Sad Times

Just want to say Happy New Year to you all!..I thank those who showed sympathy and gave me encouraging words after the death of my grandmother!...I am so sorry I just left you guys hanging with my blog..but all is well now and I'm back to give you new blogs that will leave you begging for more!! Feel free to tweet me (@created_to_sing) and give me your input or thoughts on the posts...Love you all and hope you enjoy this update!!!

In the last post it was breaking news everywhere about Beyonce and the cops little altercation...bey was a wanted woman because of a lie and the news had spread like a wildfire...jay started to panic knowing they would be coming for bey so his plans were to take her out of the country..he made a quick stop home to pick up a few things when he heard bey scream from outside..when he got there cops were everywhere and bey was being handcuffed and taken away...jay was furious, sad, and revengeful...he was also very hurt by seeing his son go through this..jay had gone back into his home with junior and called his mother Gloria...

Jay: *choking up*..ma I need one of y'all to keep junior..they got bey!
MamaG: *gasp*..oh my god son I'm so sorry!..Annie is on that side I'll let her know to stop by right now and get him okay!
Jay: thank you mama...and can you let Ms. Tina and solo know what's going on..im going to the station as soon as Annie comes!
MamaG: okay son...and Shawn?
Jay: yes ma'am?
MamaG: this will all blow over son!..you stay strong and keep your head up for bey and for your children..ima be praying!
Jay: *teary eyed*..thank you mama...I needed that...I love you!

After jay hung up with mama Gloria 15 minutes had passed and Annie was pulling up...jay was already outside holding junior who was asleep..he had his bags and car-seat already ready..he had been waiting on her..

Annie: *getting out the car*..hey bro what's going on!? Mama called me and said to get junior it's an emergency!
Jay: yeah these dirty ass cops got bey! *putting junior into the backseat*
Annie: *gasp*..jay oh my god!..what happened?!
Jay: it's a long story Sis..I gotta get to my wife..I'll let you know later..*kisses junior & whispering*..daddy loves you son..I'll see you soon!

Annie left headed to jersey and jay immediately sped off to the police station..when he got there he saw bey nowhere...he went up to the front desk..

Jay: I'm here to see about Beyonce Carter my wife!
Officer: *checking the computer*..what's her last name again sir?
Jay: Carter...Beyonce Knowles-Carter!

The officer checks the computer files for Beyonce which took a few minutes...jay was tired of waiting and became a bit antsy...

Jay: what's taking so long officer?..I need to see my wife!
Officer: I'm sorry sir..says here that she's been transferred to the holding station in jersey!
Jay:...are you serious?!...for what?!!
Officer: I have no clue sir..all I can tell you is that she's there not here!
Jay: this is complete bullshit!! *walks out*

Jay hurried to the car and sped off to find bey....along the way he dialed up mama Tina and updated her on what was happening...the women at the house were all pissed and worried...35 minutes had passed and jay made it to the holding station in jersey..

Jay: *running up to the desk*..Beyonce Knowles-Carter is she here?..they just arrested her about an hour ago and I was told she was transferred to this jail!!
Officer: yes sir they just took her to the back!
Jay: *slightly relieved*..thank god...when can I go to see her?
Officer: unfortunately sir they have to finish booking and processing her in..that could take about an hour or more!
Jay:....A whole hour?!..*sighs deeply*..you gotta be fuckin kiddin me!
Officer: um..Mr. Jay-z I just gotta let you know how big of a fan I am of you!

Jay looked at the officer like he was 10 kinds of crazy...here he was standing in the middle of the police station worried to death about his wife and unborn child and this officer was letting him know he was a fan...

Jay: I'm not tryna be rude or mean..but I'm not here for that...my wife is in here for something she never even did...and I need to see her Now!!!
Officer: yes sir I'm terribly sorry!..I'll check on that for you immediately!
Jay: thank you!

While the officer tried to find out more information on bey for jay...jay called their lawyer and a few other people..20 minutes had come and gone and then..

Solo: *walking into the station*..jay anything on bey yet?
Jay: what you doing here solo?!
Solo: my sisters in there...im here for the same thing you are..to get that bastard cop and clear my sisters name!
Jay: *hugs solo*..thanks Sis...to be honest I needed somebody here with me..I don't know how much more of this shit I can take!
Solo: well I'm here bro..and we gone end this...our moms are on their way by the way..we all pissed about this!
Jay: tell me about it!....Wait..where's my son?..I don't want him here seeing this call mama and tell her not-..
Solo: *interrupting*..It's cool jay calm down!...Annie said she's gone keep an eye on him until we get back!
Jay: *sighs*..I'm sorry I'm so paranoid..it's just so much bullshit going on!..I just want my baby in my arms right now man!
Solo: *rubbing jays back*..I know bro I want her back too!...and we'll get her back okay!

Jay and solo continue to talk for a few minutes and mama Gloria and mama Tina showed up...after everyone consoled each other and caught up on what was happening with bey...some time had passed....everyone was becoming more frustrated and growing more impatient...

Officer: excuse me Mr. Carter?...
Jay: yes *stands up*
Officer: they'll allow you to see your wife now but only you can see her at this point!
Jay: okay that's fine..take me to her please!!

Anxiously jay walked down the long and cold hallway as the officer escorted him to where they were holding bey...when they got there the officer couldn't open the door quick enough for jay...as soon as the key turned unlocking the door jay bust through

Bey: *running up to jay*..Oh my god baby!!..*hugs jay tightly*...

Jay had grabbed a hold of bey squeezing her as if she was coming from her world tour all over again...he could tell she was scared out of her mind...she had been crying so much her voice had become raspy...jay held on to her even more tightly after recognizing the the level of her fear....he felt her body trembling and all he could do was hold onto her....even though bey had only been in jail for a couple of hours she had never been put in a situation like this so it was terrifying for her...all jay could think about was all of the stress this was putting on bey as well as their unborn baby inside of her...

Officer: 20 minutes Mr. Carter!

As the officer closed the door behind him jay and bey stood there holding on to each other a few more minutes...they didn't have much time to spare so jay finally broke the hug...he gently placed his hands on beys face kissing her repeatedly..

Jay: baby *choking up*..baby are you okay?!
Bey: *sniff*..of course I'm not okay!..look at where I'm at jay!...

Bey had pulled away pacing the small visitation room slowly..

Jay: I know baby..I know..that was a stupid question I'm sorry!
Bey: *sighs deeply*..jay you gotta do something!..*stops and looks at him*..I can't be in here..that son of bitch is lying..*yells*..AND THEY FUCKING KNOW IT!!!!
Jay: shhhh...baby look I know...I know..*holding beys face again*..calm down love I don't want them to come in here!

Bey sat down on the single bench seat they had inside the room..she folded her arms and began to quietly cry...jay stared at her feeling everything she was feeling and more...he wanted to get that cop bad for causing this trouble with his family..after jay gathered his thoughts for a second he let out a sigh and sat next to his wife..

Jay: *hugging bey resting his chin on her head*..baby it'll be okay love...
Bey: jay no it won't!...do you know what this is doing to me right now!..what this is doing to my reputation..to you!!..and to junior!! *stands up & paces the room again*
Jay: baby..baby..come on ma...calm down for me!

Bey sat back down and took deep breathes trying not to get so worked up again..jay lifted her head making bey look him dead into his eyes as he spoke to her..

Jay: baby look...I've called our lawyer ok....he's trying to get here as fast as he can so we can get to the bottom of this shit!...in the meantime I had a friend call up the judge that has your case and he's gettin some strings pulled for us as we speak..ok so I need you to not worry bey!
Bey: *shaking her head yes*
Jay: baby you gotta stay calm for me okay...our baby is inside you and i don't want anything happening because this shit is stressing you out!

Bey placed her hand on her stomach...the thought of a miscarriage crossed her mind for a quick second which made her start crying again..jay put his hand on top of the one she had on her belly and laid his head on her shoulder..

"KNOCK"KNOCK"..

Officer: 5 more minutes Mr. Carter!
Jay: yea ok! *jay yelled out*
Bey: baby?!
Jay: *wiping her tears away*..yes love..what is it?!
Bey: don't leave me jay..please!
Jay: baby I promise I'm here...you gone get out of here I'm not leaving this station without you okay!!

Bey shook her head taking in every word jay had just spoken to her..she knew jay would do everything he could to get her out of jail which made her being in there more tolerable...bey couldn't believe that her of all people ended up in a crazy situation like this...jay held onto bey tightly for the few minutes they had left with each other..he didn't say anything and neither did bey....jay just wanted to hold her to assure her that he was right by her side and not going anywhere....they both sat there as their time with each other winded down..for a moment the emotions and stress they were both feeling wore off..it made them both feel better considering what was going on around them and for a moment everything seemed okay until they were forced back into reality..

Officer: *tapping the door with his stick*..Times up Mr. Carter..let's go!
Jay: *with attitude*.. aight man..let me tell  my wife bye please!!

Jay turned around facing bey again..

Jay: baby don't forget I'm here okay!..ima be right out there waiting on you not even 20ft away okay!!
Bey: *hugging jay tight*..I love you jay!
Jay: *kisses bey*..I love you more Beyonce *staring at her as he backed out the door*

Jay looked at bey for as long as he could until he had to turn around and walk completely out of the room..as soon as the officer closed and locked the door back jay heard bey begin to cry...the sounds of her weeping and the image he pictured of her in his head had jay in tears as well...only they were angry tears...jay walked back down the cold hallway angrily & ready to do everything in his power to put the cop that had his wife like this under the bus..

TBC...