you tonight?!
Bey: oh my god I swear I was thinking the same thing...you wouldn't mind?
Gwen: bey of course not..let's have a girls night...I think it'll be fun..just to get your mind off things..we could pamper each other *chuckles*
Bey: ugh thanks Gwen..I don't know what'd I do without you!
Gwen: anytime bey..*hugs her*..now let's get started!
So for the rest of the night bey and Gwen pamper each other doing facials and their nails and toes...they stay up all night talking about their problems and lives encouraging each other and sipping wine..just relaxing...they eventually go to sleep late that night..
(10a.m. The Next Morning)
Bey wakes up to the doorbell ringing and banging on the door...she looks over and Gwen who's still knocked out and so is junior who was asleep between them...bey gets up to answer the door..
Bey: what the hell are you doing here again jay?
TBC......
(On the Phone with Jay)
Jay: hey i see y'all made it Huh!
Bey: Jay it's only 30 minutes away...it's not like I had to drive a hundred miles!
Jay: bey anything could happen...so when will you and junior come and visit me?!
Bey: jay I just came here today!
Jay: no I mean..since we apart..how often will I see y'all?
Beg: well depending on how long I'm here..I can bring him to see you every other day...and you can keep him on the weekends!
Jay: bey this is so stupid...please can you just come back home?! I'll never betray you again I promise!
Bey: you know jay...you said many times that you wouldn't betray me and you kept doing it..repeatedly...and I feel like you were taking advantage of me because you knew I loved and trusted you to death...actions speak louder than words...and unless you show me you're willing to grow up and stop playing games with me and your son..then I'll come back!
Jay: bey I just-..*bey interrupting*
Bey: jay I have to hang up now..I'll call you soon *hangs up*
Bey didn't want to stay on the phone with jay any longer...she knew he would just keep trying to beg her to come back and explain himself..she was tired of hearing excuses and she was tired of hearing false promises...bey was serious this time...unless jay changed himself he wouldn't have his family anymore.....
(Bey and Jays House)
Jay was upset that bey had hung up on him but he knew she was tired of hearing the "talking"..it was time for him to step up to the plate and stop tripping..it was time for him to stop playing his family and show them they really matter...jay calls up his mother
(on the phone with Mama Gloria)
MG: hey baby how you been?
Jay: hey mama...I'm not doing to well!
MG: what's wrong you sick?
Jay: na ma...it's me and bey...she took junior and left earlier...I don't know what to do mama!
MG: Shawn what'd you do to her?
Jay: it's a long story ma...all I know is that I need her and my son to be back here with me!
MG: did she say she wanted a divorce?
Jay: no..she just kept talking about how shes tired of me playing games with her and disrespecting her...she said she won't come back until I show her I'm ready to be a husband to her and a father to my child!
MG: well Shawn I may not know what happened with y'all..but I know bey wouldn't just do something like this without a good reason behind it...you need to listen! Pay attention to what your wife is telling you...if you keep doing whatever it is your doing..you're gonna lose your family! That's not what you want is it?
Jay: *sighs* no ma...of course not!
MG: well Shawn..get it together baby...I know you love Beyonce and I know she definitely loves you...don't let her and your son slip away!
Jay: I hear you mama...ima go now..thank you for listening and understanding!
MG: anytime baby..I love you...please fix this with bey Shawn..
Jay: love you too ma...and I will..
(Back at the Condo)
Gwen stopped by the condo to check on bey and junior and to make sure she was comfortable with everything...
Gwen: so everything in here okay?..we can always do some shopping if not *chuckles*
Bey: yeah it's perfect Gwen..thanks again for letting me and junior stay here...*hugs her* I just know the paps would've blown this out of proportion if I had stayed in a hotel..
Gwen: bey you know I'm here for you always!...besides I owe you a huge one from that time me and Chris were fighting...I put you through alot dealing with me and apple!
Bey: you know I didn't mind Gwen..I'm here for you just like you always are for me!
Bey and Gwen talk a little more and beys phone rings..it's mama Tina..bey picks up the phone and junior starts crying..
Gwen: I'll get him tall to your mom..
Bey: *covers the phone* thank you!
(on the phone with mama Tina)
Bey: hey mama!
MT: bey what's going on with you and shawn?!
Bey tries to act as if she doesn't know where mama Tina is coming from but jays mom..mama Gloria already called her up and explained everything to tina..
Bey: ma what you talkin about?
MT: Beyonce don't play me for some fool..Gloria told me you took Shawn junior and left! Now what's going on!?
Bey: *sighs*..mama some things are going on but it's between me and jay and we'll handle this...it's not for the family to be involved this time!
MT: hmmm...I understand..just know I'm here if you need to talk okay...but I'm not gone get into your business if you don't want me in it!
Bey: thank you mama..I'll tell you when the time is right..just not right now!
MT: I understand bey......well I was just calling to make sure everything was okay..I'm with Julez right now ima have to call and finish talking later..
Bey: okay..give Julez a kiss for me..I'll talk to you later ma bye..
Bey hangs up and Gwen comes back downstairs..
Bey: hey thanks for checking on him..my mama was tryna see what was going on..
Gwen: no problem..he just wanted his pacifier..
Bey and Gwen were talking for a bit and the doorbell rings...as bey heads down the stairs she's confused as to who it could be...Gwen and Chris are the only ones who know where the condo is located..bey opens the door..
Bey: jay what are you doing here?
Jay: *steps in the house*.. I needed to come and see you...*looks upstairs*..where's junior?!
Jay tries to go up the stairs but bey puts her hand on his chest pushing him back
Jay: oh so im not allowed to come in?
Bey: jay no! I didn't come here just so you can be here everyday!..that defeats the purpose of me leaving!
Jay: bey you really gone do me this way?!
Bey: Yes jay! You need to realize your mistakes and you need to change your ways! And how did you know how to get here anyways!?
Jay: Chris gave me the address! At least let me see my son..*tries to go upstairs again*
Bey: *blocking jay*..No! You'll see him when I bring him to you..now leave jay please!
Gwen: *yelling from the top of the stairs*..bey everything okay down there?
Bey: yeah Gwen it's cool..*lowers her voice*..jay can just leave here please and don't come back unless I ask you to!
Jay: ch..bey you foul...you mean to tell me I can't even come up to see my damn son!?..
Bey: *sighs*..jay if you don't leave now I'm calling the cops..I'm not playing!
Jay: *laughs*..the fuck!..seriously bey..you gone call the cops?! *shakes his head*..I can't even believe this shit right now! I'm just tryna come spend time with my family!
Bey: well jay if you had spent time with us before you wouldn't be in this situation! Now I'm sorry but for the last time I need you to leave this property!
Jay just stands there for a minute looking at bey in disbelief...he can't believe she's treating him this way...it's almost like they aren't even married anymore..it's like he's just her babies daddy now rather than her husband and juniors father...jay finally slowly turns around and walks off...bey goes back upstairs...
Gwen: hey you okay?
Bey: ugh Gwen I don't know how ima get through this...I love jay but he has to change...sometimes I feel myself giving in but then I have to think about the things he's done to keep me from giving in!
Gwen: I understand bey..you just have to be stronger babe...no matter how much you wanna go back to him you have to remember why you left! Use that as your fuel!
Bey: you're so right Gwen...I thank god for you being my best friend..you've been with me through a lot!
Gwen: same here...we gotta stick together girl.....I was thinking..you want me to stay here with you tonight?!
Bey: oh my god I swear I was thinking the same thing...you wouldn't mind?
Gwen: bey of course not..let's have a girls night...I think it'll be fun..just to get your mind off things..we could pamper each other *chuckles*
Bey: ugh thanks Gwen..I don't know what'd I do without you!
Gwen: anytime bey..*hugs her*..now let's get started!
So for the rest of the night bey and Gwen pamper each other doing facials and their nails and toes...they stay up all night talking about their problems and lives encouraging each other and sipping wine..just relaxing...they eventually go to sleep late that night..
(10a.m. The Next Morning)
Bey wakes up to the doorbell ringing and banging on the door...she looks over and Gwen who's still knocked out and so is junior who was asleep between them...bey gets up to answer the door..
Bey: what the hell are you doing here again jay?
TBC......
Monday, November 7, 2011
I Care!
(So guys I kind of took a turn with my blog...it's still the same situation but different case scenarios...I just didn't want any confusion..so with that being said..i hope you will all enjoy this post and the direction it's going in...Thank You for reading!)
When I left off jay had made love to Beyonce after the whole "rihanna studio" incident.... It wasn't the usual love making though...it was more like guilty sex...I guess jay felt that if he made love to Beyonce it would make things better and change her mind...but he was wrong...in my last post I said that jay had left to meet rihanna after making love to bey..but in all actuality he never did leave....jay agreed to meet Rihanna at her home but only to get her to stop texting....after bey got out the shower..jay was sitting on her side of the bed in his shorts waiting so he could talk with her......
Bey: *walks to her vanity mirror & sits*
Jay: baby..you mind if we talk?!
Bey: *sad tone* ..not at all jay!
Jay: *slides a stool over by beys vanity mirror and sits*...how are you feeling love?
Bey: *looks at jay through the mirror* ..I honestly don't know jay!....I'm confused right now!
Jay: confused about what bey?
Bey: just everything...*stands up and walks around*...I don't understand why you continue to hurt me and then expect for me to just deal with it!...just because we had sex doesn't mean everything is okay now!
Jay: *looks down & sighs*.. I know bey...
Bey: jay why do you keep doing this?...don't you see how it affects me?..do you care anymore at all jay!? *sits on bed*
Jay: *walks over to bey & sits next to her*..yes I care Beyonce...I care more than you think!
Bey: I don't get that jay!..because if you cared so much you would've never cheated with her! I mean..this went on for a while jay...and you were never gonna tell me at all!..I had to find out from someone which was totally and completely embarrassing!
Jay sits silently and listens to Beyonce speak....he doesn't have responses for the realness she's giving him right now...
Bey: and I'm just so tired...I'm so tired of going through this with you jay!
Jay: *looks up*..what are you tryna say bey?!
Bey: *sighs*..I think we need time apart jay!
When jay heard bey say "time apart" it literally tore his heart in half...he never thought bey would say something like this....jay was so used to bey forgiving him and dealing with his foolishness...that her telling him they needed a break was like a bat hitting him in his face..
Jay: *jay stands up*..bey No! I can't be apart from you No!
Bey: jay I'm tired of this....you're gonna continue to be who you are unless I do something about it!..*Bey shakes her head and smirks*..you know it's funny..after being together all this time you would think jay-z grew up and became a man finally....but I guess I was wrong!
That was hurtful but jay knew he deserved everything Beyonce was giving him right now..
Jay: *takes beys hands*.. Beyonce give me another chance please!...I can't be here alone without you..please can we just talk this all out?!
Bey: *gently pulls her hands away from jays*.. there's no more talking to do jay!...everything's already done!
Jay: what you mean bey?!
Bey: I called Gwen and she's gonna let me stay in her and Chris's condo in Melrose for a while until I figure some things out...and I'm gonna take junior with me!
*Pause* Chris and Gwens condo is in Melrose New York...they hardly ever stay there and really got it for business reasons so Gwen had no problem allowing bey and junior to stay there *Play*
Jay: *starts tearing up*..bey you can't take my son from me!
Bey: I'm not jay...I'll bring him by to visit and you can keep him some days melrose is only about 30 minutes away...but I won't allow for him to stay here the whole time I'm gone!
Jay: bey you really serious about this?!
Bey: yes I am....I won't allow for you to disrespect me any longer!...we are married and you need to take out the time to find out what marriage is and what it means jay!..I just hope you don't lose yourself again in the process!
Jay sits on the bed...tears fall down his eyes and he just stares off thinking..
Jay: *crying*..are you tryna divorce me bey?
Bey: jay of course not!...I'm tryna allow you time to yourself...time to get yourself and your priorities in order!
Jay: *rests his head in his hands still crying*..so when you plan on leaving me?
Bey: We're gonna leave tomorrow afternoon after juniors doctors appointment...I'll pack tonight!
Jay: and you really wanna do this bey...you really think this will help?!
Bey: jay if it doesn't help...then maybe you just aren't ready for a marriage and family yet!
With that bey walks back into the bathroom shutting the door...she comes back out with a t-shirt and sweats on...and starts packing her stuff....jay sits back for a while and stares at her packing...then he walks up to her grabbing bey by her waist from behind..
Jay: *sad tone*.. bey I'm begging you..please don't leave me babe!?
Bey: *removing jays hands from around her waist*..I'm not changing my mind!
(2pm the next day)
After bey comes from juniors doctors appointment she loads their things up into the car...jay is sitting on the couch sad and pressed...he doesn't help bey with her and juniors bags because he doesn't want bey to leave..
Bey: *standing by the door*..well that's all I need for right now....aren't you gonna come and say bye to your son?!
jay gets up and walks to the car...junior is sitting in his seat buckled up playing with his stuffed animal...jay opens the door and talks to junior for a second..
Jay: hey lil man..
Junior: Heeyy Dada *giggles*
Jay: you and mommy gonna go away for a little while..but daddy will see you soon *kisses juniors little cheeks and forehead*..
Bey feels kind of sad watching this by the door..but it needed to be done or else jay would never change himself..
Jay: take care of mommy for me....and don't be any trouble like daddy was okay! (awww)
Junior: K dada.. *in his cute little baby voice*
Jay gives junior one more kiss and closes his door...as he walks around the car bey stares at him..jay walks in front of her grabbing both of her hands locking his with hers..
Jay: *saddened*..be safe bey! can you please call me when you get there?!
Bey: *a little sad too*...I'll call you jay!
Just as bey was walking away jay pulled her back to him...he gave her a very deep, sensual, and heartfelt kiss, jay starts to tear up again...he doesn't want bey to see him like this..so jay quickly breaks from the kiss and goes into the house...Bey let's out a sigh..she gets into her car and drives off..
TBC....
When I left off jay had made love to Beyonce after the whole "rihanna studio" incident.... It wasn't the usual love making though...it was more like guilty sex...I guess jay felt that if he made love to Beyonce it would make things better and change her mind...but he was wrong...in my last post I said that jay had left to meet rihanna after making love to bey..but in all actuality he never did leave....jay agreed to meet Rihanna at her home but only to get her to stop texting....after bey got out the shower..jay was sitting on her side of the bed in his shorts waiting so he could talk with her......
Bey: *walks to her vanity mirror & sits*
Jay: baby..you mind if we talk?!
Bey: *sad tone* ..not at all jay!
Jay: *slides a stool over by beys vanity mirror and sits*...how are you feeling love?
Bey: *looks at jay through the mirror* ..I honestly don't know jay!....I'm confused right now!
Jay: confused about what bey?
Bey: just everything...*stands up and walks around*...I don't understand why you continue to hurt me and then expect for me to just deal with it!...just because we had sex doesn't mean everything is okay now!
Jay: *looks down & sighs*.. I know bey...
Bey: jay why do you keep doing this?...don't you see how it affects me?..do you care anymore at all jay!? *sits on bed*
Jay: *walks over to bey & sits next to her*..yes I care Beyonce...I care more than you think!
Bey: I don't get that jay!..because if you cared so much you would've never cheated with her! I mean..this went on for a while jay...and you were never gonna tell me at all!..I had to find out from someone which was totally and completely embarrassing!
Jay sits silently and listens to Beyonce speak....he doesn't have responses for the realness she's giving him right now...
Bey: and I'm just so tired...I'm so tired of going through this with you jay!
Jay: *looks up*..what are you tryna say bey?!
Bey: *sighs*..I think we need time apart jay!
When jay heard bey say "time apart" it literally tore his heart in half...he never thought bey would say something like this....jay was so used to bey forgiving him and dealing with his foolishness...that her telling him they needed a break was like a bat hitting him in his face..
Jay: *jay stands up*..bey No! I can't be apart from you No!
Bey: jay I'm tired of this....you're gonna continue to be who you are unless I do something about it!..*Bey shakes her head and smirks*..you know it's funny..after being together all this time you would think jay-z grew up and became a man finally....but I guess I was wrong!
That was hurtful but jay knew he deserved everything Beyonce was giving him right now..
Jay: *takes beys hands*.. Beyonce give me another chance please!...I can't be here alone without you..please can we just talk this all out?!
Bey: *gently pulls her hands away from jays*.. there's no more talking to do jay!...everything's already done!
Jay: what you mean bey?!
Bey: I called Gwen and she's gonna let me stay in her and Chris's condo in Melrose for a while until I figure some things out...and I'm gonna take junior with me!
*Pause* Chris and Gwens condo is in Melrose New York...they hardly ever stay there and really got it for business reasons so Gwen had no problem allowing bey and junior to stay there *Play*
Jay: *starts tearing up*..bey you can't take my son from me!
Bey: I'm not jay...I'll bring him by to visit and you can keep him some days melrose is only about 30 minutes away...but I won't allow for him to stay here the whole time I'm gone!
Jay: bey you really serious about this?!
Bey: yes I am....I won't allow for you to disrespect me any longer!...we are married and you need to take out the time to find out what marriage is and what it means jay!..I just hope you don't lose yourself again in the process!
Jay sits on the bed...tears fall down his eyes and he just stares off thinking..
Jay: *crying*..are you tryna divorce me bey?
Bey: jay of course not!...I'm tryna allow you time to yourself...time to get yourself and your priorities in order!
Jay: *rests his head in his hands still crying*..so when you plan on leaving me?
Bey: We're gonna leave tomorrow afternoon after juniors doctors appointment...I'll pack tonight!
Jay: and you really wanna do this bey...you really think this will help?!
Bey: jay if it doesn't help...then maybe you just aren't ready for a marriage and family yet!
With that bey walks back into the bathroom shutting the door...she comes back out with a t-shirt and sweats on...and starts packing her stuff....jay sits back for a while and stares at her packing...then he walks up to her grabbing bey by her waist from behind..
Jay: *sad tone*.. bey I'm begging you..please don't leave me babe!?
Bey: *removing jays hands from around her waist*..I'm not changing my mind!
(2pm the next day)
After bey comes from juniors doctors appointment she loads their things up into the car...jay is sitting on the couch sad and pressed...he doesn't help bey with her and juniors bags because he doesn't want bey to leave..
Bey: *standing by the door*..well that's all I need for right now....aren't you gonna come and say bye to your son?!
jay gets up and walks to the car...junior is sitting in his seat buckled up playing with his stuffed animal...jay opens the door and talks to junior for a second..
Jay: hey lil man..
Junior: Heeyy Dada *giggles*
Jay: you and mommy gonna go away for a little while..but daddy will see you soon *kisses juniors little cheeks and forehead*..
Bey feels kind of sad watching this by the door..but it needed to be done or else jay would never change himself..
Jay: take care of mommy for me....and don't be any trouble like daddy was okay! (awww)
Junior: K dada.. *in his cute little baby voice*
Jay gives junior one more kiss and closes his door...as he walks around the car bey stares at him..jay walks in front of her grabbing both of her hands locking his with hers..
Jay: *saddened*..be safe bey! can you please call me when you get there?!
Bey: *a little sad too*...I'll call you jay!
Just as bey was walking away jay pulled her back to him...he gave her a very deep, sensual, and heartfelt kiss, jay starts to tear up again...he doesn't want bey to see him like this..so jay quickly breaks from the kiss and goes into the house...Bey let's out a sigh..she gets into her car and drives off..
TBC....
Sunday, November 6, 2011
I Always New
S/O to @Aqua_Purp45 for giving me this blog idea...Ily {^_^}
In the last post bey was just about to open the door to the studio where jay and Rihanna were having a make out session with each other.....
Bey opens the door and what she sees has her..stunned..and in awe...she feels her heart drop all the way down to her stomach..she begins to tear up...bey says nothing....she doesn't do anything either...she slowly closes the door back and leaves the studio heading back home..
(In the Studio)
Jay: *pushing rihanna back* ...I can't do this rih..
Rihanna: why jay?...what's wrong?
Jay: I have a wife...I have a family I'm not doing this!
Rihanna: they don't have to know jay *tries kissing him again*
Jay: *stands up making Rihanna fall*...I'm sorry..I can't!
Rihanna: *getting up* ....jay wtf!?
Jay tries to help Rihanna up but she jerks her arm back not wanting him to..she was angry..
Rihanna: you never denied me any other time... *getting up*..That lil son of a bitch child got you changing!
*Pause* see when jay first found and signed Rihanna to roc nation they had a lil fling going on...he was still with bey but never told her anything from fear of her leaving him and him hurting her...he changed himself and his ways and never did anything with rihanna after bey almost caught them the first time around...but just like most guys..jay fell back into rihannas whorish trap *Play*
Jay: *getting mad*..you know what...ima let that shit slide....say anything else about my son or wife ima-"
Rihanna: *interrupting*..you gone what jay?!...I swear I'll ruin everything for you and your "perfect" lil marriage if you try anything!!
Jay balls up his fist furious with rihanna..but he knew the extent she would go to just to sabotage and destroy his marriage and reputation so he didn't retaliate...jay grabbed his keys and phone and left the studio headed home towards bey..
(Bey and Jays House)
Bey has almost finished a whole bottle of wine waiting for jay to come home...as she sits on the couch, legs crossed holding her wine glass she thinks of how she'll confront jay about what she saw earlier at the studio...but her plan is not to...she's gonna play it cool as if she never saw anything and wait to see if jay will say something about it at all...bey hears a car door slam and knows it's jay...she gulps down the last of her wine in her glass and goes upstairs...as jay walks in he sees the wine bottle and glass on the table..he calls out to bey..
Jay: Beyonce!?.....(no answer).....
Jay throws his keys on the table and sits on the couch feeling guilty about all that he's done with rihanna from the past up until now...he decides he's gonna tell bey about what happened today..bey comes down the stairs tipsy and stumbles a bit...jay sees her and runs over to help..
Jay: baby you alright?
Bey: *looks at jay*...yes I'm fine thank you!..you okay?
Jay: I'm good...um I need to talk to you!
Bey: okay...
Jay helps bey down the stairs and they walk over to the couch and sit down...Bey pours herself another glass of wine..
Bey: so how was your studio session with rihanna? *side eyes jay while sipping more wine*
Jay: *nervously* ...um it was okay..productive..why you drinking so much?
Bey: *sarcastically*..can't I have a drink if I want one?!
Jay: well it seems like you've had enough already!
Bey: *rolls her eyes*...so what do you wanna talk about?!
Deep down bey is growing more and more angry seeing jay...all she can picture is him tonguing that bitch rihanna down in the studio....bey sips her wine and waits to see if jay will even mention what happened....
Jay: *hesitantly*..well..there's something I have to tell you bey...
Bey: well I'm listening..go ahead!
Jay: babe...I know I've messed up before and I know I promised you that id never be unfaithful or betray your love and trust again..
(Bey thinking) Oh shit....is he really gonna tell me the truth!...wow he really does care!....ugh..shake it off Beyonce this nigga just cheated on you..don't let him off that easy...
Jay: and I never wanna lie to you bey...I love you too much to not tell you the truth..so *gulps*...saying all that I wanted to say-..
Bey: *interrupting*...jay wait!
(Bey thinking) shit! Why did I stop him?
Jay: bey I really need to tell you this!
Bey: *looks down*....jay I already know!
Jay: *confused look*...know what bey?!
Bey: *sighs* what you were about to tell me!
Jay: *is quiet for a moment*..........how do you know?!
Bey: *looks up at jay*..I went by the studio earlier to see you...I wanted to see what was up because the way you talked to me on the phone..it just wasn't you!...when I opened the studio door *starts tearing up*..I saw rihanna in your lap.. *starts crying* ...and y'all were kissing...
Jay was frozen....he had no idea bey had seen him and felt even more worse than before about the situation...seeing her cry over this was tearing jays heart up...he didn't know what to say to bey....for a minute he just held his head down listening to her crying..he knew he hurt bey....
Jay: baby..*places his hands on beys face lifting her head up*..baby I'm so sorry!
Bey: jay why? *crying harder*...I mean...what's so wrong with me *sniff* that you have to do these things with other women *sniff*
Jay: bey I promise it meant nothing to me at all!...I let her kiss me and I was stupid for doing that! But baby I swear I pushed her off me and left right after that...it never went any further...
Bey: *still crying*..jay it's not just that!...I know you and Rihanna had something going on before!
Jays heart now drops to his ass...he couldn't believe it....all this time bey knew about him and rihanna and never said anything about it at all...Jay stands up and walks away...with his back turned to bey he starts crying.....he's speechless and feeling like a fool right now......after a few minutes of them both being silent and crying bey says something...
Bey: *sniff*..jay is it me?!
Jay: *turns around and looks at bey*..Baby of course not!
Bey: then why? *sniff* why do this to me jay?...*sniff* ...why do you keep hurting me? *sniff*
Jay: *crying*..bey...baby I..I never meant to hurt you love...*sniff*...I wanted to tell you but I didn't wanna lose you Beyonce!...I didn't wanna break your heart! *kneels down holding onto bey* I'm so sorry *cries* I'm so sorry!
Bey: No jay! *moving back*... I'm so tired of the "I'm sorries"...I'm tired of the excuses!
Jay immediately knew what was coming next from bey so he quickly stood up and grabs beys face..
Jay: baby please..*kisses her lips*.. I'm sorry.. *kiss* ..don't leave me bey I'm sorry.. *kiss*
Bey: *moves her head and softly whispers*...jay stop it..
Jay wasn't gonna give up...he wasn't gonna let bey leave him...he had to make it right again...jay continued to kiss bey.......bey was fighting him for a minute but started to kind of give in....as the tears flowed heavily down her cheeks...once again, she let's her guards down...while bey cries jay picks her up and takes her to their room and lays her on the bed..he takes off beys clothes and then slides her panties down....he takes off his shirt and pants..
Jay: baby...I love you...I'm sorry that I ever hurt you bey *kisses her lips*
Bey: *just lays there and cries*
Jay: *sliding himself inside bey*...baby please don't cry!
As jay thrust in and out of bey slowly making love to her...her cries turn into whimpers and then into moans...it was never beys intentions to allow jay to take complete control over her like he did..nor was it her intentions to let her guard down...but she couldn't help it....she was in love with him...and bey knew that no matter how many times jay hurt her..she would still be right there to forgive him and take him back...he had some kind of hold on bey...a stronghold....jays thrusts speed up...his emotions are taking over him and it shows in his strokes....he would give bey long gentle strokes and then fast hard thrusts..
Jay: *grunts*..I'll never hurt you again bey..*moans*..
Bey: *moans and cries*...huuuhhhh......jaaayyy!
Jay: I love you so much...
Bey: *sniff* I love you jay *moans*
30 minutes pass and as jay brings himself and bey to a climax...he falls off to beys side..and cuddles close to her...Beyonce who still can't get the thoughts of jay and rihanna from her mind..lays on the bed catching her breathe tearing up some more...they say nothing to each other...it's a dead silence...jay holds bey tight....bey turns on her side and stares at her and jays picture together on the nightstand...it makes her cry...bey is so hurt...jay was the only man that could break beys heart into pieces and then put them back together again...he was the only man that could make love to her even when she was the most angriest with him....she couldn't understand really why she let jay do these things...
Jay: bey?!
Bey: *softly whispers*..yes jay?
Jay: baby I hope you forgive me love!
Bey: *sighs*...don't I always jay?
Jay: baby..I'm so so sorry for ever hurting you!
Bey: *sad tone*..yeah..I know..
Jay let's out a deep sigh..he knew it would take a minute for bey to come around again...especially after this....bey was just lying there....confused....she loved jay..and she hated him at the same time....she wanted him to leave but she needed him to stay...bey sits up on the side of the bed...she stares down at the floor...jays hands softly slide across her back bringing light chills on her skin...she feels kisses on her neck...and gives a small moan.........jay sits up in bed...
Jay: baby?!
Bey: *looks at jay*
Jay: I need you bey!
Bey: *looks down*
Jay: please!
Bey got up and went into the bathroom...jay hears the shower come on and then he hears bey start to softly cry again...he was about to go and meet her until his phone vibrates..
(Text Convo)
-Rihanna: jay I need you to come by my place!-
Jay: for what?! I'm not going nowhere near you unless it's business!
-Rihanna: now jay you wouldn't want for me to tell the media..anything about us..now would you?! Besides I only want to talk to you!-
Jay: *pissed off*..we talkin now say what you gotta say!
-Rihanna: no i need to see you...be here in 30 minutes!-
Jay was mad...he knew he had to go or risk everything fuckin around with rihannas foul ass..jay hung up the phone...he couldn't let bey know what was up...not after everything that just happened.....jay slips his clothes back on and quietly sneaks out of the room headed towards rihannas direction...
TBC.....
In the last post bey was just about to open the door to the studio where jay and Rihanna were having a make out session with each other.....
Bey opens the door and what she sees has her..stunned..and in awe...she feels her heart drop all the way down to her stomach..she begins to tear up...bey says nothing....she doesn't do anything either...she slowly closes the door back and leaves the studio heading back home..
(In the Studio)
Jay: *pushing rihanna back* ...I can't do this rih..
Rihanna: why jay?...what's wrong?
Jay: I have a wife...I have a family I'm not doing this!
Rihanna: they don't have to know jay *tries kissing him again*
Jay: *stands up making Rihanna fall*...I'm sorry..I can't!
Rihanna: *getting up* ....jay wtf!?
Jay tries to help Rihanna up but she jerks her arm back not wanting him to..she was angry..
Rihanna: you never denied me any other time... *getting up*..That lil son of a bitch child got you changing!
*Pause* see when jay first found and signed Rihanna to roc nation they had a lil fling going on...he was still with bey but never told her anything from fear of her leaving him and him hurting her...he changed himself and his ways and never did anything with rihanna after bey almost caught them the first time around...but just like most guys..jay fell back into rihannas whorish trap *Play*
Jay: *getting mad*..you know what...ima let that shit slide....say anything else about my son or wife ima-"
Rihanna: *interrupting*..you gone what jay?!...I swear I'll ruin everything for you and your "perfect" lil marriage if you try anything!!
Jay balls up his fist furious with rihanna..but he knew the extent she would go to just to sabotage and destroy his marriage and reputation so he didn't retaliate...jay grabbed his keys and phone and left the studio headed home towards bey..
(Bey and Jays House)
Bey has almost finished a whole bottle of wine waiting for jay to come home...as she sits on the couch, legs crossed holding her wine glass she thinks of how she'll confront jay about what she saw earlier at the studio...but her plan is not to...she's gonna play it cool as if she never saw anything and wait to see if jay will say something about it at all...bey hears a car door slam and knows it's jay...she gulps down the last of her wine in her glass and goes upstairs...as jay walks in he sees the wine bottle and glass on the table..he calls out to bey..
Jay: Beyonce!?.....(no answer).....
Jay throws his keys on the table and sits on the couch feeling guilty about all that he's done with rihanna from the past up until now...he decides he's gonna tell bey about what happened today..bey comes down the stairs tipsy and stumbles a bit...jay sees her and runs over to help..
Jay: baby you alright?
Bey: *looks at jay*...yes I'm fine thank you!..you okay?
Jay: I'm good...um I need to talk to you!
Bey: okay...
Jay helps bey down the stairs and they walk over to the couch and sit down...Bey pours herself another glass of wine..
Bey: so how was your studio session with rihanna? *side eyes jay while sipping more wine*
Jay: *nervously* ...um it was okay..productive..why you drinking so much?
Bey: *sarcastically*..can't I have a drink if I want one?!
Jay: well it seems like you've had enough already!
Bey: *rolls her eyes*...so what do you wanna talk about?!
Deep down bey is growing more and more angry seeing jay...all she can picture is him tonguing that bitch rihanna down in the studio....bey sips her wine and waits to see if jay will even mention what happened....
Jay: *hesitantly*..well..there's something I have to tell you bey...
Bey: well I'm listening..go ahead!
Jay: babe...I know I've messed up before and I know I promised you that id never be unfaithful or betray your love and trust again..
(Bey thinking) Oh shit....is he really gonna tell me the truth!...wow he really does care!....ugh..shake it off Beyonce this nigga just cheated on you..don't let him off that easy...
Jay: and I never wanna lie to you bey...I love you too much to not tell you the truth..so *gulps*...saying all that I wanted to say-..
Bey: *interrupting*...jay wait!
(Bey thinking) shit! Why did I stop him?
Jay: bey I really need to tell you this!
Bey: *looks down*....jay I already know!
Jay: *confused look*...know what bey?!
Bey: *sighs* what you were about to tell me!
Jay: *is quiet for a moment*..........how do you know?!
Bey: *looks up at jay*..I went by the studio earlier to see you...I wanted to see what was up because the way you talked to me on the phone..it just wasn't you!...when I opened the studio door *starts tearing up*..I saw rihanna in your lap.. *starts crying* ...and y'all were kissing...
Jay was frozen....he had no idea bey had seen him and felt even more worse than before about the situation...seeing her cry over this was tearing jays heart up...he didn't know what to say to bey....for a minute he just held his head down listening to her crying..he knew he hurt bey....
Jay: baby..*places his hands on beys face lifting her head up*..baby I'm so sorry!
Bey: jay why? *crying harder*...I mean...what's so wrong with me *sniff* that you have to do these things with other women *sniff*
Jay: bey I promise it meant nothing to me at all!...I let her kiss me and I was stupid for doing that! But baby I swear I pushed her off me and left right after that...it never went any further...
Bey: *still crying*..jay it's not just that!...I know you and Rihanna had something going on before!
Jays heart now drops to his ass...he couldn't believe it....all this time bey knew about him and rihanna and never said anything about it at all...Jay stands up and walks away...with his back turned to bey he starts crying.....he's speechless and feeling like a fool right now......after a few minutes of them both being silent and crying bey says something...
Bey: *sniff*..jay is it me?!
Jay: *turns around and looks at bey*..Baby of course not!
Bey: then why? *sniff* why do this to me jay?...*sniff* ...why do you keep hurting me? *sniff*
Jay: *crying*..bey...baby I..I never meant to hurt you love...*sniff*...I wanted to tell you but I didn't wanna lose you Beyonce!...I didn't wanna break your heart! *kneels down holding onto bey* I'm so sorry *cries* I'm so sorry!
Bey: No jay! *moving back*... I'm so tired of the "I'm sorries"...I'm tired of the excuses!
Jay immediately knew what was coming next from bey so he quickly stood up and grabs beys face..
Jay: baby please..*kisses her lips*.. I'm sorry.. *kiss* ..don't leave me bey I'm sorry.. *kiss*
Bey: *moves her head and softly whispers*...jay stop it..
Jay wasn't gonna give up...he wasn't gonna let bey leave him...he had to make it right again...jay continued to kiss bey.......bey was fighting him for a minute but started to kind of give in....as the tears flowed heavily down her cheeks...once again, she let's her guards down...while bey cries jay picks her up and takes her to their room and lays her on the bed..he takes off beys clothes and then slides her panties down....he takes off his shirt and pants..
Jay: baby...I love you...I'm sorry that I ever hurt you bey *kisses her lips*
Bey: *just lays there and cries*
Jay: *sliding himself inside bey*...baby please don't cry!
As jay thrust in and out of bey slowly making love to her...her cries turn into whimpers and then into moans...it was never beys intentions to allow jay to take complete control over her like he did..nor was it her intentions to let her guard down...but she couldn't help it....she was in love with him...and bey knew that no matter how many times jay hurt her..she would still be right there to forgive him and take him back...he had some kind of hold on bey...a stronghold....jays thrusts speed up...his emotions are taking over him and it shows in his strokes....he would give bey long gentle strokes and then fast hard thrusts..
Jay: *grunts*..I'll never hurt you again bey..*moans*..
Bey: *moans and cries*...huuuhhhh......jaaayyy!
Jay: I love you so much...
Bey: *sniff* I love you jay *moans*
30 minutes pass and as jay brings himself and bey to a climax...he falls off to beys side..and cuddles close to her...Beyonce who still can't get the thoughts of jay and rihanna from her mind..lays on the bed catching her breathe tearing up some more...they say nothing to each other...it's a dead silence...jay holds bey tight....bey turns on her side and stares at her and jays picture together on the nightstand...it makes her cry...bey is so hurt...jay was the only man that could break beys heart into pieces and then put them back together again...he was the only man that could make love to her even when she was the most angriest with him....she couldn't understand really why she let jay do these things...
Jay: bey?!
Bey: *softly whispers*..yes jay?
Jay: baby I hope you forgive me love!
Bey: *sighs*...don't I always jay?
Jay: baby..I'm so so sorry for ever hurting you!
Bey: *sad tone*..yeah..I know..
Jay let's out a deep sigh..he knew it would take a minute for bey to come around again...especially after this....bey was just lying there....confused....she loved jay..and she hated him at the same time....she wanted him to leave but she needed him to stay...bey sits up on the side of the bed...she stares down at the floor...jays hands softly slide across her back bringing light chills on her skin...she feels kisses on her neck...and gives a small moan.........jay sits up in bed...
Jay: baby?!
Bey: *looks at jay*
Jay: I need you bey!
Bey: *looks down*
Jay: please!
Bey got up and went into the bathroom...jay hears the shower come on and then he hears bey start to softly cry again...he was about to go and meet her until his phone vibrates..
(Text Convo)
-Rihanna: jay I need you to come by my place!-
Jay: for what?! I'm not going nowhere near you unless it's business!
-Rihanna: now jay you wouldn't want for me to tell the media..anything about us..now would you?! Besides I only want to talk to you!-
Jay: *pissed off*..we talkin now say what you gotta say!
-Rihanna: no i need to see you...be here in 30 minutes!-
Jay was mad...he knew he had to go or risk everything fuckin around with rihannas foul ass..jay hung up the phone...he couldn't let bey know what was up...not after everything that just happened.....jay slips his clothes back on and quietly sneaks out of the room headed towards rihannas direction...
TBC.....
Friday, November 4, 2011
Something Going On!
Some time has passed now and it's November....bey and jay have gotten back to the regular which is work work work....bey of course downsized her what used to be hectic schedule because she wanted to spend as much time with junior as she could..jay on the other hand has been in the studio day in and day out especially since he started focusing more on one of his roc nation artist Rihanna...so now..it's early Friday morning and bey is sitting up in bed arms crossed with a pressed look on her face because jay promised a day for just the two of them but had to cancel because of work....
Jay: *putting his shirt on* ...so you not gone say nothing at all to me?!
Bey: *silently pouts*
Jay: Beyonce...you know how sorry I am..i have to be at work babe..this deadline is comin at us quick..we need to finish these new tracks!!
Bey: *turns her head and silently pouts*
Jay slips on his timberlands and walks over to beys side of the bed...he kneels down in front of her and takes her hand..
Jay: bey baby please don't act like this! I know how much it meant to you for us to spend the day together but I have to do this babe...I promise I'll make it up to you! *kisses beys hand*..come on love don't do me this way..
Bey: *shaking her head* ...whatever jay..just go to work!
Bey slides back under the covers and jay notices tears in her eyes...bey tried to hide them but even by the flushed red look on beys face jay could tell she was crying..he moves to the other side of the bed and places his hand on beys face...
Jay: bey bey please don't cry baby..you know what that does to me!
Bey: *sniff* jay..you promised me that we'd spend the day together *sniff*..just you and me!..you never used to break your promises but now..all you care about is working with "Rihanna!"
Jay: Beyonce you know it's not like that!..I'm just tryna meet deadlines babe...once I get this done I'll take a whole week off from work and do nothing but spend it with you! I promise bey!
Bey: ugh whatever...don't make promises you can't keep..*sniff*
Junior starts crying and immediately bey gets up to go and care for him...
(Juniors Room)
Bey changed junior and now sits in her chair feeding him...as he falls back to sleep she puts him back in his crib and jay walks up behind her while she's laying him down..he puts his arms around bey...
Jay: baby please don't be mad at me ma...I really am sorry I had to cancel our day! *kisses beys neck*
Beys first reaction was to just ignore jay and let him be on with his day...but the moment she felt his arms around her body she couldn't stay mad at him at all...the way he held her made bey wanna stay in that position forever and the way he would speak to her especially when he was truly sincere about it..just made her rethink every thought that crossed her mind..bey let her guards all the way down when it came to her husband..
Bey: *looks back at jay* ...it's okay babe...I know work is important and you have to get things done...just promise me you'll make it up to me..*looks him in the eyes*..and promise me you won't break that promise?!
Jay: I promise baby *kisses beys lips* thank you for understanding *kisses her again*..I gotta head out babe...I'll call you when we break okay love!?
Bey: have a good day baby!
Bey watches as jay walks out...when she hears the door close she let's out a deep sigh..bey watches junior sleep for a few more minutes and then calls mama Tina..
(Phone Convo)
MT: hey baby how you feeling?
Bey: hey mama I'm good...what y'all doing today?
MT: well solo had a couple meetings to go to....I'm at home today's my off day..I might cook later..why?
Bey: I was gone ask you to keep junior for a while...I just need some time to myself for a minute.
MT: well sure baby..is everything okay? *sounding concerned*
Bey: yeah ma...I just need to be alone for a while..clear my head a little!
MT: okay well bring him over I'm home...
Bey: okay...thanks mama..I appreciate It!
MT: anytime baby...I'll see you in a little bit!
After bey hangs up with mama Tina...she goes to get junior ready while he's asleep...after she dresses junior and packs him a bag..she freshens and dresses up herself...bey heads over to mama Tinas house..
MT: aww grandmas baby sleeping...*kisses junior*
Bey: yeah he's been sleep for a while so he'll probably wake up soon..
Mama Tina pays attention to bey real closely...she can tell something is weighing heavily on her mind and that it's definitely bothering her...she doesn't ask bey anything though...mama Tina knows bey will come and talk to her if she really needs to...
MT: okay baby...you be careful and call me later to let me know you're okay!
Bey: I will mama..love you!
MT: love you too!
after bey leaves she heads over to the studio to see jay for a bit...she misses him...
Jessica: hey Mrs. Carter how are you today?!
*Pause* y'all remember Jessica is jays receptionist at his office downtown..in a previous post she was out sick when Keri was temping for her and got jay caught up...just thought I'd remind you guys *Play*
Bey: hey Jessica I'm fine...is jay around here anywhere?!
Jessica: you just missed him..he left with Rihanna about 30 minutes ago for lunch..you want me to phone him? *picks up phone*
Bey: *kind of upset*... No No..it's fine...I'll just pass back later..thank you Jessica!
Jessica: No problem Mrs. Carter have a good day!
Bey walks back to the car, sits there for a minute and thinks..
Bey: (to herself) I trust jay...he would never do anything unfaithful!...I don't trust Rihanna though..she's just too close to jay!
After bey thinks for a moment..she starts the car up and pulls out..she dials jays number on her way to the spa..
(Phone Convo)
Jay: hey wassup?!
Bey: *mocking jay* .."wassup?" ...since when do answer the phone like that jay?!
Jay: I'm sorry...you need something though?!
Bey: well you said you'd call me when you went on break!
Jay: oh yeah my bad..it slipped my mind I'm sorry!
Bey: okaay well...Are you back at the studio?
Jay: yeah I just pulled up..how'd you know I was gone?
Bey: I came by earlier to see you and Jessica told me you left out for lunch with rihanna..
Jay: oh okay...I wish you would've called me first!
Bey: *with attitude*...I'm sorry I didn't know I had to call to come and see my husband!..
Jay: it's cool..just remember next time!
Bey:..ch..seriously jay o_O whatever!
Jay: aight well I gotta run..bye *hangs up*
Bey: ugh..well I love you too *shakes her head and puts her phone away*
Bey didn't like jays tone on the phone..nor did she like the way he was talking to her...he was being short with her..he never said baby or called her love like he does...and she thought she heard Rihannas voice in the background....they did just have lunch together...maybe it was all business....either way bey was still suspicious of why jay was acting the way he was...so instead of going to the spa..she decided to go back to the studio to see what's up with jay...bey turns her car around and heads back into the studios direction..
(Inside the Studio)
Rihanna: jay you sure I sound okay?
Jay: Rih baby you got this..I'm telling you..when they hear this track it's gone take off!
Rihanna: I know it will..especially with jay z on it *laughs flirtatiously*
Jay smiles a little...he's intrigued by Rihanna..she has his attention in some kind of way...jay feels a little guilty..he knows he shouldn't be feeling this type of way about Rihanna...I mean how could he even!?...BEYONCE is his wife!....jay shakes the thoughts of bey from his head and places his focus back onto rihanna...
Jay: okay ma after this one we done love!
Rihanna: *from the booth*...okay jay...
Rih and jay complete the last couple of tracks jay had for her...while jay is sitting down doing some editing Rihanna comes out the booth and sits right on his lap...jay sits back in his chair placing his hand on her lower back..
Jay: *chuckles* what's up ma..what's all this for!?
Rihanna: I just wanted to thank you for helping me with my dreams jay! *places her arms around his neck* ..I never thought I be sitting here working with the best rapper alive *giggles*
Jay: *smirks*..it's cool ma...I mean when I saw you I knew you would be just what roc nation needed! *looks her in her eyes*
Rihanna looks jay back into his eyes...slowly they start to move in closer to one another..
(Beys Car)
Bey finally arrives back at the studio about 30 minutes later..she walks into the building..
Jessica: oh hey Mrs. Carter...Mr.Carter just walked in..you want me to call him down?
Bey: No thank you..I'll just go up he knows I'm here!
Jessica: okay *smiles*
Bey gets on the elevator and presses floor 12...she figured he might be in his office so she stops by there first..but when bey doesn't see jay..she knew he was nowhere else but in the studio...she gets back on the elevator and presses floor 20... Bey steps out and looks around...she sees two figures in the studio but can't make them out..she knows one is jay...bey places her hand on the door and opens it.
TBC......
Jay: *putting his shirt on* ...so you not gone say nothing at all to me?!
Bey: *silently pouts*
Jay: Beyonce...you know how sorry I am..i have to be at work babe..this deadline is comin at us quick..we need to finish these new tracks!!
Bey: *turns her head and silently pouts*
Jay slips on his timberlands and walks over to beys side of the bed...he kneels down in front of her and takes her hand..
Jay: bey baby please don't act like this! I know how much it meant to you for us to spend the day together but I have to do this babe...I promise I'll make it up to you! *kisses beys hand*..come on love don't do me this way..
Bey: *shaking her head* ...whatever jay..just go to work!
Bey slides back under the covers and jay notices tears in her eyes...bey tried to hide them but even by the flushed red look on beys face jay could tell she was crying..he moves to the other side of the bed and places his hand on beys face...
Jay: bey bey please don't cry baby..you know what that does to me!
Bey: *sniff* jay..you promised me that we'd spend the day together *sniff*..just you and me!..you never used to break your promises but now..all you care about is working with "Rihanna!"
Jay: Beyonce you know it's not like that!..I'm just tryna meet deadlines babe...once I get this done I'll take a whole week off from work and do nothing but spend it with you! I promise bey!
Bey: ugh whatever...don't make promises you can't keep..*sniff*
Junior starts crying and immediately bey gets up to go and care for him...
(Juniors Room)
Bey changed junior and now sits in her chair feeding him...as he falls back to sleep she puts him back in his crib and jay walks up behind her while she's laying him down..he puts his arms around bey...
Jay: baby please don't be mad at me ma...I really am sorry I had to cancel our day! *kisses beys neck*
Beys first reaction was to just ignore jay and let him be on with his day...but the moment she felt his arms around her body she couldn't stay mad at him at all...the way he held her made bey wanna stay in that position forever and the way he would speak to her especially when he was truly sincere about it..just made her rethink every thought that crossed her mind..bey let her guards all the way down when it came to her husband..
Bey: *looks back at jay* ...it's okay babe...I know work is important and you have to get things done...just promise me you'll make it up to me..*looks him in the eyes*..and promise me you won't break that promise?!
Jay: I promise baby *kisses beys lips* thank you for understanding *kisses her again*..I gotta head out babe...I'll call you when we break okay love!?
Bey: have a good day baby!
Bey watches as jay walks out...when she hears the door close she let's out a deep sigh..bey watches junior sleep for a few more minutes and then calls mama Tina..
(Phone Convo)
MT: hey baby how you feeling?
Bey: hey mama I'm good...what y'all doing today?
MT: well solo had a couple meetings to go to....I'm at home today's my off day..I might cook later..why?
Bey: I was gone ask you to keep junior for a while...I just need some time to myself for a minute.
MT: well sure baby..is everything okay? *sounding concerned*
Bey: yeah ma...I just need to be alone for a while..clear my head a little!
MT: okay well bring him over I'm home...
Bey: okay...thanks mama..I appreciate It!
MT: anytime baby...I'll see you in a little bit!
After bey hangs up with mama Tina...she goes to get junior ready while he's asleep...after she dresses junior and packs him a bag..she freshens and dresses up herself...bey heads over to mama Tinas house..
MT: aww grandmas baby sleeping...*kisses junior*
Bey: yeah he's been sleep for a while so he'll probably wake up soon..
Mama Tina pays attention to bey real closely...she can tell something is weighing heavily on her mind and that it's definitely bothering her...she doesn't ask bey anything though...mama Tina knows bey will come and talk to her if she really needs to...
MT: okay baby...you be careful and call me later to let me know you're okay!
Bey: I will mama..love you!
MT: love you too!
after bey leaves she heads over to the studio to see jay for a bit...she misses him...
Jessica: hey Mrs. Carter how are you today?!
*Pause* y'all remember Jessica is jays receptionist at his office downtown..in a previous post she was out sick when Keri was temping for her and got jay caught up...just thought I'd remind you guys *Play*
Bey: hey Jessica I'm fine...is jay around here anywhere?!
Jessica: you just missed him..he left with Rihanna about 30 minutes ago for lunch..you want me to phone him? *picks up phone*
Bey: *kind of upset*... No No..it's fine...I'll just pass back later..thank you Jessica!
Jessica: No problem Mrs. Carter have a good day!
Bey walks back to the car, sits there for a minute and thinks..
Bey: (to herself) I trust jay...he would never do anything unfaithful!...I don't trust Rihanna though..she's just too close to jay!
After bey thinks for a moment..she starts the car up and pulls out..she dials jays number on her way to the spa..
(Phone Convo)
Jay: hey wassup?!
Bey: *mocking jay* .."wassup?" ...since when do answer the phone like that jay?!
Jay: I'm sorry...you need something though?!
Bey: well you said you'd call me when you went on break!
Jay: oh yeah my bad..it slipped my mind I'm sorry!
Bey: okaay well...Are you back at the studio?
Jay: yeah I just pulled up..how'd you know I was gone?
Bey: I came by earlier to see you and Jessica told me you left out for lunch with rihanna..
Jay: oh okay...I wish you would've called me first!
Bey: *with attitude*...I'm sorry I didn't know I had to call to come and see my husband!..
Jay: it's cool..just remember next time!
Bey:..ch..seriously jay o_O whatever!
Jay: aight well I gotta run..bye *hangs up*
Bey: ugh..well I love you too *shakes her head and puts her phone away*
Bey didn't like jays tone on the phone..nor did she like the way he was talking to her...he was being short with her..he never said baby or called her love like he does...and she thought she heard Rihannas voice in the background....they did just have lunch together...maybe it was all business....either way bey was still suspicious of why jay was acting the way he was...so instead of going to the spa..she decided to go back to the studio to see what's up with jay...bey turns her car around and heads back into the studios direction..
(Inside the Studio)
Rihanna: jay you sure I sound okay?
Jay: Rih baby you got this..I'm telling you..when they hear this track it's gone take off!
Rihanna: I know it will..especially with jay z on it *laughs flirtatiously*
Jay smiles a little...he's intrigued by Rihanna..she has his attention in some kind of way...jay feels a little guilty..he knows he shouldn't be feeling this type of way about Rihanna...I mean how could he even!?...BEYONCE is his wife!....jay shakes the thoughts of bey from his head and places his focus back onto rihanna...
Jay: okay ma after this one we done love!
Rihanna: *from the booth*...okay jay...
Rih and jay complete the last couple of tracks jay had for her...while jay is sitting down doing some editing Rihanna comes out the booth and sits right on his lap...jay sits back in his chair placing his hand on her lower back..
Jay: *chuckles* what's up ma..what's all this for!?
Rihanna: I just wanted to thank you for helping me with my dreams jay! *places her arms around his neck* ..I never thought I be sitting here working with the best rapper alive *giggles*
Jay: *smirks*..it's cool ma...I mean when I saw you I knew you would be just what roc nation needed! *looks her in her eyes*
Rihanna looks jay back into his eyes...slowly they start to move in closer to one another..
(Beys Car)
Bey finally arrives back at the studio about 30 minutes later..she walks into the building..
Jessica: oh hey Mrs. Carter...Mr.Carter just walked in..you want me to call him down?
Bey: No thank you..I'll just go up he knows I'm here!
Jessica: okay *smiles*
Bey gets on the elevator and presses floor 12...she figured he might be in his office so she stops by there first..but when bey doesn't see jay..she knew he was nowhere else but in the studio...she gets back on the elevator and presses floor 20... Bey steps out and looks around...she sees two figures in the studio but can't make them out..she knows one is jay...bey places her hand on the door and opens it.
TBC......
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