jay walks into beys room..the nurse who was checking her clipboard walked out when jay comes in..bey is in there just staring at the end of the bed..jay feels himself tear up again....he taps on the door..


Jay: can i come in bey?


beyonce looks up with a blank stare...she says nothing


Jay: *walks over to beys bedside* babe can we please talk for a minute?


beyonce doesn't look up at all...she says to jay in a low tones raspy voice..


Bey: why are you here shawn?
Jay: *sighs* bey i know you hate me right now..i should have never done what i did to you and i...
Bey: *interrupting jay* you should've just let me die!
Jay: Beyonce No! how could you say that?
Bey: how could you hit me jay? *finally looks at him* how could you say those things to me? *starts to cry*
Jay: *tears up* beyonce ..i.im so sorry..i don't even know what to say..can you just let me explain myself please?
Bey: *sniff* explain what jay? explain how you called me a bitch?..explain how much you hate me?.. or maybe you could just slap the shit out of me..*angry tears*
Jay: bey please..don't handle things in this way!
Bey: don't handle things in this way?!!! o_O Shawn..wtf..seriously?!


Jay: Look!! I'm fucking sorry okay! I was a jerk beyonce, I was an asshole, I was being so selfish and i should've never said what i said ..it was foul! I'm especially a bitch and a dog for putting my hands on you..but beyonce i love you! I said and did these things out of anger which no excuse but its true..I hate myself for hurting you...bey when i walked in and saw you in the tub..it was like my whole life flashed before my eyes and i was gonna die..i love you so much beyonce!


bey just sits there balling..she's hurt so bad..the one person she thought loved her showed himself to be everything she thought he wasn't.


Bey: *wiping her tears away* I appreciate your apology shawn but you hit me! *sniff* you threw a pill case at my face shawn *sniff*....you called me out of my name..how can you expect me to so easily accept your apology?!
Jay: *looks down* bey i know it won't be easy for you to forgive me..but could you think about it at least?
Bey: *lays back on bed* I'll think about it!


the nurse walks in and gives bey her release papers..after everything is signed and filled out she's released..jay tries to help bey but she doesn't wanna be touched by him..


Jay: come on bey just let me help you!
Bey: You're the reason i was even in here in the first place jay..No thanks! i don't need your help!


jay knows bey is still angry towards him and probably will be for a while..he doesn't touch her anymore but make an attempt to help her walk..


Bey: jay i have it..can you please leave me!
Jay: bey please just let me help you..


she gives in and allows for jay to help her..when they get in jays car..the ride home was quiet..when they make it to the house bey goes right upstairs..when she sees the water all over the floor in the bathroom she starts crying again because the memory of what jay did and her trying to kill herself is very painful to bare..jay hears her crying and runs upstairs..


Jay: baby are you okay *places hands on beys shoulders* 


bey turns around and wraps her hands around jays neck..she hugs him which is surprising to jay..he wasn't expecting this...


Bey: *crying* baby im so sorry...how could i have been so stupid and try to kill myself..*cries harder* oh god!!
Jay: *hugs her tighter* baby its okay...its not your fault *starts to cry* shhhh.....its not your fault bey!


bey looks jay straight into his eyes..a look that would make the heart of a god melt..her and jay kiss each other at the same time..they both had so much weighing on their hearts...but it was different this time..it was the type of weight that could only be lifted by the two of them and their love..


Jay: *stops & pulls back..he holds beys face gently*  baby i never wanna hurt you ever again..you are the air that i breathe beyonce...when i saw what i made you do *cries* it hurt me so badly *whimpers* there aren't any words now and any words that could be made to express the love that sits in my heart and soul for you..


Bey: *crying from jays words* baby...pull me in close
Jay: *closes in what little space they had between them* 
Bey: *sniff* don't let me go..
Jay: i won't baby...ever again..i promise..i swear to you i will never let you go..
Bey: *kisses jays chest through his shirt* make love to me!


jay picks bey up and carries her from the bathroom to the bed..he lays her down as if he's placing her on a cloud..jay slowly undresses bey...hey undresses himself...he kisses beys neck, then her lips softly..he kisses her neck again and caresses her entire body with his luscious lips..he can see the chills take over beys skin and her nipples petruding outwards..he places his mouth on them one at a time and circles his tongue around each nipple...


Bey: mmmh baby..it feels so good!


jay goes down to beyonces wet flower..he covers it with his lips and allows his tongue to take over..he flicks beys clitoris slowly..and then faster..and then slowly again..he eats bey out like his life depends on the pleasuring of her body..


Bey: aah...aah...aah...oh god! *whimpers* baby! *moans* 


bey climaxes..after jay licks up her juices..he slowly enters his erected penis inside beys flower..


Jay: *moans* shit! you feel like heaven beyonce *grunts*
Bey: oooohhh *moans*


jay is thrusting in and out of bey so passionately while kissing her...he feels and hears that bey is about to cum again..


Bey: ooh jay..iiimm cumming *she cries out* 


Jay hasn't gotten his yet but he's about to pull out to allow for bey to come down..before he starts again..but when he tries to pull out..bey pulls him back to her..


Bey: No baby..keep going please..
Jay: you sure bey?
Bey: yes baby please *biting her lip*


jay grants beys wish and keeps going..jay picks up speed and is taken to a different world as well as bey..as he's thrusting in and out bey starts to cry..so full of emotion she feels every drop of passion thats involved in this love session between her and jay..he kisses off her tears..


Jay: I love you baby *starts thrusting faster*
Bey: *sniff* i love you too jay *moans* ooohh baby..


after about and hour of making straight love missionary style bey climax for the fifth time...jay continues for another 15 minutes and finally pulls out and nuts on beys stomach...jay goes to grab a towel and he gently cleans his wife off...the Carters hold each other tighter than ever cuddling in each others arms....TBC....