Chapter 4

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Something Unexpected!

It was the next morning after junior became a witness to bey and jays sex escapade..bey had woken up early around 9 o'clock to call solange and get her help...she didn't know what she'd tell junior feeling so ashamed..so she looked to solange to hopefully give her some good advice on how to handle this ..luckily solo was up when bey called...and when she spilled the tea on what had happened..solo told her to wait to tell her the rest when she got there..this story was gonna be good and solange wanted the full effect..15 minutes after solo hung up with bey....she found herself sitting at bey and jays dining room table hardly being able to control herself she was laughing so hard...


Solo: Well did he actually see y'all doing anything thu?!
Bey: He saw us doing EVERYTHING solo! I feel so embarrassed!! I don't know what im gonna tell him...that's why i asked you to come over early so i could get some advice before he wakes up!
Solo: *chuckles*...i remember when julez walked in on me and his daddy one night!
Bey: oh my god solo you never told me about that!..How come?!
Solo: because..it was the most embarrassing moment of my life and i didn't want ANYONE to know about it! Its enough mama already know!
Bey: oh so you can tell ma but you can't tell your big sis?!
Solo: i didn't tell her bey! Julez big mouthed ass told her what happened! I was so mad at him that day, but i couldn't blame him for telling her!
Bey: *laughing*..you know he's just like you right?!
Solo: Yeah i do! *jokingly*..and i don't know if that's a good thing *giggles*
Bey: *sits up*..so tell me what happened when julez walked in on you?!

Solo got up from the table and walked over to the couch where bey was sitting....she sat down, took another sip of her orange juice and then looked at bey..

Solo: i was giving Daniel head and..*turns red*..oh my god this is embarrassing!......he was cumming in my mouth when i turned to the side and saw julez just standing by the door staring at us!!
Bey: O.O oh my god Solllaannngggee!!!!
Solo: It was so horrible bey..and then to top it all off..i couldn't swallow it fast enough to tell julez to close the door and choked on it!!
Bey: oh shit solo!! My poor nephew!!
Solo: *shaking her head*..im still ashamed of it till this day! I know i scarred my son..this is something that will forever be in his mind!
Bey: Well i think your story may be a little bit more crazier than mine! What'd he say to you afterwards?
Solo: well i was completely naked and made my way around the bed to hide..after Daniel tucked his dick back in his boxers he brought julez back to his room! He said he didn't say anything at all just laid back down sort of in shock! I asked mama what he told her but you know how she is..she was all like.."that's between her and julez"..ch!
Bey: *laughs*..my poor poor nephew..no wonder he's always asking questions about body parts! *side eyes solo*
Solo: look its not my fault..i told Daniels dumb ass to make sure the door was locked! None of that would of happened if it had been! But enough about me! tell me what happened with y'all and my nephew?!

Bey took a deep breathe and sat back on the couch...solo could already see the embarrassment on her face as she was about to speak..

Bey: Well me and jay were having sex last night and we were going at it! All of a sudden i felt something hitting my leg and it scared me so i jumped..when me and jay looked back, there junior was just staring at us with the same look im pretty sure julez had!
Solo: were you guys covered up?
Bey: some of us but we were all over the place so i know jays ass had to have been out for him to see!
Solo: Well..that's not really that bad thu! I mean when you think about it he could've walked in on y'all doing what me and Daniel were doing! *sips orange juice*
Bey: you're right, but at the same time solo i know junior is gonna wake up wanting to know about what he saw..so what do i tell him?

just when solo was about to give her advice jay came walking down the stairs holding junior...they had both just woken up and were looking for bey..

Jay: there you are..*walking down the stairs*..me and lil man were looking for our favorite woman!
Bey: *smiles and meets them*..heeyy baby! *kisses junior*
Junior: hey mommy!..*sees solo*..heeeyy aunty!!
Solo: *smiles and takes julez*..hey baby..how's nanny's favorite nephew?!
Junior: i mished you aunty!
Solo: i missed you too!
Bey: *kisses jay and smiles at him seductively*..did you sleep well?
Jay: *blushing*..oh i slept a lil too well..*chuckles*..you hungry?
Junior: I am daddy!
Jay: aight well why don't we go and hook up some breakfast for mommy and aunty solo!
junior: okay..

so junior and jay left the ladies and went into the kitchen..jay started getting real into making sure breakfast was perfect for bey and sort of forgot about junior standing there in the kitchen with him and so junior ran back into the living room with bey and solo...

Jay: *yelling from the kitchen*..Bey babe could you come here real quick?!
Bey: comin bae!

bey got up and met jay..leaving solo and junior by themselves..junior walked up to solo unexpectedly and looked right in her face..

Solo: whats up lil man..you okay?
Junior: aunty i have a question?

(Solo)
when junior said that i just knew he was about to ask me about seeing bey and jay last night! Julez did the same thing when he told mama about me and dan!

Solo: what is it baby?
Junior: why daddy get on top of mommy at night?
Solo: *nearly choking on her orange juice*..um well junior...you see..*thinks of something*..they were just hugging!
Junior: but aunty daddy was moving and mommy was screaming!

solo had no clue of what to say to junior..you would think she did but he caught her off guard and she had no time to think about anything..

Solo: *yelling from the living room*..Thu get in here please and now!!
Bey: *walking into the living room with a quickness*..what is it solo..everything okay?!
Solo: junior go and meet your dad while i talk to mommy for a second okay!
Junior: okay aunty! *runs off*

junior went into the kitchen and solo watched as he disappeared..as soon as she didn't see him anymore she looked back at bey...

Solo: thu guess what i just got asked by my nephew...your son?!
Bey: oh my god what solo?
Solo: he came up to me catching me way off guard and asked.."why jay be on top of you at night"
Bey: *turns red*..solo he didn't! i thought he forgot about it since he wasn't saying anything!
Solo: chile kids never forget! he was just waiting for the right time to ask somebody!
Bey: what's you tell him when he asked?
Solo: well i just told him that jay was hugging you!
Bey: that's the same exact thing jay told him solo really?!..You could've came up with something better!
Solo: look bey..he caught me off guard i wasn't expecting his question! I told him the first thing that came to mind!
Bey: well..what'd he say after that?
Solo: *chuckles*..he asked.."why was jay moving and you screaming"
Bey: :-O
Solo: *laughs*..that boy aint no fool! he knows that y'all weren't just hugging bey!
Bey: oh my god solo this is bad! i need to find a way to explain this to him!
Solo: well i hope you do soon because he's just gonna keep asking everybody those questions until he hears the truth!

jay came out into the living room and told everyone breakfast was ready...bey told solo to go ahead with junior so that she could tell jay about what had just happened! He was just as shocked as bey was hearing that junior had asked solo about them having sex....breakfast was sort of awkward for bey..junior kept staring and her and jay the whole time..it was like he was trying to figure something out in his little child mind..

Solo: well y'all..thanks so much for breakfast but i have to leave now!..i have an appointment in 2hours and then i have a meeting with julez teacher!
Bey: whats going on with him?
Solo: girl something about they caught him and another little girl kissing behind a bush at recess..so now i have to have a meeting with them to decide on the punishment!
Jay: *chuckling*..lil man macking already huh!
Bey: *hits jay*..that's not funny babe..he doesn't need to be going around kissing on girls at his age!
Solo: well personally i think that lil fast ass girl kissed him! but i'll let you know how everything goes when i get there..ill see y'all later..*kisses junior*..bye lil man..*hugs jay*..bye bro! *kisses bey*..love you sis!
Bey: okay solo..be careful and call me later!
Solo: Okay! *walking out the door*

(3 hours later)
jay had stepped out to take care of some business in the studio...Kelly came over to get junior for the day since she was finally free and could spend time with her nephew! Bey was sitting home alone and bored to death...she had nothing to do and wanted to get out of the house and so she got dressed..and called her best friend Gwen after she was done..

Gwen: hey bey whats going on?
Bey: gwen save me please! im so bored! *laughs*
Gwen: well you're just in luck sister...moms got apple for the next 3 days so im free! Actually im glad you called me!
Bey: Really?! well this is perfect! give me 20 ill be there!
Gwen: okay bye girl!

Bey sprung up from the couch in excitement finally having a reason to leave the house...she grabbed her phone, purse, and headed over to Gwens house...

Gwen: *sits down*..so what do you have in mind to do?
Bey: i don't know! Its been a minute since i just let loose and had a really good time! I wanna do that!
Gwen: Oh my god you are gonna love me for this bey!
Bey: what? what is it?!
Gwen: well..i have some friends and they're like all into throwing raves and what not!
Bey: raves huh...*getting interested*...go on!
Gwen: well..they just so happen to be having one tonight at Club Electric in Jersey...he invited me to go and i wasn't but since i have you..you down?!

(Bey)
i really didn't know what to think when Gwen mentioned a rave...i mean I've heard of them before but to be in the middle of one would be crazy..especially for us!

Bey: have you ever gone to one before?
Gwen: yeah girl..i used to hit raves all the time in college and still do now!
Bey: Chris doesn't have a problem with you going to these things?
Gwen: actually he goes with me! Its something we like to do! We disguise ourselves so we don't get noticed by anyone and just go and have a great time!
Bey: wow..me and jay should do something like that!
Gwen: Oh my god..why don't we all go? Me and Chris and you and jay!
Bey: *cheeses*..we are gonna have a good time tonight my friend..*chuckles while high fiving gwen*..
Gwen: you just wait and see how much fun you'll have this will be crazy! I'm telling you!!

so bey and Gwen talked a little more about their plans and taking jay and Chris with them..bey called Kelly and asked her to keep junior until the morning and then later called jay to tell him about the plans..he was kind of hesitant but agreed to hit the rave with Gwen and Chris..

(11pm that Night)

Bey: you ready babe?
Jay: *walking out of the bathroom*...how do i look?

bey looked jay up and down giggling at the sight of him..

Jay: what?! whats wrong with my outfit?!
Bey: Nothing babe you look sexy! But i thought we were supposed to wear a disguise?!
Jay: what im not disguised enough in this?
Bey: baby..a black t-shirt with black pants and shoes isn't exactly a disguise for you! You were that on a daily basis almost!
Jay: well look..im comfortable in this..besides its a rave..it'll be dark and i don't think anyone will recognize me! What about what you have on?

Bey had on some hipster jeans with the tears going down the legs..she wore a black shirt that fell off to her left side exposing her left shoulder..her favorite black fedora rested on her curly hair as she slid on her black raybanes to hide her eyes!

Bey: whats wrong with what i have on?
Jay: nothing! its perfect babe! You just make sure you don't lose me in this big ass crowd of people we about to hit!
Bey: ill be behind you every step babe..*kisses jay and smiles*

Gwen and Chris finally pulled up to the carters residence and bey and jay walked out..they were excited and ready to explore the rave world and have a great time dancing and listening to music...as they pulled up bey noticed Chris hand Gwen a very small and round item that looked like some sort of pill..

Gwen: okay you guys ready?
Bey: yes! *gets out*..this is so live omg!
Chris: wait until we hit the inside..*chuckles*
Bey: *pulls Gwen closer to her*..hey what was that Chris handed you in the car?
Gwen: oh he gave me an ex pill..we both take one when we go to these things...it makes the experience way better! you wanna take one?!

bey was sort of hesitant on taking the ex pill....she had never done such a thing before and didn't know if jay would've been down for it...the next thing you know jay was walking up to her with one in his hand..

Bey: oh my god jay you take those?
Jay: i used to when i would perform and stuff..but i haven't taken one in a while! Are you okay with this? I won't take it if you're not bey!
Bey: No its okay...go ahead..we're supposed to be having fun tonight right?
Jay: yeah..but i can have fun without it..if it bothers you in any way!

bey walked over to gwen and asked her for one of the pills...she took it as soon as gwen dropped it in her hand and walked back over to jay..

Bey: *holds out hand*..you ready?!
Jay: lets go!

TBC......

Flashbacks!

Bey walked over and flopped down onto the couch right next to jay who was eating a sandwich and watching the movie The Wood.. 

Bey: your mothers bringing junior back today right babe?
Jay: *takes a bite of his sandwich*..na we going pick him up!
Bey: oh okay..*looks at the tv*..babe whats this you're watching?
Jay: oh my god bey you never saw "the Wood" before?
Bey: *thinks*..oh yeah i have seen this!

Bey started getting into the movie with jay and the scene came on when slim was practicing his sexy dance moves with a stuffed animal and his mother and younger brother walked in...anyways this scene made jay laugh extra hard but more than he should've been..

Bey: *laughing*..babe is it really that funny?! you're about to choke on your sandwich!
Jay: *catching his breathe*..na i was done laughing at the movie..something else funny popped in my head!
Bey: well i wanna know!
Jay: *looks at bey*..you remember the time when i first asked you to come over to my house to meet my family?
Bey: Oh my god jay really?!..that's what you were thinking about? *laughing*..i still can't believe that happened till this day!!

(Flashback)

(Bey)

when i pulled up to jays house..i was a bit nervous..i had only been here a couple times before to get jay but i never went in..i sat in the car for an extra minute making sure i looked alright...i always had to look good if jay was gonna be in my presence!...anyways...i was hoping that we would be alone..i didn't hear any sounds coming from anywhere so i figured we were..i didn't know why jay wanted to meet at his moms house instead of his place, but i didn't look into it either.

Jay: *opening the door*..hey love..*smiles*..i been waiting for you!
Bey: *smiles*..hey baby..i got here as fast as i could! 

(Bey)

as i walked closer to jay he was looking soo damn good to me...he invited me in and as i walked past him he gave me a kiss and a very sexy look which turned me all the way on..i automatically assumed that he wanted to have sex and i was so ready for it!!

Jay: *looking at bey*..you okay love?
Bey: *blushes*..yeah im good! *looks jay up and down*
Jay: baby are you blushing? *smiles*
Bey: *turns her head*
Jay: *chuckles*..you know you're sexy right? *shakes his head*..come on..

jay took beys hand and brought her upstairs to his room...

Jay:I have a surprise for you!..why don't you make yourself comfortable..
Bey: *getting excited*..really?! what is it jay tell me!
Jay: just wait baby!

(Bey)

as soon as jay left out of the room i had a feeling he was wanting me to get ready for him and undress myself...he said to give him 5 minutes! while he was gone i started taking all of my clothes off...i just knew we were about to get it in when he got back..

(5 minutes later)

Jay: *yelling from downstairs*..hey bey come down here in the living room babe!
Bey: *yelling back*..okay!

bey figured jay had something special planned for just them two and finished getting undressed...she took everything off leaving only her panties and heels on and began to walk down the stairs sexily as she approached the living room...

(Bey)

I was coming down the stairs all seductively thinking jay was waiting for me when all of a sudden i saw his mother and his sister Annie staring at me with wide eyes shocked to see my naked exposed body standing in their living room!

(Back to reality)

Jay: *laughing his ass off*...bey you can't tell me that wasn't funny as hell! I literally had to move your body back upstairs...you froze up right in front my mom..*laughs harder*
Bey: *giving jay the death stare*..Shawn that was so not funny! I was completely embarrassed! That was my first time seeing your mom and sister and they had to see me like that!
Jay: I understand how you felt..but babe..you have to admit it WAS funny!
Bey: *starts laughing*..yeah it was actually..it took me like 2 months to meet them again and you had to beg me to then!
Jay: i know..*laughs*..but you know my mama never confronted me about it since that day?!
Bey: really?! maybe she just didn't want to..she probably thought we had sex or were about to!
Jay: im pretty sure she thought we did already!..*smirks*

so bey and jay chilled a little while longer and laughed at old memories..they pigged out and acted like teenagers until it was time to get junior...

Jay: *in the car*..so lets do something today!
Bey: like what?
Jay: i don't know...we gone finally be spending time together as a family..lets do something we haven't done in a while!
Bey: *thinks about it*..i know!..we can buy all kinds of junk and rent movies and pig out..lets just be kids with junior today!
Jay: *thinks about it*...aight..im down!..sounds like we have an interesting night ahead of us!
Bey: *chuckles*..why you say that babe?
Jay: because..whenever we do stuff like that..something crazy always happens!

(Flashback 4 months ago)

(Bey)

everybody was over to our house for a get together me and solange planned..we were all sitting around in the living room chatting and clowning around....i looked at junior to check on him when he started walking over..


Junior: mommy?!
Bey: *smiles*..what is it baby?! *pulls junior close to her*

(Bey)

we all got quiet to see what junior was gonna say...he was hesitant when he realized all the attention was on him..

Jay: whats on your mind son?
Junior: *looks at bey*.............when i get bigger..im gonna have a big pee pee like daddy! *smiles*

when junior said this solange laughed so hard..everybody was trying to hold in their laughs including jay..except for bey..she was so red from being embarrassed...she couldn't help but to laugh at what he said though..she just hugged him and said..

Bey: "okay baby.."

(Reality)

Bey: *laughing*..that was so crazy i was NOT expecting that!...i didn't even know what to say and everyone heard him!
Jay: *laughing*...yeah that shit was funny as hell too!...i don't know where he learns things like that..the boy is smart though!
Bey: yeah i think he's too smart..*chuckles*..

Bey and jay had finally made it to mama Glorias house to pick up junior...they said their hellos...and got juniors things..he was beyond excited to see bey..he ran into her arms and latched onto her like his life depended on it...they said their goodbyes and then left..

(Car Ride Home)

Junior: i mish you mommy!
Bey: I missed you too baby..*kisses him*..so me and daddy decided to have movie night tonight!
Junior: *eyes lights up*..yaayyy!! can we get finding nemo mommy?!
Bey: of course sweetheart you can get whatever movie you want!!

jay stopped to the store and they all went in and bought nothing but junk food..they made it home and jay put in finding nemo for the first movie..after they pigged out and watched the movie..jay put in another movie for him and bey that junior ended up falling asleep on..they took him upstairs and continued on with the movie..things got a little heated and bey and jay ended up in their bed..

Bey: *moans*..mmhh..right there jaayyy!!
Jay: *thrusting in and out*..shhh..juniors asleep baby..*thrusts a little faster*
Bey: *bites her lip*..mmmmhhh..

jay was getting it IN with bey...about 15 minutes had passed...bey felt something hitting her foot which made her jump..her and jay quickly looked back and saw their son junior standing at the foot of the bed watching them..jay hopped off bey quickly..and his dick stood at attention exposed for junior to see..he hurried to cover himself with the blanket..

Junior: daddy..what are you doing to mommy?!
Jay: O_O..hey son..i was um..hugging mommy!
Bey: O_O
Junior: *looks at bey and then back at jay*...why were you on mommy daddy?
Jay: *nervous chuckle*..i told you i was giving her a hug son! 
Junior: daddy why your pee pee like that? 

after that question jay didn't have anything to say...all he could do was get out of bed throw his boxers on and put junior back to sleep...him and bey were both stunned and felt ashamed...

Jay: *walking back into the room*..babe would you be mad if i said i was finished?
Bey: *chuckles*..no because i was gonna tell you the same thing!...I can't believe he saw us getting that busy!
Jay: i know right...and he was looking at me like he knew i was lying..*sits on the edge of the bed*
Bey: you think he'll remember this when he wakes back up?
Jay: oh yeah..this is junior we're talking about..he remembers everything!
Bey: *sighs*...i have no idea what to say to him about this! I should call solo in the morning and ask her..you think?
Jay: we gotta do something bey you know he's coming with more questions when he gets up!..
Bey: Okay ill call her first thing..im sure she's had this happen with julez before!
Jay: however we decide to handle this...i think you should talk to him because im not sure I'd explain it the right way! 
Bey: okay!

after bey and jay talked about what had just happened...they cuddled up next to each other....after junior startled their poor nerves and shot their mood..they decided to not finish having sex to avoid future unexpected distractions...

TBC....

Nothing Sex Can't Solve!

Hey readers...i think its time for bey and jay to finally have some time away from the drama..they are just always into too much shit..anyways I've mellowed it down a little...i think I'll stay on this path for just a short while and then bring back the craziness..I'm picking up right where i left off in the last post.. Workaholic...Enjoy!!

 the time is 3am and bey was just getting back home...she was still a little tipsy but sobered up a bit during the ride..bey unlocked the front door and when she walked in...jay was there sitting on the the couch..he still had his slacks and shirt on from his suit just sitting there with his hands together and head down...when he heard bey come in..he looked up at her...she looked back at him and leaned up against the door..jay stood up and started walking over to bey..she watched him as he moved in closer...jay got right up to beys face and stopped for a second..he looked into her eyes and then caressed beys lips with his..

Jay: *kissing beys neck*...i love you..
Bey: *softly moans*..i love you too.

bey dropped her clutch to the floor and took off her heels...the kissing between her and jay got really intense..bey unbuttoned jays shirt and he picked her up..wrapping beys legs around his waist...jay walked over to the stairs and took bey upstairs to their room..

Jay: *takes beys dress off*..you're beautiful..*looks her up & down*
Bey: *smiles & blushes*

bey looked off to the side because she was so flattered and blushing so hard...jay found it cute and turned her head back towards him...he smiled and once again started kissing her passionately....jay finished undressing bey and she undressed him..

Bey: *moans*..i missed you so much jay..*kisses his lips*

Jay didn't say anything...he responded with putting his warm and wet tongue on beys box..beys back came to a complete arch as she let out a deep moan...jay feasted on bey like life depended on it..

Bey: *gasps*...jaayyyy...i can feel it...*moans*...mmh im cumming baby!

Jay slides two fingers inside beys kitty slowly moaning with every stroke he gives her...

Jay: *whispering*..cum for me beyonce...
Bey: ye..ye..yessss aaaahhh...hooo my god jaayyyyy....*moans and whimpers in complete bliss*

Jay stopped and watched beys body tremble as it was coming down from an overpowering orgasm..when she finally opened her eyes back up..jay had moved to the side of her sitting up against the head board..bey got up and kissed jay..

Bey: i love you so much..*kiss*

Jay grabbed beys waist and situated her body on top of his...he placed his lips right in the middle of beys chest kissing and sucking on it..he unsnapped her bra and began teasing bey with his tongue...her nipples protruded outwards as jay circled around them slowly and softly...bey rubbed his head and moaned as her body caught chills with every circle..jay finally pulled out his penis...bey lifted herself with her knees so that jay could situate himself inside her...he had to do some pushing but he finally made it through...bey let out a loud moan as she slid up and down opening herself up to fit jays size once again...it had been one month too long since they made love and bey needed every second of it...

Jay: *wrapping his arms around bey*...mmmmh shit bey...*moans*...just like that!
Bey: *riding jay*...mmh..jay you're so perfect...uuuhhhh...

Jay slapped beys ass and watched her as she put in work...they made love for hours lost in their own world ..at the end of the day jay wasn't worried about what was going on around them as long as he was able to spend time with bey...he loved her so much and would do anything for her...

Bey: *falls off jay onto the bed*..mmh jay! *catching her breathe*..you're so amazing!
Jay: *smiles and kisses her*...you're even more amazing bey!

jay and bey finally came down off their sexual high and took a shower together..they got dressed and went downstairs to chill and watch tv...beys phone started ringing and she got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen to answer it...jay found it odd considering she answers her phone in front of him any other time he didn't get upset or anything...but he felt some kind of way about that and wanted to ask bey about it..after about 10 minutes she came back into the living room and sat back down...

Jay: *looking at bey*..who was that?!
Bey: *side eyes jay*..it was no one!
Jay: i don't believe you were talking to no one for 10 minutes bey..come on who was it?
Bey: it doesn't really matter babe..

jay saw how bey was trying to avoid answering the question..so he just came out and asked beyonce about Lyndell...

Jay: *sitting up*..bey i need to talk to you about something! *turns the tv down*
Bey: *looking at jay* what is it?
Jay: the other day when i went to turn you phone on silent a text came through...i know it was none of my business and i shouldn't have looked through your phone, but i saw ol dudes name and had to check it out!
Bey: okay..*stands up and crosses her arms*..what are you getting at?
Jay: i think you know what im talking about beyonce! I saw Lyndells name and the text message said you transferred $5k to the nigga!! In jail!

(Bey)

I got so nervous...i had no idea what to say...if i told him the truth he'd be mad and if i lied he'd still be mad because he would know im lying...ugh im just gonna be completely honest with him..after this morning i don't wanna ruin the mood between us right now!

Bey: *sits back down*..jay...Lyndell got in touch with me through some officers he became cool with in prison!
Jay: o_O seriously?
Bey: yes..he's a trustee inmate now which means they allow  him to do more things around the prison!
Jay: bey i know what a trustee inmate is...can't you get to the point love!
Bey: okay..anyways..he was able to call me and we talked for a minute..i was gonna hang up on him but he begged me to just listen for a second...after we caught up, he asked me to send him some money...
Jay: and so you felt like you had to send him some?
Bey: No jay! he said that he's sorry how things ended up and I'm the only person he has to depend on right now! He said if i sent him something that it would be the last call i ever get from him and so i agreed!
Jay: oh..well that explains it!..but 5g's though bey?! what could a guy possibly need with all that in jail?
Bey: well he actually only asked for $500 but, i figured since he's gonna be in there a long time why not give him a little extra!
Jay: *shaking his head*..you're too nice sometimes bey..you can't be like that with everybody!
Bey: well that's something i can't help..its just in me to be kind and generous!

jay took beys hand and placed a kiss on it..he then kissed her on her cheek softly and said..

Jay: thank you for being honest with me baby!
Bey: so you're not mad that i sent him money?
Jay: well i was to tell you the truth..but since you let me know how it came about im not tripping! But there's still one thing i wanna know?
Bey: *smiling*..whats that?
Jay: who were you just on the phone with a few minutes ago?
Bey: it was Lyndell...he called to tell me thank you and that he wouldn't' be bothering me again!
Jay: oh okay..one more thing bey?!
Bey: what now?
Jay: work?!...i need you to slow down and come back to your family for a while beyonce! your son needs you...I need you!

bey looked down and looked back up at jay..she smiled as juniors face popped into her head..

Bey: okay baby...im really gonna cut back and spend more time with y'all! I don't know why i became such a workaholic but, that's not gonna be me anymore..I promise!
Jay: you sure about that promise? ima hold you to it and I'm really gonna be upset if you break it this time bey!
Bey: I promise jay..*looking in his eyes*...thanks to you...i realized how bad i was neglecting my own child and husband...you put me in check and that's what i needed because i was becoming something else!
Jay: well im glad you realized that babe..and im here for you all the way okay..i just want you to be here with me too!
Bey: *kisses jay*..i am baby trust me!
Jay: *kisses bey*..I do..*smiles*

TBC....

Workaholic!

New Month...New Direction...New Post...Enjoy!!

Jay sat down and grabbed the blunt from solo...it had been a long day and a couple blows is exactly what he needed...its Friday evening and jay had come home from working with his new artist Rita Ora...he found solange messing around and rolling a blunt in him and beys home studio and joined her...the kids were with mama Tina and mama Gloria..and bey was in the city busy with work....jay and beyonce had sort of been on bad terms the past day because she had been working extra hours and spending less time with him and junior...jay wasn't feeling it and him and bey had an argument about it....since then they've been kind of silent with each other...

Solo: so you and bey still mad at each other? *passes blunt to jay*
Jay: well..she really has no reason to be mad at me! I on the other hand have every reason to be upset with her!
Solo: why you just don't talk to her jay? I hate when y'all act this way with each other! It affects all of us believe it or not!
Jay: *passes blunt back to solo*..I have talked with her solo...on different occasions and its like she's not hearing me! she's seen her son twice this week solo....twice!!
Solo: damn are you serious jay?
Jay: yea! *puffs blunt*..junior asks where she is all the time...its hurtful to see the look in his eyes when i tell him!..*passes blunt*
Solo: *shaking her head* this is getting too out of hand!..I wonder whats going on with bey..this really isn't like her!
Jay: I don't know..but I'm supposed to go to this event with her tonight..I'm not really down for it because we haven't really been on speaking terms since yesterday, but its important to her so ima be there!
Solo: well its not my business but, if you want me to talk to her about it or anything just let me know!
Jay: thanks solo..i will!

Jay and solo finished the blunt and continued talking for a little while longer..they both got hungry and decided to go out and grab a bite to eat...about 30 minutes after they left the house...bey had came back home..she'd just got done with a photo shoot and was still in full make-up....bey noticed it was a little more quiet than usual so she walked around and called jays name..when he didn't answer..she flopped down on the couch and let out a deep sigh..while pulling her phone out..

(Text Convo - Bey & Jay)

Bey: Hey where you at?

Jay: I'm out eating with solo. you home?

Bey: yeah im here..what y'all eating?

Jay: popeyes! you want something?

Bey: yes please and thank you.

Jay: aight..we gone be there in about 20 minutes.

Bey: okay

20 minutes had come and gone and bey finally heard solo and jay pull up outside..she walked over to the door and opened it..she watched jay as he got her food out of the back seat and thought about how much she missed him since she had been working so much....jay sounded okay in the text messages so bey figured that he had forgiven her until, everyone went into the house and sat down to eat except  jay!....he walked over to the table and ate his food sitting by himself..

Solo: why you all the way over there jay?!
Jay: No reason..i just wanted to eat at the table!
Bey: are you over there because you don't wanna sit by me?

Jay looked at bey and then continued eating his food...he was still upset with her about working all the time and he clearly wasn't gonna let her forget that until she did something about it! Bey got a little upset and suddenly lost her appetite..she pushed her plate away and ran upstairs..

Solo: come on jay..stop acting so childish!
Jay: how am i acting childish solo?
Solo: you not even talking to her about it...I know you said you have before but some things you have to keep working at! When bey is upset about something working is her way of getting over it or getting her mind off of it for the moment..you need to see whats bothering her jay! Don't just shut her out because the problem could be deeper than you think!

Jay soaked in all of solos words and thought long and hard about what she'd said...he realized that he WAS acting very childish and that he should be more of a husband and work things out with bey..jay wiped his hands and sat back in his chair...

(Jay)
I had to think for a minute about what i was gonna tell bey when i went up there...solo was right but at the same time bey needs to realize her mistakes...if there IS a problem..then she should talk to me about it..not go off and work all kind of hours staying away from her family! *sighs*..I hope this gets better and not worse! *gets up*

Solo: you going talk to her?
Jay: yeah i guess ill go and get to the bottom of this!
Solo: Good! don't let me hold you back go on..

Jay pulled his phone out, turned it on silent and then proceeded upstairs...bey was in the bathroom when he entered their room and so he waited...while jay waited he closed beys laptop and turned off the tv..he didn't' want anything distracting them from the conversation they were about to have....jay found beys phone and went to turn it on silent when she received a text message...it was a computerized text message from her bank letting her know that $5000 that had been taken from her account a week ago was finally processed and transferred to the Houston Correctional facility for Lyndell Locke! Jay was quite confused by the text and wondered immediately what bey had been up to! He decided to not confront her about this just yet though considering they had bigger problems to worry about....jay continued with turning her phone on silent when bey finally came out of the bathroom...

Bey: what are you doing with my phone? *takes it from jay*
Jay: I was only trying to turn it on silent so we could talk and not be interrupted! *looks at bey in frustration*..Whats with you beyonce? You really haven't been yourself at all these past weeks!
Bey: *sighs*..Nothing Shawn! You're always making things more than they really are! *sits on the bed*
Jay: So I'm Shawn now!..*shakes his head*..
Bey: *rolls her eyes*..look..all I've been doing is working! How have i not been myself just because I've been working? explain that to me!
Jay: Bey i feel like im losing you...its almost like I'm starting to not recognize you or something! The beyonce i know used to make time for her family!...the beyonce i know never used to neglect her son only seeing him twice a week! you know he asks about you all the time?
Bey: *puts her head down*
Jay: yeah you should feel bad...you know he waited up for you Thursday when you promised to bring him to the park, but then you decided to stay a few extra hours in the studio instead!
Bey: i called him that day and checked on him jay! I let him know I'd make it up to him!
Jay: bey we called you! remember you told him you'd call him back...you were in the middle of work?!!....you left junior hanging!! he literally cried himself to sleep that afternoon!

(Bey)
i felt my heart become heavy and my eyes filled with tears while jay was telling me about junior...i didn't even realize how badly i was neglecting my own child! I felt so bad and honestly i didn't know at all what to think of any of this! What is wrong with me?

Bey: *trying to hold back tears*..jay im so sorry!
Jay: don't tell me tell it to your son! I think i can deal with this a little better than he can right now!
Bey: *starts crying*..i don't know whats wrong with me jay!
Jay: ch..tell me about it! I saw you 4 times last week beyonce.......4! I was lucky to get one more than that this week and that was only because i came to see you at work! Can you imagine how junior feels hardly seeing his mother?!

by this time jay had bey in tears...he wasn't purposely trying to make her feel bad..jay just wanted bey to realize her actions and to see how they were tearing her family apart...as bey rested her elbows on her legs..she placed her head inside her hands...she began balling in tears when jay walked over to her and kneeled..

Jay: baby..*moving beys hands*..baby tell me whats wrong?..why do you feel the need to work so much again? Is something bothering you? Is it me?
Bey: *sniff*..no jay..i just.....i just..
Jay: you just what bey?...

bey couldn't get her words out...she just sat there on the bed completely disturbed and upset at what jay had just told her...jay stood back up in front of bey and put his hands inside his pockets..

Jay: look bey..as much as it hurts to see my wife crying like this i won't sit here and have any sympathy for you! I've tried too long and too hard to make this work situation with you work out and not only are you NOT meeting me half way...you just don't seem to have a care in the world these days! Junior needs his mother and i miss my wife...and not this workaholic drone I've been seeing....I'm talking about the woman who i  used to know..the Beyonce i used to love being around! *walks by the door*..ima go and let you think about all this for a while..ill be at kanyes if  you need me..*walks out*

Jay walked out of the room and closed the door...bey sat there still crying and upset with herself...when jay made it downstairs solo was watching tv waiting on him and bey..

Solo: hey where you going jay?..How did the talk go?
Jay: i don't even really know to be honest! Beys pretty upset so ima just give her some time...I need to bounce though..tell bey ill be back in time for the event!

jay left the house and solo went up to their room afterwards...she tried checking on bey but she had locked herself in the room by the time solo came up there..

Solo: *knocking on the door softly*..thu..you okay sweetie?

Bey never answered but solo could hear her crying from behind the door..

Solo: listen thu im not gonna leave you hear by yourself until i make sure you're okay! let me know something thu please!

Bey still never said anything so solange went back downstairs...she didn't wanna leave bey alone in the state that she was in so she stayed at the house and chilled...

(5 hours later that evening)

bey was in her and jays room showering and getting herself together for the event...jay had gone into the guest bedroom to get himself together...he was ready in an hour and about 30 minutes after that bey was ready...she walked out of the room in a long black strapless flowing dress..her hair was beautifully curled and her make-up done perfectly...she had on red bottom 6 inch heals which allowed for her to meet jays height..

(Jay)
Bey looked so beautiful when i saw her come out of the room...i mean she's always beautiful but she was just extra gorgeous tonight...even though things weren't going to well and I was still wondering why bey was sending Lyndell money?!...i decided to put that all behind us and have a good time tonight...this was important to bey and i didn't wanna mess it up with our personal issues!

(Bey)
jay looked so handsome standing by the door...i haven't seen him like this in a good minute...i suppose that's all my fault since i have been working a lot lately! *sighs* he's so sexy in that Armani suit..*looking jay up and down*..i hope we can get through this night peacefully.

Jay glanced at bey a few more moments and walked over to her...he stuck out his arm for her to grab and said..

Jay: you look beautiful this evening bey!
Bey: thank you..*smiles*..and you look very handsome yourself!
Jay: *smirks*..thanks!

Jay was a gentleman and escorted bey to the car...he helped her in and closed her door...after he got in himself the driver took them to the event which lasted about 2 hours and then they were taken to the party that followed after the event...as the night passed by jay was kind of distant and stayed to himself...bey was busy mingling and talking to people when she noticed jay by the bar all alone...she decided to take a break from the crowd and join her husband..

Bey: *walking up to jay*..so you enjoying the party?
Jay: *drinks the last of his drink down*..its alright!...im not really that into it though!
Bey: well that's because you're isolating yourself...why don't you mingle a bit?!
Jay: bey I came here with you..I'm not interested in mingling right now!
Bey: *rolls her eyes*..whatever I guess jay!

Bey walked off and went right back into mingling with people while jay stayed at the bar and watched her...he threw back a couple more shots and then suddenly the thought of bey sending Lyndell money popped back into his mind...now jay did say that he was gonna leave the problems behind for the night but after a few drinks ..that line went right out the window and jay walked over to confront bey about it..

Jay: *walking up to bey*..Beyonce?!.............Beyonce?!!

Bey was so busy talking and laughing that she didn't hear jay...he called her name a second time but louder which caught her attention and the attention of a couple others..bey looked at jay with a death stare on her face..not only was she embarrassed by his actions, she could tell jay was drunk and was sure other people could as well...bey walked up closer to jay..

Bey: *whispering*..jay what are you doing?!
Jay: *Drunk*...Beyonce I need to talk with you!
Bey: not now jay! Not here!
Jay: *sarcastically*...right..I forgot your work comes first!
Bey: *getting upset*..seriously jay can you cut the bullshit out! *looks around*
Jay: ch..whatever I'm done..*walks off*

Bey watched jay as he walked further and further away from her out the door...she shook her head in frustration and grabbed another glass of champagne completely chugging it within seconds....she grabbed another glass right after that and walked off into the crowd...

TBC....

Controversy!

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Bey: Oh my god Michael..what are you doing here?!
Michael: I came to talk with you beyonce..*walks in the house*..and I'm not leaving until we do!
Bey: whoa..*pushing Michael back with her hand*..you cannot be here right now Michael..i told you jay was back!..what is there to talk about anyways?
Michael: bey..*smirks*..come on its me! Michael!...why you acting like this towards me all of a sudden?!
Bey: look im sorry okay..I've just been under some stress lately and i really don't want jay to see you....can you just go please?!

Just then jay walked out of the kitchen and stopped dead in his tracks once he realized Michael was standing by the door..he looked at bey..

Jay: whats going on?..why is he here?!
Michael: look man im not tryna cause no drama or anything i just wanted to come and talk to my friend!
Jay: *attitude*.. what is there for y'all to talk about?...she told you she couldn't make it tonight so why are you still bothering her?!
Bey: Jay!!
Jay: *looks at bey*..na bey i don't like this dude!..he needs to bounce before i make him! *looks back at Michael*..i know he up to no good!
Bey: jay please!...just give me 5 minutes to talk to him baby that's all im asking?!

bey was more nervous than a little bit..she didn't want Michael and Jay to end up fighting and knew it was up to her to calm jay down...jay was focused and zoned out on Michael..bey had to literally get in his face to try and pull his attention towards her...she finally got him to look down at her..

Bey: baby come on..don't make this more than what it has to be!....just give us 5 minutes and he'll leave after that i promise okay!?

Not a minute after bey said that..solo, junior, and julez came running through the door..

Solo: hey yall wassup!
Jay: 5 minutes bey..*walks off pissed*
Solo: um okay...whats up with jay thu?
Bey: *rolls her eyes*..he's just upset right now!
Bey: *sighs and turns back towards michael*...why'd you come here?..you're just tryna bring me problems aren't you!
Michael: beyonce you know im not here for that..i would never want to cause problems for you love!..

solo knew something more was up and didn't want the kids to be seeing any of this going on...so she went ahead and took junior and julez upstairs to get junior more clothes..while bey was left talking with michael downstairs..

Bey: why would you come here after I told you jay was back?
Michael: look i know it was a bad idea but i wanted to talk to you beyonce...I have some things i need to say to you and like i said..i won't leave until they're said!

Michael looked up and noticed jay mugging him off in the distance...this made him nervous and really uncomfortable..

Michael: can we go and talk in private?
Bey: we can go outside..and you have 3 minutes left to talk just to let you know!
Michael: *walking outside*..damn i just don't understand why im getting this kind of treatment now when a couple days ago you were perfectly fine with me being around!
Bey: Michael.. you came here unannounced after i told you my husband was back!..why wouldn't i be upset with you?!..you could've started something you wouldn't have been able to finish!!
Michael: im sorry bey...i just had to come down here and...and do this..*grabs beys face and kisses her*
Bey: *pushes michael back & slaps him*..what the hell is your problem?!..You have really just lost your damn mind michael! *wiping her lips*
Michael: you know you could've just pushed me and kept the slap to yourself! *rubbing his face*
Bey: well you know you could've not shown up here but you did anyway!
Michael: beyonce I've loved you for a long time now and it really hurts for you to act like this with me!
Bey: My God Michael..i am married for the billionth time..*holds up her ice glacier on her ring finger*..what don't you understand about that?
Michael: *getting upset*..i don't give a damn about him bey!..All i care about is me and you!
Bey: seriously..i think its time for you to go!..I think that you have a problem and i think this should be the last time you ever show up at my home again and disrespect me AND my husband!..*crosses arms*
Michael: so that's how its gone be beyonce?!
Bey: Michael that's how you made it!...Now please..can you get in your car and leave!

Michael looked into beys eyes and saw how serious she was about what she was telling him...he was so hurt that she was treating him this way but at the same time he was wrong for every action he had taken since showing up at bey and jays house..especially trying to pull off that kiss....he knew bey was done with him for good!

Michael: i guess i'll see you around then..*walks off to his car*

bey watched as he pulled off and just shook her head...after he was gone bey stood in the driveway a few more moments gathering herself...she walked back into the house and went right upstairs without saying anything to anyone...solo and jay just looked at each other both wondering what was said between bey and michael..

Jay: i think ima go and try to talk to her..
Solo: na i think you should give her some time...she seemed a little upset!
Jay: ........man solo i have no idea how to feel about this right now!...i mean my wife was hangin with some other dude..and now it seems like she's in there upset behind him...what the hell is going on?! *puts his head in his hands*
Solo: Julez you and junior go to his toy room and play for a bit okay!
Julez: okay ma..*takes juniors hand*..come on cuz!

solo watched the boys go to the play room and made sure they were all the way in there before continuing her conversation with jay..

Solo: jay im sure its not what you thinking it is!..Bey and I both have been knowing michael for years and he is really just a good friend of hers!
Jay: okay but if they just friends..why is this getting to bey like it is?..No "friend" would be that upset behind another friend in this same situation!
Solo: i mean jay she just had to throw her friend to the curb for being ignorant...they go way back!..wouldn't you be very upset if you had to tell ty ty that he couldn't come around anymore or anything?!
Jay: that's not the same though solo..Ive hung around ty ty damn near every single day of my life since we became friends...bey just started hanging with ol dude after i left!
Solo: well there she is..*looking up at bey walking down the stairs*..talk to her about it!

solo got up and called the boys to come back out...she walked over to bey and gave her a kiss and hug..

Solo: you gone be alright sis?
Bey: *smiling*..yeah im good now...y'all about to leave?
Solo: yeah i need to stop by the store and pick them up something to eat...but ima call you later so make sure you answer okay!
Bey: alright..i love you!..*picks up junior*..and you be a good..mommy loves you too okay!
Junior: i luh you mommy..*kisses bey on her cheek* (awww)

jay got up and walked over to where bey, solo, and the boys were...he gave solo a hug and julez and then grabbed junior from bey..

Jay: aight lil man you be good for us okay!...daddy gone be waiting on you when you come back!
Junior: okay..luh you daddy!
Jay: love you too!

solo took the boys and they finally left...jay closed and locked the door and immediately there was a dead silence in the house...bey walked over by the couch and sat down with her arms crossed..she was still upset about what had happened earlier...

Jay: *walks over by bey and sits down*...you okay?
Bey: yeah I'll be alright!
Jay: *thinks for a second*............look bey i need you to tell me whats going on for real! I mean i know you told me everything already but why this dude got you all upset like this?...*looks at bey*

(Bey)
I was so stressed from today alone I just couldn't take it anymore...i wasn't gonna try and sugar coat anything or go around the world with it..

Bey: he kissed me jay!
Jay: What?!!!..why didn't yo-..*interrupted*
Bey: jay calm down!...i took care of it already!
Jay: *pissed*..took care of it how?!
Bey: i slapped him pretty hard after he did it...i was kind of shocked that he actually went there while you were here!
Jay: Yeah he knew better than to do that shit while i was looking!..I wish i would've caught that nigga!!
Bey: well..i told him never to come back around me anymore so..
Jay: why you sound so down about it?
Bey: *shrugs*..i don't know...i guess cause he was a good friend and i didn't expect that from him!
Jay: well..I'm glad you set him straight!..ch & you good cause I wouldve beat his ass!
Bey: *just looks at jay*...

They both sat there in silence for a couple of minutes and then jay finally got up..he walked in front of bey and took her hand...she looked at him wondering what he was up to..

Bey: what are you doing jay?
Jay: just follow me bey!

Jay had taken bey upstairs to their bedroom..he stopped and faced bey..looking her into her eyes as she stared back..jay and bey start to make out and as they get heated, clothes come off and the sheets pull back..

Bey: jay..I love you..
Jay: I love you to Beyonce!

They start passionately kissing again...and then.........

TBC.......

What's Going On?

(To my readers) I'm terribly sorry I haven't been updating lately guys...it is not my intentions to have long pauses between each post but school and work are the story of my life right now and I've just been stupidly busy..Thanks for reading & I hope you all enjoy this post!

Bey walked in the house and quickly shut the door closing it in jays face...as she walked off jay came in looking pressed..

Jay: Really beyonce?!..*closing the door*..that was real childish!

bey didn't say anything back to him..she continued upstairs and jay followed after her..

Jay: *walking into their bedroom*..bey can we talk please?
Bey: *silently looks at him*

as you all can tell, beyonce was really upset...If you're just tuning in...jay was suppose to be in Atlanta away for business...but after everything he'd seen on tmz that night jay took it upon himself to head back home without telling bey the next day....bey is upset right now because she had no idea jay was even back!..he never answered her calls or told her he was leaving to come back..so she was completely clueless..if it weren't for solo seeing him at mama Glorias house bey probably still wouldn't have known jay was back..she started to wonder a bit.. 

Bey: *crossing her arms*..why'd you come back so soon?
Jay: well damn..*sarcastically*..i didn't think it would be such a big problem for me to come home to my family a lil earlier than expected! 
Bey: *sits on the bed*..you know that's not how i meant it jay!..
Jay: then why you making such a big deal out of me being back?!..I thought you'd be happy to see me!
Bey: Its not a big deal and i am happy to see you...but you had me worried!...i mean i call your cell a dozen times you don't answer!...i call up the hotel..they tell me you've checked out!..why would you do that and not tell me whats going on jay?! 
Jay: I'm sorry bey...its just...when I saw my wife in the middle of the night on tmz with some other nigga.. it did something to me..I took the jet back as soon as I could!

(Bey) 
when jay said those words i felt my heart slide down to my stomach!...I knew he saw the pictures..Damn It!! Guess i can't be too mad that he just showed up out of no where...I would have too!..ugh..why is this happening?!

Jay: I didn't wanna jump to conclusions like i always do so i figured i would just come home and talk to my wife about it face to face!..I cancelled some very important meetings to do this so im hoping you don't disappoint me bey...I know you wouldn't lie to me..*looks at bey in her eyes*
Bey: Jay..just let me explain before you think something is going on that's not..please!...
Jay: ..just tell me the truth that's all i wanna know!..I mean are you seeing this guy behind my back?! 
Bey: Jay...baby no!...*stands up*..i would never cheat on you..Ever!

bey and jays conversation get interrupted by beys cell phone ringing...its her sister solange calling..

Bey: *answering her phone*...hey solo hold up...*puts her phone down*...she has junior i need to take this really quick!
Jay: go ahead bey..im right here..i aint going anywhere! 

bey stepped out of the room for a moment to take the phone call..as she was on the phone she walked downstairs to the kitchen...

Bey: ..how's junior..is he being good?
Solo: yeah he's fine..him and julez have been clowning all day..*chuckles*...
Bey: *chuckling*..aww..i wish i could be there but you already know my situation..*rolls her eyes* 
Solo: yeah i know...how's that going anyways?!
Bey: well we talking about it now!..i just came downstairs to get some water and talk to you for a minute!
Solo: okay well..im about to take the kids to see a movie and then we might go and eat something if they hungry...that should give y'all at least 2 or 3 more hours! 
Bey: okay..thanks sis!..just call me if you need something!
Solo: you too..love you..*hangs up*

after bey hung up with solo she grabbed her glass of water and walked back upstairs to meet jay...he was in the bathroom so she sat down on the bed and waited for him to come back out..

Jay: *walking out of the bathroom*..you finally ready to talk? 
Bey: *sighs*..jay can you just stop being a smart ass for one minute please?!
Jay:*smirks*...look..im ready to talk whenever you are..im not being smart at all..just tired of waiting!

bey walked over by the window and sat next to the chair by it...jay walked over to beys side of the bed and sat down facing her..she looked up at jay..

Bey: his name is michael...
Jay: when did y'all meet..and how long have y'all been friends?!!
Bey: I'm getting to that if you let me finish jay!
Jay: okay..alright I'm sorry..I'm listening!
Bey: like I was saying...i ran into him a couple days before you left for your trip and we caught up..we went to the same school back in Houston and he lives here doing broadway now....after you left we hung out a couple times..
Jay: what's "hangin out"..what did y'all do?
Bey: we went to dinner a couple of times and a movie...nothing more jay!...it was all innocent!

Jay placed his hands on his head and let out a deep sigh...he wasn't pissed off or anything..he just wasn't cool with the fact that his wife was out with some other man he didn't know while he was away...

Jay: Beyonce going to dinner with some other nigga doesn't sound innocent to me!...maybe when you're single but you're a married woman!
Bey: jay don't do that to me please!..*stands up*..every time I saw him I made it perfectly clear that I was married..don't sit here and make me seem like some whore!
Jay: look..*stands up*..I'm not calling you a whore Beyonce!...I'm just having a hard time believing that he only wanted to have dinner with you!
Bey: so you think I'm lying Shawn!?..*getting upset*..ch..I can't believe this!
Jay: what was he doing at the club with y'all bey?!...I mean they got pictures of y'all coming out of a private room and shit!.. what else would you expect me to think about this?!
Bey: jay i was there with Kelly and Michelle....i had no idea he was gonna be there.. you can't blame me for that!..And i only brought him into a room to tell him us hanging together didn't look right and that we couldn't anymore!...When i walked out the paparazzi were everywhere! They made it look like something it wasn't jay..and you know that's how they do!..we're just friends nothing more!

Bey walked across the room and crossed her arms...she started tearing up a bit..she was angry and very hurt that jay would even think she'd cheat on him..of course bey had to understand why he was feeling this way....with all the pictures and finding out about Michael..she knew jay had every right to be questioning her!.. after a few moments in silence..

Jay:..Have you talked with him since that night at the club?
Bey: *hesitant*..yeah...we um..we were suppose to go out to dinner tonight actually!
Jay: Are you serious Bey?!!
Bey: well i felt i owed him that much...I mean he did help me escape the paparazzi!
Jay: wow..*shaking his head*..why did you even start hangin with him bey?..I know you say that's you're friend but..it's not like you to just go out with anybody friends or not!
Bey: *looks down*..I don't know jay...I just felt like we weren't getting to much time with each other and I was feeling really alone...after you left it was like he popped up out of no where and it felt good to just talk to someone!
Jay: so you feel like I'm not giving you enough attention?
Bey: No I feel like you give me plenty of attention..we just don't get the time to be around each other anymore!....so much drama has been going on these past few months and with junior and work it's like hi and bye every time we see each other now!

Jay walked up closer to bey and pulled her in as close as he could get her to his body....he knew that since the vacation their schedules have been tight and they really haven't been spending a lot of time together as a family..

Jay: baby I'm sorry okay!...from here on out it's gone be about you and junior okay..nothing else!
Bey: you know you've said that before!

Jay pulled back and looked at bey..

Jay: I know I have...I just got kinda side tracked but I promise baby...it's all about me, you, and junior now okay?!
Bey: okay!

When the Carters broke their hug jay started looking around the room..

Bey: what you looking for?
Jay:...where's your phone?
Bey: ..why?..what do want my phone for?
Jay:  just give it to me you'll see! *holds his hand out*

Bey walked over to the bed and grabbed her phone..she was confused as to why jay wanted it and what he was about to do, but she gave it to him anyways...

Jay: whats the password?
Bey: ...it's "pop pop!"
Jay: *chuckling*..Why do you have a password anyway?
Bey: ..I'm around people everyday.. I don't watch my phone at all times!
Jay: that's understandable!..

Jay smirked a little at bey as he scrolled through her contacts in her phone..when he saw Nicki Minaj..he stopped looking confused..

Jay: you have nicki minaj number? o_O...when did that happen?
Bey: she gave it to me when i saw her at the billboard awards!...jay what are you doing with my phone? 

jay continued to scroll some more ignoring bey and found michael (beys friend) number in her contacts...he gave her the phone back..

Jay: *handing bey her phone*.. call him and tell him you can't make it tonight! 
Bey: but jay that would be..*interrupted*
Jay: tell him you can't make it because im here and you're gonna be with me!...

Bey took her phone from jay and pushed the call button...she felt bad for canceling her and Michaels plans, but jay is her husband...she would never turn him down..especially to be with another man!..

Michael: ...*on the phone*..Hey bey wassup?!
Bey: hey Michael!..*hesitant*..um i needed to let you know that I'll have to cancel our dinner tonight! 
Michael: well why bey?..I mean i had everything planned already..what's going on?!
Bey: yeah i know and im sorry Michael..but jay came back and I'll be with him tonight!
Michael: *pissed off*..oh i see!...well i completely understand bey...maybe some other time..*hangs up*
Bey:...Hello?!!.....Michael!!.....ch..he hung up on me! *looks at jay*
Jay: ..well he's upset..i would be too if i couldn't spend my night with the most beautiful woman in the world!
Bey: *blushes*...you're not mad at me?
Jay: I have no reason to be....he was just a friend like you said....i should've known better than to believe the media anyway...im sorry about that love!
Bey: its okay i should've let you know about him...no more secrets i promise!

Jay grabbed beys hand...he pulled her back to him and began to passionately kiss bey on her lips..bey kissed jay as she pushed him back until they both fell onto the bed...bey climbed on top of jay and started making out with him more until her phone started ringing..it was solo again..

Jay: *annoyed*..aww bae come on just leave it!
Bey: I can't jay solo has junior something could be wrong..*climbs off of jay*..Hello?!
Solo: *on the phone*..hey bey you good?!
Bey: well I was about to be..*giggles*..
Solo: aww I'm sorry Sis..I didn't mean to interrupt y'all..*chuckles*..
Bey: it's cool..you have a pass because you have my child!
Solo: I guess girl...but look..we're on our way now....junior started throwing a fit when i said he had to come home so I guess I'll let him stay the night with me!
Bey: are you sure?..you can bring him back he'll just have to get over it!
Solo: na it's good sis..I got it!...we gone come and get him some clothes we about 20 minutes out still!
Bey: okay well thanks love...I'll see y'all in a bit!..*hangs up*

As soon as bey hung up jay called her from downstairs to come and meet him in the kitchen..

Bey: *walking into the kitchen*..wassup babe?
Jay: what'd solo want?
Bey: she was just saying how junior had a fit when she told him it was time to come home!
Jay: aww lil man don't wanna come home..*smirks*..
Bey: I guess not...she said she was gone let him stay the night with her and Julez! They on their way now to get clothes!
Jay: Really?!...her timing couldn't be more perfect!
Bey: what you mean?
Jay: well I made some plans for us for tonight but i wasn't sure if we was gone get to them with junior!
Bey: well I guess her timing was perfect!
Jay: tell me about it!

Jay turned around taking a big bite out of the sandwich he had just made..

Bey: so you made yourself a sandwich and not me?
Jay: oh my bad bae,.I didn't know you wanted one!
Bey: well I guess you wouldn't since you didn't ask!
Jay: oh so you tryna be smart now!
Bey: *jokingly*..oh I been smart boo *chuckling*

Jay continued eating and clowning with bey when the doorbell rang..

Bey: I'll get it..

As bey was walking towards the door she wondered who it could've been..solo would've just walked in or used her key if they door was locked and bey wasn't expecting anyone..she opened the door and..

Bey: Oh my god Michael what are you doing here?!

TBC....

"Friends"

(To the Readers) ~> Do to a lack of stories that are able to be created, I have decided to have Beyonce and Jay-z with only one child, which will be Shawn Junior. Beyonce will no longer be pregnant with a second child from here on out. I did this switch up because it allows me to be more creative as far as my blog goes..I hope this change doesn't upset you all too much..but I promise the stories will be greater because of it!..I thank you all for reading my blogs and giving me feedback..I also thank you for being so patient with me on my updates!...{^_^}...Now back to the Post!

It had already been 3 days since jay left for Atlanta on a business trip...bey was keeping real busy between work and taking care of junior...The day is Friday and since jay isn't around.. bey is getting ready for an outing with Kelly and Michelle...it's been months since they've seen each other and since they're all in New York, they've decided to spend time with each other..

(Beyonce on the phone with Jay)

Jay: so how's my son been?
Bey: he's okay...he misses his daddy!...I'll be glad when you come back myself!
Jay: I know babe..I'll be home as soon as I get this shit straight!..I swear all these problems back to back is making me wanna just say forget it!
Bey: jay no!..you've worked too hard putting this together and you shouldn't give up on it so easily!
Jay: yeah you right...you know if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here right now!
Bey: what do you mean?
Jay: you just made me a better person babe!...i mean i was settling and real content in where I was but, you helped me realize how far I could actually go!
Bey: well I see the potential in you bae...I know you're a smart man and you can do whatever you want to if you just apply yourself!...believe it or not you've helped me a lot too!
Jay: really!...well I wanna hear this...but I gotta leave right now bae...my meeting is in 30 minutes and the car is here!
Bey: *whining*..jay we just got on the phone..plus you haven't even spoken to junior yet!
Jay: I know bey...look I gotta run I promise I'll call back as soon as I get a chance!
Bey: well..ill be out so if I miss your call I'll call you back!
Jay: *rushing off the phone*..okay baby love you!..give lil man a kiss for me!..*hangs up*
Bey: Hello?!...Jay?!.....*sighs & hangs up*

Bey rested her body against the counter top and watched junior from afar as he played with his toys in his play room.....she shook her head and took a deep breathe...bey was really missing jay and couldn't wait to see him again...she never could stand when he had to randomly go away on business trips like this...bey had set her phone on the counter and was about to walk over to junior when it started ringing...

Bey: *picks up her phone*...Hello?!
MamaT: hey baby I'm outside come help me with these bags!
Bey: okay ma..*hangs up and goes outside*

Bey: hey mama..*hugs ms. Tina*..why you here so early I'm not leaving for another 2 hours?!
MamaT: I wanted to come early to start dinner....I didn't cook at home so I picked up a few things and figured I would just cook here!
Bey: oh okay!

Bey helped mama Tina bring in the groceries and mama tina started cooking immediately.. Bey started getting dressed around 8 cause the girls would be there in the next hour or so...she came down in a beautiful red cocktail dress cut just above the knee..of course her hair and make-up were on point as well as her red bottom black heels she had to match..

Junior: mommy you look bweautiful!
Bey: aww thank you baby..*smiling*
MamaT: you always look good baby..*kisses bey on the cheek*..when Kelly and Michelle gettin here?
Bey: they should be on their way...I just got off the phone with Michelle...I can't wait to see my girls it's been too long!
MamaT: yeah y'all should get together more often!

(An Hour and a half later @ Club Noir)

Kelly: Bey girl loosen up!...you been moping since we got here!
Michelle: yeah wassup bey you okay?..*sips drink*
Bey: I'm good...I just miss jay!...y'all know we always go out together!
Kelly: oh no...we about to settle this right now..*grab beys arm*..come on!
Bey: where you taking me Kels?
Kelly: we about to tear this dance floor up that's where I'm taking you!..*laughs*

(Atlanta inside Jays Suite)

Voicemail: *Beyonce voice*..Im sorry I couldn't get to my phone right away..but please leave a name,number, and brief message and I'll get back to you....*beep*
Jay: hey baby..I know you said you would be busy but I figured you'd still pick up!.. guess I was wrong..............anyways I miss you and junior so call me back when you get this..love you bye!..*hangs up and sighs*

(back @ Club Noir another hour later)

Bey: *on the dance floor*..y'all I can't anymore..I need a break..
Kelly: aww you can't hang no more since you became a mother..*laughs*
Bey: whatever Kelly hush!
Michelle: well we ain't done so you'll have to sit alone and wait on us!
Bey: that's fine..I'll wait..*walks off*

Kelly and Michelle continued to throw back drinks and have a good time..bey walked to the ladies room and freshened up a bit...she walked back over where they were sitting and ordered another drink when she noticed a familiar face walking over..

Guy: Hey bey..*sarcastically*..I don't get my calls returned but I catch you at the club...nice?!
Bey: I'm sorry..I've just..
Guy: *interrupting*..been busy right?...*smirks*...yeah I know!
Bey: look..if you came over here just to be a smart ass you can turn right back around!
Guy: chill girl it's not like that....I just figured you know we kind of hung out those last couple of times and then after that you just sort of ignored me...I mean wassup with that?!

Bey looked over at Kelly and Michelle who made it very obvious that they were watching her with this guy...she decided to go some where else where they could have a little more privacy so she took him into a back room in the club..

Bey: *closing the door behind her*..look..I'm married okay...I mean how would that look me being seen with you?!..you don't think the media would have a field day with this?
Guy: whoa bey...it's not even like that!...I know you're married and I respect jay..I wouldn't dare try to wreck yawls home...but I mean I was cool with us being friends..I just felt played when you didn't respond to my calls anymore!
Bey: *sighs*..I understand and I'm so sorry about that....it's just I got so nervous when the paparazzi caught us the last time so i thought I should back off a little!
Guy: oh I see what this is about...you don't want this getting back to jay right?!..cause if it does he'll automatically assume you fuckin around on him!
Bey: he's a jealous guy..what can I say!...
Guy: *smirks and shakes his head*
Bey: *walking to the door*..look..I have no problem at all with us being friends..I just think we shouldn't hang together so much anymore before people get the wrong idea you know!
Guy: I understand...well I guess I'll let you leave first then so no one suspects anything!
Bey: *chuckles*...I see you got jokes..

As soon as bey opened the door to the private room paparazzi were everywhere.. She tried to run past them as fast as she could but they were like ants around a piece of food...they must've seen bey enter the room earlier....her friend "the Guy" helped her move them out of the way so she could get through..

(Bey)
When I finally made it through the crowd I started looking for Kelly and Michelle...they just so happened to be waiting for me at the table we were sitting at..I looked back to see if my friend was still behind me but he was still being swarmed by the paps...I can't believe this shit...if this gets back to jay I won't hear the end of it..I know it!

Bey: *running up to the table*..come on y'all it's time to go!
Kelly: why?..im not ready bey! *sips drink*
Bey: I'll explain in the car but we have to leave now!...Please!?
Michelle: let's go Kelly..*sliding out of the booth*

(Atlanta Jays suite)

Voicemail: *Beyonce voice*..Im sorry I couldn't get to my phone right away..but please leave a name,number, and brief message and I'll get back to you....*beep*
Jay: come on babe pick up!..I've called like 4 times already!..I miss you!..call me back..*hangs up*

After the girls left...the driver dropped Kelly and Michelle back off to their hotel...he dropped bey off and she thanked him then went inside...it was a little past 1a.m. so she knew her mother and junior would be asleep...bey walked up stairs to her room and sat on the bed....her phone started ringing..

Bey: Hey..are you okay?!
Guy: yeah I'm good bey..I was just calling to make sure you were fine..I know it was crazy back at the club!
Bey: yes it was..I swear I hate dealing with paparazzi they just have no respect for peoples privacy!
Guy: I heard that!...but are you okay though love?!
Bey: oh..*chuckles*..yeah I'm fine..thank you so much for having my back tonight!
Guy: anything for you bey!...Um..can I ask you something?
Bey: sure go ahead..
Guy: well I was wondering..tomorrow if you aren't doing anything..could we maybe go for lunch or dinner?!

Bey sat on the phone quietly wondering if she should except this guys offer or not.. She didn't want to but she felt like she owed him this for helping her tonight so..

Bey: um..yeah..I guess that's okay..sure!
Guy: you sure bey? I mean..it wouldn't be like a date or anything..just a friendly get together with us two..but if you aren't comfortable with it I'll understand!
Bey: no it's okay.. my mamas taking my son out tomorrow so I'll be free..how does around 8ish sound?
Guy: that's perfect!...I'll be there at 8!
Bey: okay..well have a good night..I'll see you tomorrow!
Guy: you too love..goodnight!

(Bey)
After I hung up with him I felt guilty for some strange reason...I mean I don't know if it was because I was smiling so big or because I was somewhat flattered at the fact that I was going to dinner with him...it felt good to have some attention..jay is always busy and when we try to make time something suddenly comes up ..Maybe this isn't such a good idea...but I can't tell him no now...*sighs*


Bey plugged her charger into her phone and stripped down...it had been a long day for her and she just wanted to shower and relax...

(Meanwhile back in Atlanta)

(Jay)
I must've flipped through these damn tv channels 20 times at least...I was so bored and was really missing bey and my son..especially since I hadn't talked with them all day...I tried calling bey again but her phone just kept ringing and going to voicemail...I was about to call her again until I saw a picture of her,Kelly, and michelle on tv..normally I don't entertain these gossip shows and sites but it was TMZ and they're always pretty accurate so I turned up the tv to see what they were talking about..


TMZ: tonight we just so happened to be at "Club Noir" where we spotted former girl group Destinys Child!...it seemed like a girls night out until THIS guy..*shows picture*..ended up in THIS private room..*shows picture*..with THIS international superstar..*shows Beyonce's picture*..and to top it all off this isn't the first time these two have been spotted together!..Seems like Jay-z DIDN'T put Beyonce's "Love On Top" after all!!!

Jay: O_O!!

TBC.....


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Let's Just End It!

Bey walked in and closed the door behind her...she placed juniors monitor on the table and walked over to where solo and her mother was..

(Bey)
When I saw my mama and solo sitting there both crying it hurt me so much....i didn't really know what happened with her and dad but from the looks of it..it wasn't anything good....as I walked over to them all I could think about was how I hoped it wasn't as bad as it seemed....I mean daddy was just starting to bond more with junior and for him to go "missing in action" again...junior would just be hurt..

Bey: *sits down & hugs mama Tina*...you okay mama?
MamaT: *voice raspy from crying*..ima be fine baby!....I'm just glad I didn't let things get any further than they did!
Bey: well what happened ma?..what did dad do?!

just when mama Tina was about to speak....Solange interrupted her...she stood up crossing her arms and paced the room back and forth..

Solo: *angry*.. he was about to mess over mama with some bitch that works here on the yacht! That's what he did!..ma I don't even know why you invited him! He just ruined everything for us! *walks out*

(Bey)
When solo said what she said all I could do was hold my hand over my mouth in shock...I looked at mama who was crying all over again and I knew solo was telling the truth..not that I doubted her for a second...it was bad enough that he was doing this again..but for him to do it right here in mamas face....I just couldn't believe it!

Bey: *looking at miss Tina*..mama i..is this true?
MamaT: *shaking her head yes*
Bey: *silently whispering*..oh my god!

(Bey)
I had to leave....Listening to this was so overwhelming and I just couldn't stay!....it brought me back to when we first found out dad had cheated on mom and that he had another child on the way...it felt like someone was standing right on top of my heart....before I went in my room I had to collect myself..I didn't want junior to see me this way and think something was wrong...I walked in the room & junior was still asleep so I decided to lay next to him and just try and clear my head....

(3 hours later)
Bey awoke from her nap and yawned...she turned around and noticed junior wasn't next to her anymore..

Bey: *looking around*..Junior?!..*she called out*..Junior?!..*getting out of bed*..baby come on mommys not playing right now!

Bey walked around their room searching for junior calling out his name..she looked everywhere high and low and still there was no sign of junior....bey started to panic..she knew he would've come to her by now after hearing her call his name... Bey slipped on her flats and headed towards the door....she figured maybe solo had him so she was gonna go and check...as soon as she opened the door..

Junior: *cheesing*..Hey Mommy!!!
Bey: oh my god!..*grabbing junior*...Hey baby!!..*looks at jay*..you could've told me you were taking him you know!...I was worried sick!!
Jay: *closing the door*..I'm sorry babe...I didn't wanna break your beauty sleep!
Bey: oh so I'm baby now again huh?!...*puts junior down*...I swear you act so bipolar at times Shawn! *walks to the bathroom!

Jay picked junior up and walked over to where bey was...he put junior down to play and went into the bathroom..

Jay: *softly knocking on the door while entering*..can I come in?
Bey: you can do whatever you wanna do!
Jay: *sighs*..come on bey I'm just tryna talk..what's with the hostility?
Bey: *sighs*..look I'm sorry okay.... there's just a lot going on right now...and I can see that this trip has been ruined..so tomorrow why don't we all just head back home!?!
Jay: Beyonce!.....*giving her a blank look*...you can't be serious!
Bey: jay!... Right now..my mother is in her room crying her eyes out..over my dad..he was gonna actually cheat on her again with some tramp that works here on the boat!
Jay: *shocked*..bey I'm sorry I didn't even kno-..
Bey: *interrupting*..yeah you wouldn't know jay!...that last bottle of Ace had you acting so stupid for no reason at all!..you forgot you walked off?
Jay: bey..I apologized for that!..I know what I did and I'm sorry I was tripping..but don't keep bringing it up..especially while all this other stuff is going on right now!

Bey placed her hands on the counter top and immediately started crying...jay peeked out the door to make sure junior was okay before he had even realized bey was in tears..

Jay: baby..*wrapping his arms around bey from behind*..what's wrong love?
Bey: I just can't take this anymore jay! *sniff*
Jay: can't take what baby?
Bey: it's like my family can never get a break!..if something isn't going on with us it's your family and I hate it!..I hate it jay!

Bey turned around and buried her face in jays chest...he didn't say anything because he felt the same exact way...he just held bey and let her cry for as long as she needed to..

(2 Days Later..Back In New York)
Bey was just coming home from doing another photo shoot...she figured that if she just went back to work it would help her not think about the family's issues..and it did at times, but other times it made her think about them more....bey walked into the kitchen and saw jay and junior both in chef coats cooking it up..

Bey: *laughing*..now this is just too cute!
Junior: hey mommy..*runs up and hugs her*..how was work?
Bey: it was very nice thank you for asking baby! *smiling*
Jay: so bey why don't you sit down and let me and lil man cater to you!
Bey: Wow..so all this is for me?
Jay: yes it is..*kissing her*..me and lil man were talking and he suggested that we do something to cheer you up!
Junior: I sure did mommy!
Bey: *laughing*..oh really now!...well I need to grab the camera and take this picture because y'all are just too cute not to!

Bey went upstairs and grabbed her camera off the shelf....she made her way back downstairs and saw jay and junior setting up the table....bey smiled at her two men and started snapping pictures..

Jay: *turning around*..aye woman why you ain't tell us you were ready?..*chuckling*
Bey: now why would I do that..you know the off guard pictures are the best ones baby..*chuckling while snapping pictures*
Jay: *posing with junior*..make sure you get the chef coats bey!
Bey: *snapping*..I am....and when'd you get those anyways? I've never seen them?
Jay: They came in today actually....Kanye came up with the design!
Bey: aww how is Kanye?...it's been like a month since I've last seen him!
Jay: he's been in London working with some designers on his line...he's really serious about that!
Bey: well I wish him the best!.........um jay?
Jay: yes love!?
Bey: where's my chef coat at?
Jay: well see what happened was...I figured since you can't cook..it didn't make since to get you something you're never gonna use!
Bey: -___-..*smirks*..seriously?
Jay: *smiling and walking up to bey*..yes seriously!...but before you go off on me..I figured you'd appreciate this more than a chef coat..

Jay had reached into his back pocket and pulled out a black box...bey opened it up and found a "Blue" diamond incrusted ring...on the inside he had "just because I love you" carved into it...

(Jay)
I knew she liked the ring....she got all teary eyed especially after she read the inside...thank god for lil man...he helped me pick it out...even though I knew bey was happy about the ring it seemed like something was still bothering her...but I wasn't gonna ruin the moment by asking her what it is so I'll wait until later..

Jay: you okay baby?
Bey: yes baby thank you so much I love it and it's beautiful! *kissing jay*
Junior: eeeewwww!!!!
Jay: hey watch it ..*laughing*..you ready to eat babe cause I know me and junior are!?
Bey: of course I'm always ready to eat..*giggling*

So bey, jay, and junior sat down to enjoy the wonderful meal jay and junior put together which consisted of baked stuffed pork chops seared...topped with a cream sauce..and potatoes and vegetables on the side...he even fried a small batch of chicken for bey in case she wasn't feeling the pork chops!

Bey: *stuffing her face*..mmh y'all did an awesome job this is so delicious!!
Jay: well you know how we get down..*laughing*..thank you baby!
Junior: thank you mommy!

Bey was too busy stuffing her face to say "You're Welcome"....everyone was enjoying the meal when jays phone started ringing from the kitchen..

Jay: excuse me y'all..*gets up*

(15 minutes later)
Jay came back into the dining room with a completely different expression on his face......bey knew something was up....jay looked at her and signaled with his head for her to meet him in the kitchen...

(Jay)
While i was waiting for bey to come and meet me in the kitchen all i could think was "how I really wish i didn't just get the phone call that I just got!"....I mean it's nothing bad, but I know bey gone be upset when I tell her wassup...

Bey: baby finish eating...I need to talk to daddy for a second okay!?
Junior: okay mommy!

(Juniors thoughts)
While I was eating I heard mommy and daddy fussing in the kitchen...it really makes me sad when they fuss :( I wish they wouldn't do it..

*PAUSE*
Btw junior is only 2...I'm just letting you guys know what he's thinking as his mom and dad are in the kitchen fussing..
*PLAY*

(In the Kitchen)

Bey: you don't have to go jay..you just want to go! *crossing her arms and rolling her eyes*
Jay: bey why would I wanna do anything that's gone pull my time away from you and my son!?....it's not my fault baby..I don't wanna leave y'all but if I don't go they gone stop the project and then all my investments will be for nothing!
Bey: how long will you be gone for jay?
Jay: maybe a week 2 at the most..and I have to leave out tomorrow!
Bey: for 2 weeks jay oh my god!
Jay: baby please come on...keep it down!...I knew this was gone upset you but baby I promise you I'll make it up to you and junior I promise!
Bey: *sighs*..whatever jay..*walking out of the kitchen*..and you have to tell junior cause I'm not!

(Jay)
I hated to see the look bey gave me when I told her I had to go out of town for a couple weeks....and I just know junior gone be crying and looking at me the same way....but I have to do this...ill make it up to them I swear! 

TBC.....

Can't Get A Break!

Location: Bey and Jays yacht - Bey laid on her side in bed propping her head up with her hand as she flipped through the channels repeatedely..the time was 12:30a.m. and they had just gone back to their room from a long fun day on the yacht out in Brazil with their families..jay was in the shower after bey and junior was sound asleep in his room..

Jay: *opening the bathroom door*...baby where's my lotion at?
Bey: over here on the night stand!..

jay walked over to the stand to grab his lotion and bey watched him as he moved..she couldn't help but check out his dick imprint through the towel..she bit her bottom lip as jay walked back over to his side of the bed and sat down..

Jay: you okay baby? *rubbing lotion on his legs*
Bey: yeah im good..just watching you thats all!
Jay: watching me for what love?
Bey: no reason..you're just sexy to watch!
Jay: is that right?
Bey: yes it is...*laughing sexily*

after jay was done lotioning himself he laid back on the bed still wrapped in his towel..he rested his arm across his forehead staring up at the ceiling as if something were on his mind..bey laid back on the pillows on her side..

Bey: everything okay babe?
Jay: yeah im cool...i just finally feel real relaxed for once!
Bey: i know how you feel...i needed this vacation so badly...so much stress was lifted off of me the minute we stepped onto the boat!
Jay: you know what im in the mood for?
Bey: whats that?

jay leaned in towards bey and kissed her adding a little tongue...this turned bey on so much and she was all into jays kisses until someone knocked on their door..

Bey: *sighs*..ill get it..*walking over to the bedroom door*

bey opened the door and it was matthew..she stepped outside the door so that he wouldn't see jay laying in their bed with just a towel on..

Bey: hey dad what is it? is everything okay?
Matthew: yeah bey its all fine...i just came to tell you that junior was crying...I was on my way to fix a snack and he asked to come with me so i let him!
Bey: well where is he now?
Matthew: he's sittin in my room eating half of my turkey sandwhich *laughs* the boy was hungry!
Bey: *chuckles*..well i don't mean to put him on you like that..ill come and get him let me get my sho-..
Matthew: *interrupting bey*..oh no..no..its okay...he's good we chilling..i asked him if he wanted to come and meet yall and he said no!
Bey: *shocked*..really?...thats a first!
Matthew: well let me get back to him before he gets into something...he can stay with me tonight if thats okay with you and jay?!
Bey: yeah of course..he's your grandchild!
Matthew: *smiled*..okay baby girl..see you in the morning!
Bey: night dad!

Matthew walked off and bey stepped back into her and jays bedroom...she climbed back into bed with jay and laid back on the pillow smiling hard..

Jay: what you cheesing for?..who was that?
Bey: it was my dad...he said junior was awake and he was sitting in the room with him eating a snack...he's gonna keep him for tonight!
Jay: oh really?...cool!..but why you cheesing so hard?
Bey: im just happy that he's spending time with junior! You know he's always asking about his grandpa so this is great timing!
Jay: yeah you right on that one!

Jay had moved closer to bey trying to pick back up where they had left off before matthew interrupted them..but bey had kind of forgotten about it and wasn't in the same mood anymore...

Jay: come on babe..you were ready a minute ago!
Bey: i know jay..but lets just watch some tv and cuddle...im getting kind of sleepy anyways!

jay had gotten up a bit upset but not tripping...he pulled his towel off throwing it onto the chair in the corner and slipped his boxers on..bey had gotten cozy under the covers and jay joined her and snuggled up close...they ended up watching music videos on amtv together laughing at some of the ridiculousness that came on..then all of a sudden "03 Bonnie and Clyde" coincidentally came on and they were both super geeked to see their video again after such a long time...

Bey: oh my god baby!..how ironic that this came on while we're here together!..*smiling*
Jay: i know...look at us..*chuckles*..this my favorite part too..you was lookin so sexy in that red outif that day!
Bey: my part is us in the phone booth...i was actually gettin turned on being all close touching on you and stuff *giggles*...if everybody wasn't watching us i don't know what i would've done to you!
Jay: look at you..i never knew you was turned on..we could've made something happen that night *laughs*
Bey: yeah well i wasn't ready to make something happen at the time *laughing*

bey and jay talked about their video until the next video which was the Dream "Falsetto" came on..after watching it for a few seconds and listening to the lyrics jay was kinda getting turned on all over again..he slid his hand underneath the covers and tried once again to touch bey hoping she would just let him keep going..he didn't wanna take any chances so he went straight for her pussy and gently began rubbing circles around her clit..

Bey: *moans*..mmh jay..i told you i didn't...*moans*..want to baby
Jay: *rubbing bey placing kisses on her neck*.....im sorry babe..i couldn't help myself..

beys eyes were closed as she grabbed the sheets with every stroke jay gave to her kitty..even though she was moaning stop to jay he knew he had her and that she really didn't want him to...jay started feeling beys kitty getting super wet as he continued stroking it..he climbed on top of her and started kissing bey passionately slipping his tongue in massaging hers with it...jay could feel the chills as they rested on beys brown skin...

Bey: ba..*gasp*..baby..mmh right there..*she softly whimpered*
Jay: right here?..*slipping another finger in picking up the pace*..
Bey: *moaning louder*..uuh..ye...yess oooh...jaayyy *arching her back*..

jay kissed the left side of beys neck and then sucked on it..he moved over to the right side and did the same thing...he went down lower and circled his long tongue around beys nipples slowly taking his time with her....beys juices flowed onto the sheets as jay continued to finger fuck her with one hand..while exploring the rest of her body with the other..

Bey: *cumming*..Aaahh Jaayyy!!!...hoo my...god..*gripping the sheets even tighter*..

jay slowly pulled his fingers out of bey after she had released and climaxed...the music started to annoy him coming from the tv so quickly he reached for the remote and hit the mute button....he focused back on bey and once again kissed her passionately..

Bey: mmh..baby..i can kiss you all day..*licking her lips after jays kisses*
Jay: *smiling*..that was so sexy bey...i could kiss them perfect lips all day too!
Bey: *looking at jay with lust in her eyes*..come inside me daddy!
Jay: as you wish mama..*pulling his boxers off*

when bey said "come inside me daddy"..jays dick responded instantly..growing super hard and long...he spread his wifes legs even more preparing her for penetration...bey relaxed and laid back waiting growing anxious for jay to slide himself into her already..

Bey: *lifts her head up quickly*..O_O *gasp*...Shit Jay!
Jay: *smiling*..i love when you say that!
Bey: god you're so big baby..mmh!! *trying to take the dick*

Jay inched his way into bey as she squirmed and moaned waiting for him to get all the way in..after a minute or two jay was finally all in thrusting in and out of bey slowly while watching her facial expressions as he pleased her..

Bey: ahh...ahh...ahh...*taken in by jays strokes*..damn baby...ahh...shit..

jay was giving it to bey..she kept edging up closer to the headboard with every thrust jay gave her so he continuously had to keep pulling her body back down to him..bey kept pushing up on jays chest so he leaned in taking her hands holding them above her head..this turned bey on even more and jay could feel her repeatedely cumming multiple times...time had passed and jay pulled out wanting to switch positions..he helped bey to get up then he laid down...jay grabbed beys waist as she climbed ontop positioning herself onto jays dick...jay propped himself up on his elbows watching as beys ass jiggled with every stroke she did on jays manhood...she had both hands keeping her balance as she flipped her hair riding jay like a professional..

Jay: Shit bey! ...*moaning and grunting*..
Bey: mmmh..you like this pop pop?!
Jay: *falling back onto the bed completely*...Shit baby i love it ahhh!!!
Bey: oohh..damn papi..i *moans*..can't get enough of you!

jay smirked arrogantly as bey talked to him while she was putting in work...when she started saying things like "papi" jay knew she had gotten to another level..

Jay: *jays legs start to shake*...Fuck bey..im cummin..ahhh!!
Bey: come for me jaay..oooh *still riding*..
Jay: oooh shiit!!...Oooh shiitt!!....*moaning*...oooh shitt!!

beys body caught chills all over as she felt jays release all inside her...her body began to tremble as she climaxed right along with her husband..bey and jay were finally done as they laid there together covered in sweat shaking next to each other..

(10a.m. the next morning)
"KNOCK"KNOCK"KNOCK"

Solo: *yelling from behind the door*...Thu!?..Jay?!..yall wake up breakfast ready!

"KNOCK"KNOCK"KNOCK"

Solo: Bey?!.........(no answer)...........Jay?!..............(no answer)

solo had finally given up on trying to get bey and jay out of bed...she walked back out onto the deck, fixed herself a plate and then joined the rest of the family for breakfast..

MamaG: where's shawn and bey at?! i thought you went to getem!
Solo: i did..but they aint answering the door!
MamaT: hmm...that only brings my mind to one thing!
Solo: yeah i figured they probably did it all night myself..*sips orange juice*..that be the only time bey sleep until the afternoon..*chuckles*..
Julez: what are yall talking about mom?!
Solo: boy you too much in my business go over there by your grandfather!
MamaT: that boy is too much..*chuckling*..

an hour passed and everybody was done eating breakfast...the yacht had docked in "Rio de Janeiro" and the women were all planning on doing some shopping in the city..

(Bey and Jays room)
bey opened her eyes quickly squinting them as the bright sunlight shined in on her..she felt jays breathe on her neck and smiled reminiscing on the wonderful night they had just had with each other..bey picked up her phone and saw that the time was 1pm..

Bey: *nudging jay*..baby wake up?!
Jay: im up already bae..i just don't wanna move from this position!
Bey: *chuckling*..really bae..why didn't you wake me?..we missed breakfast and im starving!
Jay: you just looked so beautiful and so peaceful sleeping i could break that!..im sorry bae!
Bey: its okay baby...*smiles*...so what are we gonna about food?..me and the lil one are hungry..*rubbing her belly*
Jay: *gets up*..let me freshen up..and ill go grab you something from the kitchen!
Bey: i want an omlete bae!
Jay: what kind?
Bey: bacon and spinach with cheese and i want toast too!
Jay: aight babe i got you love!

jay had freshened himself up and got dressed afterwards....he headed down to the kitchen to ask the chef to make bey and his breakfast..

(Back in the room)
bey had got up and freshened herself up...she did her hair and slipped on an all black maxi dress with some Loui V sandals...

"KNOCK"KNOCK"..*door slowly opening*

Solo: *peeking through the door*..thu where you at?
Bey: *walking out of the bathroom*..hey solo wassup babe? *putting her earrings in*
Solo: i don't know you tell me..*crossing her arms*..you and ya lil booty buddy missed breakfast this morning..I wonder why?!
Bey: *laughing*..solo you are too much..is that all you came in here for...to harrass & insult me?
Solo: na i just wanted to let you know we were all going out in the city today if you wanna come with us..or do you and jay already have something planned together?
Bey: actually we don't..he just went to get me breakfast not to long ago..
Solo: oh okay..so you coming?
Jay: *walking in with plates*..coming where?!..*looks at solo*..wassup sis?!
Solo: hey jay..and i was just telling bey we were going in the city today if y'all wanted to come!
Bey: you wanna go babe?!
Jay: is it just gone be yall women?
Solo: yes it will is that a problem for you jay?!
Jay: yes it is solo! *chuckling*..im not gone be hanging round yall women all day im sorry..im stay here with the men..and leave my son with me!
Solo: aight well we leaving as soon as the car makes it to the docks bey so ill come and get you when they call!
Bey: okay sis thank you!

(3 hours later)
they ladies had finished their outting for today and were headed back to the docks in the car..
Solo: so how you and daddy doing ma?..im not even gone lie..im kinda glad that yall are you back together again!

MamaT: we doing good...just taking things one day at a time i guess...i really missed being with him a lot..so it feels good to have him here with us!
Bey: i missed him too..it seems like he's changed too...you know he kept junior for us last night when he woke up..i was so happy to hear that he wanted to!
Solo: aww thats great bey..he needs to spend time with shawn junior...its been months since he's seen him!
MamaT: thats true...im just happy for us all...god is really working things out for our family!

the women had approached the docks finally and were boarding back on..the crew helped them with all their bags as they came up the stairs....when the ladies came around the corner of the deck..all the men were drunk and it seemed like jay and solos beaux Alan was high...

Solo: *sitting on Alans lap*..damn bae how much Ace yall drank..*moving bottles out the way*
Alan: *slurring his words*..i..i reallyyy...d..don't know..*laughs*
Solo: ugh..*holding her nose*..you smell like weed and alchohol-__-
Bey: *smiling sitting by jay*..hey baby..*kisses him*
Jay: *wasted*..huh..heeeeyyyy beeeyyyy!!! *stands up and wraps his arms around her*
MamaG: looks like we missed the party i see..*laughing*
MamaT: where's matthew at?
Jay: he went um....he's over by the..*trying to remember*
Solo: damn really yall that messed up!...*shakes her head*

suddenly mama tina heard some giggling coming from around the corner of the deck close by the kitchen door..she got up to check it out and heard matthews voice..she wanted to hear what he was saying so she stood next to the wall and listened before she interrupted..

Matthew: so you coming by my room tonight?
Waitress: what time..*giggling flirtatiously*
Matthew: come around 2..tina should be asleep by then show she won't be coming by the room to disturb us!

Mama tina had began to cry....just when she was started to warm back up to matthew and trust him a little..he was planning on having some slore come to his room to fuck him..and on the trip she invited him on...mama tina felt like it was her fault..she moved to fast with matthew and knew all the happiness was to good to be true...she didnt' want them to see her so she took off to her room crying passing bey and everyone on the way..

Solo: *noticing her mother crying and stands up*..mama whats wrong?!
Bey: *standing up*..what happened..whats wrong ma? *clueless*

Ms. Tina couldn't even talk to the girls..she just kept crying and raised her hand up as if she was saying "she can't right now"....she ran off to her room when the girls noticed matthew coming from around the corner and the waitress walking off..

Solo: *walks up to matthew and slaps the shit out him*...I know mama crying because of your ass!
Matthew: *angry*..lil girl you done lost your damn mind out on this water!!! *holding his face*
Bey: daddy?! *walking up to matthew*..what did you do to her?
Matthew: *nervous look*...bey i didn't do anything..i don't know why she's like that!
Solo: *sneering at matthew*...i knew you would fuck up sooner or later...it just never fails when a trick is around!..*walking off*..im done with this fool!!
Alan: *stumbling trying to catch up with solo*..b..baby...wait!!

bey just stood there teary eyed in disbelief that his father had messed up once again...the didn't know for sure what had happened but it couldn't be good the way their mother was crying...she looked at jay who was pouring another glass of Ace..

Bey: *rolls her eyes*...where's the kids jay?!
Jay: *gulps down glass*..there in the kiddie pool bae!
Bey: you really need to slow down with that drinking!
Jay: look bey..im a grown ass man..i can drink if i want and however much i want!...why don't you go check on the kids! *grabs bottle of Ace and walks off*

*PAUSE*
yall already know how jay gets when he's drinking..which explains his foul atittude towards bey right now.
*PLAY*

Bey: *staring at jay walking off*...really jay!...*shaking her head walking towards the kids*...I swear i hate when he drinks..*she thought to herself*

bey took the kids and brought julez to solange..when her and junior went to the room jay was nowhere to be found...she wasn't even trying to go and look for him so she fed junior and gave him a bath..after he fell asleep on their bed..she left out taking the monitor so she could junior in case he woke up...bey headed down the hall to her mothers room to check on her..when she got in solo was already there talking with her..

TBC......