Broken!

We left off with Jay and terry almost knocking the boots ~> (sexing) in his office while poor bey is home alone trying to find company..jay and terry get pretty frisky then jay realizes his actions and stops terry..after he rejects her twice she leaves leaving her business card for him..jay is completely disoriented mentally from the incident and rushes home to bey..when he gets there he feels so shitty and guilty and wants nothing more than to make sweet love to his wife so he can forget it all..after a beautiful passion filled love session jay uses the bathroom when bey discovers a lip stick stain on the collar of jays shirt..

(B&J's room)
Bey can't believe her eyes, she looks closer at the print to make sure she's not trippin..yep thats lipstick alright! Her heart beat slows to 30 beats per minute..beys breathe is leaving her..she feels like she's smothering..bey couldn't even fathom what she was looking at and thinking..jay comes out..she looks up and holds up his shirt for him to see..all jay can do is put his back to the wall and lean his head back..

Jay: *thinking* Fuck!!...Fuck man!!!..I didn't want to have to tell her this..and now she finds out this way....Shit!!

Jay tries to get closer to bey but she backs up as if he's a complete stranger to her now..she lifts the shirt again..

Bey: *her voice shaky* please tell me you didn't jay..*starts to tear up* 

at this point jay knows he really fucked up now..he's tryna think of a way to explain this to bey to where she will believe him..but his mind is everywhere..

Bey: *crying* Jay! You answer me!! *pushes jay in his chest* tell me you did not fucking do this?! *cries more*

Jay: *just looks at bey*

Jay knows there's no going back..so hesitantly jay pulls it together and explains everything that happened detail to detail..

Jay: and baby i swear to you that is all that happened nothing else..you have to believe me bey..i wouldn't lie babe!

Bey is having a hard time believing him because jay has done this very thing before...before they got married..but they made a vow to never betray one another after that happened...bey drops the shirt..she doesn't know what to believe..bey holds her heart crying and flops on the bed..jay goes over to comfort her.. 

Bey: *puts her hand up* please...just don't touch me right now!

bey feels disgusted..she runs in the shower and immediately starts washing herself crying hysterically...she feels unclean and nasty thinking jay just had sex with this woman and came home and made love to her..the thoughts disgust her more.......Jay sits on the bed hands on his head..he can hear beys crying and feels so horrible..

Jay: *sighs* Fuck!..how could i be so fucking stupid? *shaking his head*

Meanwhile bey has been in the shower almost and hour now, her face all read and puffy from tears..she steps out and immediately begins to cry again..jay can't take it and walks in trying to once again console bey..

Jay: Bey..baby just let..

Bey: *interrupts still crying* Jay..*she's speaking in a low tone from crying so much* just leave me here..I can't even look at you right now..just go Shawn please!  

Jay not wanting to make her more upset dresses, grabs his phone and keys and leaves..bey slides down the bathroom wall just crying holding her head feeling like the world was sitting on her chest.

(Jays car)

Jay: *starts tearing up a bit so he pulls over to collect himself* he is furious, hurt, and just angry with himself..

jay looks over and sees the business card terrylyn had given him..he thinks for a second and then speeds off towards the direction of New Jersey! 

(so ladies and gents what do you suspect will happen next with this?...comment and let me hear you input..Also, i realize that this post is short so when I am done with school there i will post two more times today instead of only 1..I hope you all enjoy my blogs and thank you for reading! Shoutout to the Stans <3